Our Twins

Heartbreak
Once upon a time I thought I knew pain
But it turns out I didnt know what pain could be
I feel lost running in the rain
My heart tore out shredded to bits how could this happen to me
I thought that my little family would be complete
Apparently that’s not what god had planned for me
Losing not one but two little mini me’s
How am i suppossed to believe
That this is what god had planned for me
To rip out my heart and tear it to bits
I can’t believe that this is it
My heart aches so very much
That my babies i’ll never even get to touch
My soul will take a long time to recover from this
Just know my sweet loves that forever you will be missed
I don’t think i could go through this again
To go from one to two to none
My heart aches because this cannot be undone

July 31, 2019
Anencephaly
Love Mommy and Daddy