In loving memory of our EWP babies.

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Our EWP Babies 2012
Our EWP Babies 2011
Our EWP Babies 2010
Our EWP Babies 2009
Our EWP Babies 2008
Our EWP Babies 2007
Our EWP Babies 2006
Our EWP Babies 2005
Our EWP Babies 2004
Our EWP Babies 2003
Our EWP Babies 2002
Our EWP Babies 2001
Our EWP Babies 2000
Our EWP Babies 1999
Our EWP Babies 1998
Our EWP Babies 1997
Our EWP Babies 1996
Our EWP Babies 1995
Our EWP Babies 1994 and Earlier

Our EWP Babies 2012

Ayla Raine Ferrari

January 6, 2012
Turner Syndrome Mosaic with a
rare Klinefelter’s Syndrome cell line

To our sweet Baby Angel, you will live forever in our hearts.
We miss you so much every single day.

We love you without measure. XOXOX
Mommy & Daddy

Robert

January 25, 2012
Trisomy 21

Robert, there isn’t a day gone by that hasn’t been
heartbreaking making the decision we had to do.
But as your mom and dad we feel we have
made the best decision for you and for our family.
We will always love you and think of you every day.
Even though we never got to meet,
we have never loved anything as much as we loved you.
You were only with us for a short time
but you will forever be in our hearts,
our minds and everything we do from now until eternity.

We will meet you again one day and I can’t wait to hold you
in my arms and show you the love the we have always felt.

I love you my sweet little boy, ’til we meet again …

Love your mom and dad xoxoxo

Grace Browning

March 1, 2012 ~ 24 weeks
Agenesis of the Corpus Callosum
and Dysplastic Kidneys

“Two paths diverged in the middle of my life,
I heard a wise man say,
I took the road less traveled by
And that’s made the difference every night and day”

I gave my tiny flower to God, to bloom in heaven.
I know she is now at rest but words cannot express
how much I wish our path on earth was longer.

With all my love always, my firstborn Grace

Love mummy xxx

Jacob Macklyn

April 3, 2012
Double Right Outlet heart defect,
Diaphragmatic Hernia

We love you with all our hearts, sweet boy. We miss you every day.
We can’t wait to see you in Heaven.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Layne Charles and Teagan Margaret Daignault

April 6, 2012
Lethal Multiple Pterygium Syndrome

We miss and think of you every day.
We love you so much.
Give each other hugs and kisses…

Love, Mommy, Daddy and Courtney

Amber Rose

April 7, 2012
Serious brain abnormalities

To my beautiful girl who I got to hold for just a moment,
which will last me a lifetime ’til I meet you again.

There is a special Angel in Heaven that is part of me
It is not where I wanted her but where God wanted her to be
She was here but just a moment like a night time shooting star
And though she is in Heaven she isn’t very far
She touched the heart of many like only an Angel can do
So I send this special message to the Heaven up above
Please take care of my Angel and send her all my love.

Love you forever,
Mummy

Sienna Morgan

April 12, 2012 ~ 21 weeks
Mosaic Trisomy 18

She came and left us like a little lamb
Shielding her face because that wasn’t the plan
For us to see her precious face
An ephemeral spirit
For God to take
But he left behind the deepest love
for a creature so pure we could never of dreamed of…
Rest in peace our sweet little one
We will meet again when the right time comes

All our love,
Sienna’s Mommy & Daddy

Aaliyah Rocco

April 14, 2012 ~ 19 weeks 1 day
Spina Bifida (Myelomeningocele), Hydrocephalus,
and an Arnold Chiari II Malformation

I hope you know how much you were wanted and loved.
You will be in our hearts always,
until we meet again…

Robyn

Lucy Jane Dowd

May 9, 2012
Thanatophoric Dysplasia

“You Touched Our Lives, You Touched Our Hearts, You Are Not Forgotten”

Love You!
Mommy & Daddy xxoo

Hope Molloy

May 31, 2012 ~ 19 weeks
Unbalanced Translocations
of 5 and 12th Chromosomes

Not a day goes by that we won’t think of you,
and the joy you brought in your very short time with us.
We love you eternally

Love,
Mom, Dad, and Big Sister Stella

Timothy Augustine Peace

June 13, 2012 ~ 22 weeks
Cystic Hygroma, CHD, Dysplastic Kidneys
and multiple other defects

Some say they are too beautiful for this Earth,
others say they are so special God hand picks them as His Angels.
However you phrase it, Heaven has its newest Angel Baby… mine.
Even the smallest of feet have the power to leave an everlasting footprint on this world.
We Love you and miss you more than words can say. You are forever in our hearts.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Our Daughter

July 6, 2012 ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 21, heart and brain abnormalities

There are no words to express this… I think about you every single minute of every single day. I miss feeling you kick inside of me, and I miss thinking about the person you could have become. Letting you go and trying to spare you a life of suffering was the hardest thing we’ve ever done. We will never, ever, ever forget you.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Ella

August 2, 2012 ~ 18 weeks
Spina Bifida (myelomeningocele),
Severe Hydrocephalus and Chiari II Malformation

Sweet baby girl your presence brought us all so much happiness
It was so hard for us to let you go
We know now that you were created to be our angel
to watch over us always and forever

We love you,
Mommy and Daddy

“Peanut”

August 2, 2012
Trisomy 13

I’m sorry you couldn’t stay with me.
I wanted you to, so badly. I’ll miss you.

