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My darling firstborn daughter,
I will love you and miss you every day until we meet again.
Love always and forever
Please know that we made this decision to spare you from a lifetime of pain and difficulty. We will love you and hold space for you in our hearts forever. Rest easy, sweet angel.
I never expected this to happen, my love. I have been trying to be strong for your sisters and father. I still feel like everything we went through was just a bad dream. It is unreal how the pain of losing you still brings me to my knees. I force myself to think of the good memories of our time together. How much love Bryan and I felt towards you. How your big sisters glowed when you kicked them in my belly. How you would dance around when your dad would play drums and when I would sing. I miss you so much Laurel… I think the hardest part of all of this is knowing that I had to choose this. To make such a hard decision honestly turned my life upside down. I hope you know that I did this all out of love. I hope we will meet again someday and I truly hope you feel how much I love and miss you, my sweet little baby. You have taught me so much and have shown me how strong I am. We all send our love. Please watch over your sisters and know we cherish you, Laurel Calliope! You are my muse… my little bluebird… my sweet angel baby…💗
Wanted even still. Loved always.
Please know we did what we thought was the best option for you. I’m so sorry that things ended up this way. I’m happy I was able to kiss your little head twice. I love you.
My baby boy, you are loved and missed more than words can say.
We gave you your name because we loved looking up at the stars in the evening. We only had 6 weeks together but they were the most amazing 6 weeks! We love you so much! We didn’t get to meet you in person but you stole our hearts! I’m sorry that Mommy wasn’t able to carry you to term. But just know that I love you with everything I have in me! Please watch over us! We love you Evie Snow!
(When pregnant I felt like the baby was a girl. Felt like when I was pregnant with my older daughters.)
We never found out your gender and lost you before we could pick a name. You were our little avocado. You will forever be known as, Avo Spencer, our little avocado baby.
The first time we saw you move we lost you only moments later. We were heartbroken by your diagnosis and made the decision to let you go now so you and your mom could both stop suffering. We love you always and forever. You will forever be apart of us. Our lives are eternally changed. We made you a special avocado urn and will celebrate special moments with you always. May your soul be able to move on and be at peace.
The two hours we were able to hold you are the most wonderful moments of our lives. We will keep striving, keep running toward the goal where we are reunited with you again. You are our light and hope, a miracle no one else can’t understand. A part of our hearts forever, woven deep into our being.
After 23 years, still loving and missing you, my lovely daughter.
To our beautiful angel, you were too precious for this life. Fly high, gorgeous boy & we will meet again someday. We love you to the moon and back and you will be forever in our hearts.
My little boy, lights will guide you home. I love you my little butterfly. I see you daily. You make me so proud strong, boy. Please enjoy heaven; you were too beautiful for earth, baby boy. Always in our hearts. Love you, Mom & Dad
My sweet little bun, you have been everything that I had ever wanted. Having to let you go was the best, but hardest decision I had to ever make and I wish it was a decision that I never had to make. I could never bring myself to make you live such an unfair life and everyday is a reminder of what could have been and it hurts so much , but I will forever love and cherish you.
Once upon a time I thought I knew pain
But it turns out I didnt know what pain could be
I feel lost running in the rain
My heart tore out shredded to bits how could this happen to me
I thought that my little family would be complete
Apparently that’s not what god had planned for me
Losing not one but two little mini me’s
How am i suppossed to believe
That this is what god had planned for me
To rip out my heart and tear it to bits
I can’t believe that this is it
My heart aches so very much
That my babies i’ll never even get to touch
My soul will take a long time to recover from this
Just know my sweet loves that forever you will be missed
I don’t think i could go through this again
To go from one to two to none
My heart aches because this cannot be undone
There is not a day that goes by that I don’t talk to you or pray to you. You are not physically with us but my love for you is the same as if you were. Our whole family loves and misses you and you are always my third child.
You were loved and will be forever.
My heart breaks still for this loss, for you and all I want to know about you, and the love I have to give you. I felt you like the chickadees that visited me in late summer, so sweet and only staying for too short a time. I loved you then and I love you now… I will love you forever.
