You were everything I wanted and more; a baby conceived out of pure love and happiness. I am truly sorry for making the decision to send you to a better place. I didn’t want you to live a life of pain and suffering. It was the most difficult decision I have ever made in my life. I thought long and hard about it. I prayed. I had close family and friends pray for us, and yet every bone in my body led me to decide that you were better off in heaven with your grandma and uncle. I wanted nothing more than to have you, my precious baby boy, to have you grow up strong and healthy and in my arms. I will meet you once again my baby, Alejandro Ruben, until then please watch over me. I love you with all my heart and soul. 💙💙💙