Love you forever,
Mommy

Rilynne Rose Sipe

August 9, 2012
Anencephaly

I have realized that God was not ready to let you come
into this scary world and he has a different plan for you.
When I found out that I was pregnant with you,
I was so happy because that’s the one thing I
have wanted all my life was to be a mommy.
I just never expected to be the mommy of my guardian angel.

Mommy and Daddy love you more than you could ever know
and you will be in our hearts forever my sweet baby girl.

Emily Jordyn Victoria-Wong

October 12, 2012 ~ 13 weeks
Anencephaly

Goodbye my sweet angel (aka: Daddy’s “Lil’ Peanut”)
We love you so much, our precious Baby Girl.
You were a perfect blessing who will always be in our
prayers & our hearts forever…Until we meet again.

Love always,
Mommy & Daddy

Kaden McNeill

October 14, 2012
Trisomy 21 and heart problems

Our lil’ baby boy
Mummy and daddy miss you so much
You were always wanted,
We will miss you forever.
We will never forget you,
You are always in our hearts and always will be.
I’m glad we got to hold you,
we will get to hold you again one day. xxx

Love you always,
Mummy and Daddy

Our EWP Babies 2011

Babies McLellan

January 13th, 2011
High Risk Pregnancy
Monochorionic, Monoamniotic Twins

We are eternally grateful to God that He brought you both Home.
You are forever in our hearts and you will never be forgotten.
Rest in peace, and please watch over your siblings on earth.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, Davan and Sibling (#4)-to-be

Jayden Baby

January 25, 2011
High Risk Pregnancy, Stroke Risk

Please know that you live in my heart every day.
You were loved by so many and changed lives in only such a short time
You are missed deeply and I know you are safe now in the arms of an angel.

Love,
Mom

For my little boy

February 16, 2011 ~ 17 weeks
Trisomy 18

For the one we will never hug, never kiss,
never get to comfort or tell everything will be fine.

We love you very much,
Mommy and Daddy
xoxo

Jaylen

March 5, 2011
Preterm labor caused by appendicitis

My angel, I love you more than I can say.
Sleep peacefully.

Love,
Mommy

Peytann Louise

March 11, 2011 ~ 23 weeks 5 days
Trisomy 18

They say there is a reason
They say that time will heal
But neither time nor reason
Will change the way I feel
For no one knows the heartache
That lies behind our smiles
No one knows how many times
We have broken down and cried
We want to tell you something
So there won’t be any doubt
You’re so wonderful to think of
But so hard to be without

Mommy hoped and wished for you for three long years…you were wanted and loved very much…
just remember we didn’t say goodbye, its “see you soon” on the other side of the rainbow!

Baby D

March 23, 2011 ~ 15 weeks
Cystic Hygroma, Turner Syndrome

We will love you forever and ever. xoxo

Mommy and Daddy

Marie

April 5, 2011
Trisomy 21 and Heart Defect

Dear Marie,
From the very beginning you were loved and longed for.
It hurt so much to let you go. We miss you so much and
will always be thinking of you.
For the rest of our lives,
We love you.

Mama & Papa

Andrea Victoria

April 5, 2011
Trisomy 21, Duodenal Atresia

Andrea de mi corazon
Usted vino en mi vida como un don de Dios
me llenastes de felicidad y de ilusion y de esperanza
dios decidio llevarte de mis brazos para estar junto a el y cuidarnos
te ao mucho te extraño mucho
estas en mi corazon por siempre
mi angelito hasta pronto

tu mamita

Andrea of my heart
You came in my life as a gift of God
It fills me with the illusion of happiness and hope
God decided to take you out of my arms to care for you
I miss you and I love you very much
You are in my heart forever
My little angel I will see you soon

Your mommy

Austin Charles

April 14, 2011
Down Syndrome with physical disability

I love you so much and think about you every day.
I long for the day to meet you in heaven.

Love,
Mommy

Darling Daughter

April 22, 2011 ~ 13 weeks
Trisomy 21, Heart Conditions

I will always love you and every time I look at your brothers I will
try to remember to be the mother I believe you wanted me to become.
I will try to make you proud my darling daughter.

Love,
Your Mommy

Kate Ong

April 23, 2011 ~ 18 weeks 5 days
Trisomy 18

Kate, that’s your name our little one.
We hoped so much to see you grow up to be a beautiful
girl and shower you with a lifetime of love.
We are blessed and grateful for all the hope
and love which you have given to us.