My dear son,
We love you more than we can say. You are the most precious and beautiful boy we could have asked for. We believe that even though you are not with us physically anymore, you’re still with us spiritually. We will keep you in our heart forever!
I love you so much. You will always be a part of me and I will carry you in my heart. I wish I could have known you. I know you are at peace.
I am sorry you couldn’t be in my arms, Bean. Right now I wish I could be with you. I hope you forgive me and don’t hate me. I love you.
Sweet baby girl, you are so loved. I’ll think of you every day.
“I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
as long as I’m living
my baby you’ll be.”
Mummy and Daddy love you so much. You are the most beautiful sight we ever saw, the most precious soul we ever touched. Know that we never chose to lose you, we just didn’t want you to suffer—we wanted to take that on for you. I will miss you and think about you every day. You are perfect and you are imprinted in our hearts forever. Love you, baby.
My beautiful babies
I will never know you now
It really wasn’t meant to be
It’s too unfair, somehow.
Touched with grand love
Although for a small time
That feeling stays forever
And forever you are mine.
But hiding the grief
And fighting back the tears
Will be part of me now
For the rest of my years
A curse of disbelief
For you two mean so much,
My 2 beautiful babies
Our love is always in touch.
I am blinded by tears
And I have a gaping space
My two precious twins.
I will never replace.
But forever you both are
And forever you will be
Part of my family
And the void that is in me.
You are what completes me and
The void that fills me
There are no words to express how much we love you. There would never be enough time to be together. But we had to let you go so soon. It broke our hearts and also showed us that in the dark moments of deep sorrow, the light of compassion and ultimate love shines far brighter than ever 💖
We miss you every single moment of our lives, our beloved son Robert.
My little Lily, my Angel. I feel blessed to have carried you for 12 weeks. Every day I think of you and wish you were here with us, but I know you’re watching over us from Heaven. Mommy, Daddy, and everyone love you so much. I will hold you in my heart until I can hold you in Heaven.
❤ I’ll Love You Forever, I’ll Like You For Always, As Long As I’m Living My Baby You’ll Be ❤
“We had to think about a baby who was not going to live very long, and the longer he lived the more pain he would be in.”
We love you.
My sweet Nolan Michael. 💙💔
R.I.P 5-26-17 11:43 a.m.
Our sweet baby George. The thought of having you scared me when I first found out I was pregnant with you. When we knew we were losing you, we were devastated. You are my firstborn and so incredibly loved. You made me a mother and taught me that I could love a baby. You brought me and your father closer than anything could have. Because of you, we are stronger. You are always in my thoughts and will never be forgotten. I look forward to the day I can see you again. We love you.
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn’t bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we longed for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
For every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
I miss you every day
We loved you more than words can say & wanted you more than anything
My dear sweet baby…We love you more than words can say and will spend the rest of our lives missing you. We pray we have given you a better alternative and look forward to reuniting with you when the time comes. Just know you were always wanted and will always be loved & remembered.
Mommy, Daddy and your big brother Michael will always love you and never forget you. Fly high sweet girl.
Until we meet again. We love you so much.❤️
We love you to the moon and back little guy. I think of you every day and know you are in heaven playing with the angels.
Love you forever little one xx
Not a single day goes by where you are not missed. You will always be dearly loved and remembered until we are together again.
Always loved. Always wanted.
My sweet angel baby
I was blessed to carry you for 14 weeks. Losing you was the hardest thing your Baba and I have ever been through. We never had the privilege to hold you in our arms but we will hold you in our hearts forever.
My dear son
We will miss you and think of you always until we meet in heaven one day…
RIP angel baby
We love you ❤️
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
Do you Know How Loved You Are
The day we lost you, Lucas, our hearts broke into a million pieces. They will never be full again as there is an empty space where you should be xxx
Love you, my little boy, always …. I’m sorry xx
Sweetheart, we love you so much. I hope you can somehow understand and forgive us. We chose peace for you and miss you every day. I know you’re watching over us now. You will always have a piece of our hearts and I wish so much that I could have given you mine.