Daddy and Mummy love you forever, our little Kate.

Fagiolino (Little Bean)

April 29 2011

My beautiful son, you will be in our heart forever.
You will be the angel looking at us from the sky,
running around stars and playing happy.

We will love you forever,
Mamma and Papa

Olivia Sky Fuentes

May 7, 2011 ~ 23 weeks
Placental Infection, Pre-term Labor

My beautiful baby girl stayed with us for a short ten minutes.
We miss her dearly and I think of you often.
I know you are in a better place
yet I still yearn for you here.
Daddy and Mommy miss you horribly.
You will always be my baby girl.

Love,
Mom

Ella Rose

May 27, 2011
Trisomy 21

You changed our lives forever,
We think of you every day. x x x

Heartbroken Mum & Dad

Valentina Isabella Colorado Aguila

June 11, 2011 ~ 26 weeks
Congenital Polycystic Kidney Disease

Our little baby girl,
we never got the chance of looking at your beautiful face,
but we’ll carry you in our hearts forever, our pain is is unbearable,
but we rather suffer for all our lives than watching you suffer for one day.

We love you with all our hearts
and we know that God needed an angel as beautiful as you.

We will miss you and love you forever, we’ll be together again.
Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby J

June 26, 2011 ~ 14 weeks
Unbalanced Translocation

My angel, at least you are with your brother/sister.
We miss you both so very much, sleep tight. xxx

Mommy

Jaelyn Leilonni Lopez

July 6, 2011
Trisomy 18

Our Little Angel
How very softly you tiptoed into my world.
Almost silently; only a moment you stayed.
But what an imprint your footprints have left on our hearts.

Not a day goes by that we don’t think of you.
We miss you so much, but we know you are with God now and forever in our hearts,
Until we meet again, my precious Jaelyn.

We love you always and forever,
Mommy and Daddy

Shawn

July 12, 2011
Cystic hygroma, fetal hydrops,
extra piece added on to chromosome 17

Shawn, I just want to let you know how much mommy loves you…
Can’t wait to meet you and hold you in heaven one day until then rest in peace baby boy.

Love, your mommy *S.C.D*

Angeline Nicolette

July 20, 2011 ~ 17 weeks
Trisomy 21

Daughter of My Heart,

I dreamed of you and wished for you.
I wanted you and loved you with all my heart.
My heart breaks when I think of you,
and I know I will never hear your voice,
hold your hand, or kiss your tiny toes.
I know you will not suffer and that
your spirit is dancing with the angels.
I love you darling daughter.
I will think of you and love you until the end of time.

xxoo,
Mommy

Lillian Marie

July 26 2011 ~ 17 Weeks 1 Day
Cystic Hygroma and Trisomy 21

To our very much wanted baby!

We are sorry, we could not meet in this life.
We know you are dancing with angels right now.
We love and miss you always!

Love, Mom & Dad

BabyGirl

July 29, 2011 ~ 21 Weeks

You were loved from the moment we conceived you. Forever in our hearts.

Mommy and Daddy love you and think about you every day.

Our Dear Sweet Girl and Boy

August 5, 2011 ~ 17 weeks
Trisomy 21

Our sweet girl and boy, our precious babies.
You were our dream. How desperately we wanted you
and how much we love you still.
We loved you so much that we couldn’t bare to watch you
suffer your entire lives. We wanted so much more for you.
We are so very sorry we couldn’t share this life with you.
Please forgive us for not being strong enough to hold
you and kiss you goodbye.
At least you are together and free.

We miss you so terribly every day, you left such a void in our hearts forever. You will always be with us and loved.

Mommy, Papa and your big brother

Baby Daniel

August 17, 2011 ~ 23 weeks
Trisomy 21, Heart Condition

We want to tell you something
So there won’t be any doubt
You’re so wonderful to think of
But so hard to be without

Love,
Mom & Dad

Valerie Grace Nowak

September 6, 2011 ~ 21 weeks
Agenesis of the Corpus Callosum
with Interhemispheric Cyst

“The best and most beautiful things in
the world cannot be seen, nor touched.
They must be felt with the heart.”
You will be forever in our hearts, our sweet little angel.
We know that one day we will get to hold you and see your beautiful face.
We love you more than words can express.

All our love,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Faith

September 13, 2011 ~ 15 weeks, 6 days
Trisomy 18

I suffer every day for you so that you didn’t have to.
I can’t wait to meet you and your brother or sister
so the hole in my heart can be filled.
You will be embraced in God’s arms until I can embrace you in mine.
I love you my angels!

Mommy and daddy

Ava Isabel

September 30, 2011 ~ 15 weeks
Cystic Hygroma and Down Syndrome

You were the little girl I always wanted.
My heart aches for you but I know that
you are safe in Heaven and held by angels now.
I love and miss you!

Mommy

Matthew William Morency

October 1, 2011 ~ 21 weeks
Anencephaly

We miss you and love you so much my little darling.
There isn’t day that goes by that we don’t miss you.
It was heartbreaking to have to let you go.
We wish we could have seen you grow into a beautiful man.
These days are so hard but I find comfort in the fact that we will see you again.
Rest in peace sweet boy.

Love, Mommy, Daddy and Emelia

Baby Jonah

October 19, 2011 ~ 17 weeks
Multiple Defects

Mommy and Daddy love you so much,
you will always be missed and forever loved.

Mommy and Daddy

Christian Michael Brescia

October 20, 2011

To my precious angel,

I love you more than you could ever imagine.
The pain inside of me is worth knowing
that you will never suffer in this world.
I know you are playing in heaven with the rest
of the angels but please meet me in my dreams tonight.

Until we meet again my little boy.
Mommy and daddy love you forever!

Angelina

November 7, 2011
Turner Syndrome

Returned to God’s arms
Turner Syndrome took her from us,
but our angel baby is waiting in heaven.

Love, Mommy

Lilah Tso

December 23, 2011
Trisomy 18

Lilah, we love you with all our hearts.
I am sorry for not having you.
Knowing you would suffer more if you were to be born,
I wish I could take all of your sufferings.
This is the hardest decision that any parents have to make,
knowing the inevitable either way.
I know you’re in heaven with God.
We will meet again one day.

We love you so much forever and always,
Mommy & Daddy

Our EWP Babies 2010

Kendal Mae

January 4, 2010 ~ 21 weeks
Pentalogy of Cantrell

Too beautiful for earth

Mommy and Daddy love and miss you with all of our heart.
Now you are in the arms of an angel.

Baby Whitney

January 5, 2010 ~ 31 weeks
Unbalanced Translocation and Heart Defects

My sweet baby Whitney, you are missed and thought of every single day.
I know it wasn’t possible to hold you but I will never forget your kicks inside me.
I have found comfort in knowing you are in the arms of the Lord.
You are my forever angel.

Love you,
Mom

Abbey Ellen Darbin

January 11, 2010 ~ 22 weeks
Trisomy 21 and heart defects

Our little angel…
We love you so much and
wish you were still with us and healthy
Our hearts ache to be with you again
and we can’t wait to hold you again in heaven
and kiss your sweet lips
Forever loved and at peace…

Love Mummy, Daddy, Kaleb, Miles and Tully xxx

Samuel Mason Brown

February 12, 2010
Congenital Diaphragmatic Hernia (CDH),
Ventricular Septal Defect (VSD),
Hypospadias, Fryns Syndrome

I remember you.

Love,
Your heartbroken mommy

Shiloh Gray Schonert

January 25, 2010 ~ 19 Weeks

Our little Shiloh, know that you were wanted and loved and will be missed and loved.
You would not have survived in this world, but you are happy, healthy, and whole in Heaven.

With love and tears,
Mommy, Daddy, and Adric

Baby S

February 25, 2010 ~ 13 weeks
Trisomy 13

For the one we never knew… love you.

Love, Mommy

Tyler Lee and Taylor LeeAnn Thomas

February 28 2010 ~ 21 weeks
Incompetent Cervix

To my Angels
It gives me strength to know you both are in heaven, in paradise.
Free from heartbreak and pain.
Although it seems my tears will never stop flowing,
Mommy will be strong.
Until we meet again,
I will always cherish the short time we had together
and love you both always and forever.

Love,
Mommy

Joshua Richardson

March 21, 2010 ~ 17 weeks
Megacystis

Our beautiful, perfect baby boy.
We loved you from the moment we knew you and
will forever miss the times we should have shared together.

Be happy with our family, friends and angels.

Love,
Mum and Dad
xxx

Little Sally Mooneyham

March 31, 2010 ~ 13 Weeks
Cystic Hygroma, Various Birth Defects, Turner Syndrome

Mommy and Daddy love you with all our hearts and hope to be reunited with you again one day.
I will never let your big sister or brother forget that you were briefly a part of this family.
Always in my heart! I love you!

Love,
Mommy

Francis Flash Nix

April 8, 2010 ~ 19 weeks
Trisomy 21

I miss you from the depths of my being.
As much as we wanted you here with us,
we know you are safe and happy with Grandma Fran.
You will never be forgotten.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy, Frank & Vince

Cole J. Harrington

April 29, 2010 ~ 19 weeks
Posterior Urethral Value Obstruction

We love you and miss you!

Mommy and Daddy

Levi Adam Bruggeman

May 7, 2010
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Sweet Boy,
An Angel with the book of life wrote down my baby’s birth,
and whispered as she closed the book, “too beautiful for earth.”

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, brother Dexter

Hope Kayla O’Keeffe

May 25, 2010 ~ 24 weeks
Mosaic Trisomy 22

Our little baby girl who we never got to see
Please know that you have a mommy & daddy & sister that love you
We will meet each other up above

Love,
Mommy

Josiah Angel Flores

June 24 2010 ~ 25 1/2 weeks
Multiple Abnormalities

Josiah will be always missed and forever loved.
“People only get to dream of Angels, We got to hold one in our arms”
We love and miss our sweet angel,
I only knew him for a short time,
but he changed our lives forever.
He will be missed. We love you so much Josiah!