Our Precious Baby Girl, Blake.
We think of you daily. You are always in our hearts.
My sweet angel boy
I was so lucky to carry you for 24 weeks
I never had the privilege to hold you in my arms but I will hold you in my ❤️ Forever baby boy
I miss you and think of you every single day my love until we meet again
RIP angel baby
You were loved before I knew you were a boy, you were still loved during the heartache of letting you go, and you are still loved in heaven. There’s a hole in my soul, a person missing from my world, you are always thought about, and I wish things would have been different. I’m forever missing my baby boy.
Our beautiful baby, always in our hearts.
Dear baby boy,
We think of you every day. You are a part of this family always, and we miss you. Losing you was the hardest thing your dad and I have ever been through, and we will always treasure the magical weeks you were with us.
Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.
Our little brave bear, loved every day from the moment we knew you were there until the days we close our eyes to meet you once again,
We miss you so much, sweet Matteo. We wish so badly we could’ve held you in our arms and watched you grow up. Mommy is so grateful for the 13 weeks and 1 day you spent in her belly. We think of you every single day. We love you more than any word or words can convey.
Sending my love every day. But thank you my baby for sending me strength in your baby brother Jacob. One day in the future we will meet again. Until then I hope you’re happy. Love and miss you
Your father and I will be forever grateful for every single second you were with us. I promise we will never stop honoring you or loving you. No matter what, you will always be our firstborn son and I will spend the rest of my life honoring your life with love. Thank you for choosing us to be your parents. I miss you. I love you with every single piece of my heart and soul and nothing will ever change that. I love you, Noah. I can’t wait to see and hold you again someday.
You are loved. You are missed. You are with me still. I carried you every second of your life, and my heart will hold you every second of mine.
A missing son
A missing brother
An empty space in my heart that can never be filled
As long as I’m living
My baby you will be
Andrew was the boy that was supposed to be here with his 3 sisters. He was and still is very much wanted. There is a very special place in my heart for him. I thank Andrew for letting me be his mom for a short while and for the little moments we spent together. I hope to see him again one day.
Our forever Prince, safe in the arms of Granddad. We love you forever.
You are so precious to me, sweet as can be, baby of mine. I love you to the moon and back!
“Unable to perceive the shape of You, I find You all around me. Your presence fills my eyes with Your love, It humbles my heart, For You are everywhere…”
My dear sweet boy, how I miss you. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of your sweet face. I see you in your siblings! I hope where ever your precious spirit is that we will meet again one day. I love you to the moon and back.
My sweet boy,
I loved you since I knew you were there and I will love you every day of my life.
Our darling baby girl, how I wish I were holding you instead of typing this. So many moments I’ve dreamt of having with you were taken from us, but the 13 weeks my womb housed you were the sweetest gift. I still see you everywhere I go. We love you, Sweet Pea.
I carry your heart, I am never without it.
A life so short but so impactful. You will be missed and loved always!
Carried for 24w, loved forever. Miss you my baby boy xxx
Loved beyond words, missed beyond measure x
I never would have believed how much I could love someone I never met.
In loving you and losing you and loving you still, in watching that love unfurl and spread through my being like frost on a windowpane, I have learned what unconditional love means and what it sometimes requires of us.
It’s a beautiful gift. It has remade me utterly.
I’d still give it back if I could have you, alive and healthy, instead.
While we never held you in our arms, you left a great impression on our lives. You taught us to treasure every moment as a family, you taught us that it is okay to cry in front of our living son and discuss difficult emotions with him, you taught us to lean on family and friends and ask for help when we need it, you taught us the importance of empathy and listening to other people’s experiences, and you taught us to advocate for what is important to us and to advocate for others who may not be ready or able to do so themselves. You changed our lives and you are forever in our hearts.
How very quietly you tiptoed into our world, silently, only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your footprints have left upon our hearts. ~ Dorothy Ferguson
I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life
I know you’ll be a star
In somebody else’s sky
Why can’t it be
Why can’t it be mine?