Karen and Hector Flores
Christian, Anthony, Samuel (brothers)

Daimon Kayne Eastham

July 1, 2010 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 21, incomplete cerebellum
and Dandy-Walker variant

“I will make peace flow to her like a river, and the wealth of nations like a flood; you will be nursed and carried on her hip and bounced on her lap. As a mother comforts her son, so I will comfort you and you will be comforted…” Isaiah 66:12

They say every child is a gift. Daimon, you were, and still are. I long for that glorious day when you are handed back into my arms, renewed, complete, unbroken as God intended. xxxx

Our Baby of Hope

July 2010
Trisomy 21

I wished for you and there you were.
How could I have known the heartbreaking choice I needed to make would happen.
Our love for you was (and still is) so strong that we needed to let you go,
so that you wouldn’t suffer the physical and emotional pain,
we are positive you would have endured.
Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you,
miss you and wish you were here.
I will never forget the moment I knew you existed and the day I had to let you go.
This month, January 2011, should have been the month of your birth,
but instead will forever be the month I honor your existence.

We love you and miss you,
Mama & Daddy

Nana Araba

August 4 2010 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 21 and Heart Defects

My little Angel, oh, how I wish we could have known you and be a part of our family.
Even though we wanted so much to keep you, God wanted you more so we had to give you back to him.
We will love you forever and never forget the brief time you spent with us and the joy you brought us.
We can’t wait to see you again. ‘Til then, stay in the bosom of God where you will know no pain or sickness.

Endless love,
Mommy, Daddy and Sisters

Our Dearest Little Darling

August 5, 2010 ~ 13 weeks, 2 days
Trisomy 18

Please forgive mummy and daddy for giving you a spark of life and
then abruptly ending it on August 5, 2010, at just 13 weeks old.
You can’t imagine how heartbreaking and guilty we felt to
have to do this but we believe it was for the best.
We can’t bear to bring you into this world
to see you suffering and struggling for life.
Rest in peace, our dearest little darling,
we love you and will always remember you as
part of our life, however briefly it was.
You’ll always have a special place in our hearts.

Lots of love,
Mummy, Daddy & your elder brother.

Cason James Walker

September 9, 2010 ~ 1lbs 4oz 11 in long
Spina Bifida, Possible Hydrocephalus

I know that I love you, I hope you understand this.
I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of my little boy.

Always and forever thinking of you,
Love Mommy, Daddy, and your two big sisters

Our Angel

October19, 2010 ~ 14 weeks
Trisomy 13 & 18, Cystic Hygroma, Fetal Hydrops

Daddy, Please don’t look so sad, Momma please don’t cry
Cause I am in the arms of Jesus and He sings me lullabies
Please, try not to question God, don’t think he is unkind.
Don’t think He sent me to you, and then He changed His mind.
You see, I am a Special child, and I’m needed up above.
I’m the Special gift you gave Him, the product of your love.
I’ll always be there with you, and watch the sky at night.
Find the brightest star that’s gleaming,
That’s my halo’s brilliant light.
You’ll see me in the morning frost, that mists your window pane.
That’s me in the summer showers, I’ll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze, from a gentle wind that blows.
That’s me, I’ll be there, planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing, and your heart feels a little tug,
That’s me, I’ll be there Giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy, please don’t look so sad, Momma don’t you cry.
I’m in the arms of Jesus, and He sings me lullabies.

We love you and miss you my sweet baby

Frankie Love

October 31, 2010 ~ 19 weeks
Alobar Holoprosencephaly

To my little angel, you were only with us for such a short time but we will never ever forget you.
Your great nanas and grandads will look after you until we meet again.

Lots and lots of love,
Mummy, Daddy & Ethan

Carter Timothy Jay Pritchard

November 3, 2010 ~ 24 weeks
Hypoplastic left heart, Missing Inferior Vena Cava

You are forever in my heart and my thoughts,
I miss you and love more than words could ever express.

Love you,
Mommy

Gavin

November 16, 2010 ~ 19 weeks and 5 days
Spina Bifida

We will always treasure the short moment you were with us.
We know you are in a better place and you are not suffering.
You and your brother Kevin will watch over us until God brings us together again.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and brother Marcus

Leigh Ann Ramey

November 18, 2010
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome and Turner Syndrome

Born Still
Child of God
Loved, wanted, missed
How do we tell your big sister
that you’ll never come home?
Wait for us in Heaven

Mommy & Daddy

Astia

November 22, 2010

I felt you here, and then felt you leave.
I miss you every single day.
Wait for all of us, we’ll be home soon.

Love, Mama

Camryn Alyssa

November 27, 2010 ~ 20 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome with Intact Atrial Septum

My precious daughter, I loved you with all my
heart but that was not enough to fix your heart.
I am so sorry for the choice Daddy and I had to make,
but please know that we chose to endure this
pain we feel every day so that you would never have
to know suffering for even one day.

I will forever remember you, my first baby, my sweet little girl.
You are forever a part of me, because love never dies.

Love,
Mommy

Baby J

November 28, 2010 ~ 14 weeks
Unbalanced Translocation

You will never be forgotten. I love you more than words can say. Sleep tight my angel. xxxx

Mommy

Our Little Noah

December 3, 2010
Chromosome 18 Deletion

We love you so much and I am so sorry you were so sick.
Mommy wishes she could take it all away.
I miss you so much and one day I will hold you again in heaven.
Daddy and your big brother George miss you too.
You will Always be in our Hearts.

Love Always and forever,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother George
(and your doggies Samson & Lily)

Sophia Love Martinez

December 10, 2010

I will always remember you and love you for the rest of my life.
Please don’t forget that I always wanted you.
You saved my life. Not a lot of people can say that about their children.
I love you Sophia Love
Can’t wait to meet you one day.

Love,
Mommy

Little baby Daisy and your twin brother

December 13, 2010 ~ 12 weeks
Trisomy 21 and Heart Defects

Your twin died in utero at 8 weeks from chromosomal abnormalities.
You were both so wanted and so, so loved.

Mama and Papa will miss you for a lifetime.

Tyler James Weber

December 15, 2010 ~ 13.5 weeks
Trisomy 18

To my precious baby
You have truly taught me the meaning of love
I am sorry I could not protect you and had to let you go
My heart holds you and your sister Emma every minute of every day
Please protect each other

I love you always and forever,
Mommy

Our EWP Babies 2009

Samuel Eugene

January 10, 2009 ~ 23 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

The mention of my child’s name
May bring tears to my eyes,
But it never fails to bring
Music to my ears.
If you are really my friend,
Let me hear the beautiful music of his name.
It soothes my broken heart
And sings to my soul.

All of our love,
Mommy, Daddy & big sister Ella

Baby Gamel

January 13, 2009 ~ 16 Weeks
Trisomy 21

We never got the chance to hold you in our arms.
But we will hold you in our hearts forever.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Emily Lynn

January 15, 2009 ~ 27 weeks
Dandy-Walker Syndrome

I love you Emily.
God wanted the best for you, so he took you in His warm arms.
I know you and Mom-Mom are my guardians.
I Love you both.. See you soon baby girl.

With so much love,
Your Mommy

Lailah Zahirudin

January 15, 2009 ~ 19 weeks
Triploidy and Heart Defects

I had the most beautiful experience as I carried you for 19 weeks.
God decided that you belong in heaven and left us too soon.
We will always love and remember you.
One day we will meet and I will know who you are
and I will be able to kiss and hold you for the first time.
My little angel Lailah we will always keep you in our hearts.

We will love you forever!
Mommy, Daddy and Emily

Baby Dillan

January 16 2009 ~ 16 weeks
Pentalogy of Cantrell
2.6 oz & 5 1/2 inches long

Our beautiful baby boy,
we love you with all of our hearts.
The time that we spent together,
as brief as it had been,
meant the world to us.
As hard as it was to let you go,
we know that you are in a better place now.
The experience has made us better people
and we will never forget you!

We love you Dilly,
Mommy & Daddy

Emma Rose

January 21, 2009
Turner Syndrome

I know you are in heaven with your big sister Kate until we can all be together as a family.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your big sister Allison.

Haven Grace Gilles

January 30, 2009 ~ 22 weeks
Spina Bifida Meningocele and Hydrocephalus

I know Heaven is a much brighter place now that it shines upon my precious baby’s face.
I long for the day to meet her, to hold her, and kiss her little nose,
her fingers, her cheeks and of course her little toes.
Mommy loves you, Haven. I didn’t want to let go, I hope you know that.
I love you more than anything in the world. I’m lost without you, baby girl.
Blow me a kiss in the wind anytime … I’m always waiting.

Love,
Mommy

Nolan Christopher

January 31, 2009 ~ 20 weeks 2 days
EDD May 16, 2009
Spina Bifida, No Cerebellum

Dearest Nolan, How much I wanted you. How much I loved you.
You were much too fragile and precious for this world.
I’m sorry that you will never get to run or jump or feel the sun on your face.
Or the sand in-between your toes. I’m sorry I never got to hold you.
I don’t think I would have been able to ever let go.
Please darling son, forgive mommy and the choice she had to make.
I take comfort in knowing you will never know pain.
I wonder what color your eyes would of been.
And what color of hair would be on your head.
To hear you cry, to hear you giggle, to hold you as you sleep. To give you baths.
To read to you. To dress you up in funny clothes that would match your brother.
This pain is so deep my son. I hope you’re growing in heaven, since you didn’t get to grow on earth.

You will forever be Mommy’s Babe

Sarah Hope

February 4, 2009 ~ 12 weeks
Cystic Hygroma & Tetrasomy 9p

Sweet baby girl – we will forever love you and miss your presence in our lives

Love, Mama, Daddy and Big Sister

Nevaeh – my tiny angel

February 9, 2009 ~ 22 weeks
Trisomy 21, Anencephaly and Ventriculomegaly

My tiny angel, you are our baby who was born with wings.
How lucky I was to have held you, and memorized your perfect little face.
My body misses you, my heart aches for you, and I miss you every day.
Your big sisters and brother know you are their angel now,
and a little part of your daddy died with you that day.
You are still so loved, and forever will be …
our tiny angel. Until we meet again …
I will see you in my dreams.

With all my love,
Mommy

Carolyn “Kasey” Rose

February 10, 2009 ~ 23.5 weeks
Spina Bifida with Ventriculomegaly

Our gorgeous baby girl …
We miss you so much; our hearts are so empty without you.
We have longed for you and prayed for you
and now you are gone to Heaven.
I pray you forgive us and love us,
and know that God called you home too soon.
I miss your kicks inside of me,
and pray that you know how much we love and miss you.
Please take care of Gramma Rose and Grandpa Barry,
and I will pray for the day I can hold you and kiss you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Jake

Our Baby Son

February 10, 2009
Trisomy 18

I cherish every moment that I had you with me.
Your father and sister were very excited to meet you.
You not being in our lives now is something that breaks our hearts every day.
I pray that where you are now, you are healthy and perfect
and that you have finally met your grandpa.
He will look after you if I cannot.
Please know that you are always loved and wanted
and brought so much joy, our sweet precious star.
You are missed every day.

Love,
your Mama, Papa, and big Sister

Lola Rose Smith

March 2, 2009 ~ 24 weeks
Schizencephaly, Ventricular Septal Defect

To my perfect little girl, I never needed something so badly until you. You were beautiful.
Thank you for blessing me with that chance to feel real love.
There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t miss you,
I think of how your life should be, I think of how my life should be.
This isn’t goodbye, I promise you, I’ll always keep it … your soul will be with me.
I will have you and this time you will be given the life you deserve.
I wanted to be everything you needed; I’m sorry it wasn’t enough.
The only peace I’ll have is the thought that you won’’t suffer now.
I can’’t wait to see you … you are mine forever.
Thank you for giving me something to hope for, you are my hope,
you are the part of me that will always be missing.

I love you baby Lola,
Mommy

Bernard “Ben” William Freymuth

March 27, 2009 ~ 20 weeks
Anencephaly

My emotions are still so raw!
We were so excited to finally be pregnant again.
My daughter was with us at the ultrasound
when we heard the terrifying news.
All I could do was cry.
When I finally asked if my child was a boy or girl
the nurse told us it was a boy (we’d so wanted a son!)
My husband and I burst into tears.
My sweet little 5-year-old tried to console me and said,
“I know, Mommy, I wanted a little girl, too” I love her innocence!
We made the heart breaking decision to end the pregnancy.
Now we are trying to pick up the pieces of our lives.
I pray for Ben every day.
I look forward to the day we meet in heaven
and I can finally wrap my arms around my beautiful son.
I love him so very much.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Monica Doreen Lewis

April 1, 2009
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

One precious hour in our arms, a lifetime in our hearts.
Missing you every day and missing you in every way.
Until we meet again, sleep tight my princess angel.
Lots of hugs and kisses.

We love you,
Mama, Daddy, Sarah and Olivia

Madison Elizabeth

April 8, 2009 ~ 22 weeks
HELLP Syndrome and Preeclampsia

I lost my baby girl Madison Elizabeth on April 8, 2009.
This is the hardest thing I have ever had to go through.
God, take care of my little girl.

Madison’s Mommy

Lillian Grace

April 9, 2009
Cystic Hygroma

Our Sweet Baby Girl – Lillian Grace
We all miss you so much!
Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you
and wish you were here to learn the wonders of the world.

All of my love – forever and always,
Mommy

Amber Grace Metcalf

April 9, 2009
Non-Immune Hydrops Fetalis

Our Angel Baby
God has called you home so soon
Back through Heaven’s door
We do not know why
You were not ours to keep
We held you for a little while
Kissed your fingers and your nose
Our hearts are so broken
So many tears to weep
Play now with the angel babies
All those who have gone before
Knowing you are loved forever
And we will never ever forget
May the angels keep you safe
Until we meet you there
Since God has called you home
Back through Heaven’s door

Mommy

My little boy

April 10, 2009 ~ 18 weeks
Cystic Fibrosis

I saw you roaming free with a feather in your hair.
I knew then you were ready to continue walking among the stars.
I hope you come back again.
I offered my body today so we would not take a gamble on your life,
Had them take part of me so you could keep your lungs
and live a life with dreams and a future.
I love you so much; I did not want to see you suffer.
I feel you understand.

May you go in safety with the Lord and with Buddha this Easter.

I love you,
Mom

Piper Melody Medinas

April 27, 2009 ~ 18 weeks
Turner Syndrome

My precious Piper, we would have given anything to hold you in our arms
and protect you from any harm
God has other plans for you that we can’t possibly understand.
Please know that you are forever loved, missed, and remembered.
Mommy and Daddy and your big sister Marley Sue love you so very much.

Mommy, Daddy and Marley

Our Bean

April 29, 2009 ~ 13 weeks
Acrania

We never even knew if you were a little girl or a little boy when you were taken from us.
We never got to hold you or kiss you or look into your beautiful eyes,
but know we will carry you with us wherever we go
and our hearts will always be full of love for you.
God needed you more than we did so he gave you wings,
and one day we will all be together in heaven.

We will never forget

Our Twin Girls

May 2, 2009

Unseen and unheard,
but always near.
So loved, so missed
and so very dear.

We wish more than ever that things could have been different but
please know that you won’t be forgotten and will always be loved.

Mummy, Daddy and your big sisters Aimee, Tara and Kasey xxx

Baby Eva

May 6, 2009 ~ 20 weeks
Lymphangioma and bleeding on the brain

My precious, beautiful baby girl,
I just started to feel your soft kicks and movements.
I thought this was just the beginning of our lives together.
It hurt so much to have to let you go.
My heart is heavy from missing you.
You are so missed and so loved.
We will never ever forget you little one.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Precious Zaynab Samih

May 11, 2009 ~ 26 Weeks

You were too perfect for this world, so God made you an angel.
You will always be in my heart. One day we will hold you in heaven.
We love and miss you very much!

Mommy, Baba, and Big Brothers XXXXOOOO

Liam Marcel

May 13, 2009 ~ 20 weeks
Isolated and Severe Hydrocephalus

We love you and miss you dearly.
It is comforting to know you are being cared for
by your great grandparents up in heaven,
but I deeply miss feeling you.
You will forever be a part of us.

Love, Mom and Dad

Mary Lee Lovely

May 14, 2009 ~14 weeks
Trisomy 18

Baby girl, you were always wanted but it could not be.
The pain in our hearts was nothing compared to the pain
and suffering you would have had to endure.
We let you go to heaven to spare you from all the suffering.
I know you are with Granddaddy Lee, Grandma Mary, and Grandpa Bob.
Forever safe and carefree.

Love forever,
Mommy, Daddy, Zac, and Roo

Emma Jean Lore

May 22, 2009 ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 13

To our angel, please know that your life
has not gone without meaning.
Mommy and Daddy are so much stronger because of you.
You will remain in our hearts always.
We know that we will be with you again someday.
Until then, please guide us with your new-found wisdom.
You will never be forgotten,
and will always remain with us in our hearts
through the rest of our journey.

We love you, Emma,
Mommy & Daddy

Baby Peanut

May 28, 2009 ~ 15 weeks
Turner Syndrome

You made us a mommy and daddy Peanut, and for that, we are forever grateful.
We love you more than you will ever know and wish with all of our heart
that we could have seen your smile and kissed your toes.
You are forever in our hearts and forever changed us.

We love you.
Love, Mommy and Daddy

Baby Preshen Mohabir

June 3, 2009
Potter Syndrome

I feel so very desperate for his presence
I never looked into his eyes
I never told him how much he meant to me
I never kissed him gently with the smile of a proud mother
but only with tear-burdened eyes
But you can, God
Please, please tell him for me,
I know he is your angel now.

Love,
Mommy

Ashton Lazzam

June 6, 2009 ~ 15 weeks
Trisomy 18

Grew his wings

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Emma Weber

June 17, 2009 ~ 19.5 weeks
Cardiac defect

I miss you every day little one
I pray you are safe and at peace
I love you always and forever

Mommy

Nolan Robert Eian Anderson

June 19, 2009
Trisomy 21

Mommy and Daddy will love and miss you forever

Jasmine Grace Phillips

June 24, 2009 ~ 23 weeks
Amniotic Band Syndrome

To my precious baby
May you forever know
I love you with all my heart
And miss you ever so

To my precious baby
May you forever know
The deepest sadness in my life
Was having to let you go

To my precious baby
May you always remember
That I think of you every day
Your memory I deeply treasure

To my precious baby
May you somehow realize
Even though your time with us was so short
You graciously touched so many of our lives

To my precious baby
I want you to understand
God needed you in Heaven
So He gently took your tiny hand

To my precious baby
I will see you again someday
For now I hold your memory close to my heart
It is there you will forever stay

Author ~ Tammy Becker- NILMDTS Member, Parent

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, and big sister Miranda

Anthony James Kitchen

June 24, 2009 ~ 23 weeks

Even though you were born still, you were still born.
Holding you in my arms was one of the best feelings in the world.
I just wish you can be home with me and your daddy
so we can be holding you in our arms.
I know you’re in a better place right now and that your
two grandmas are watching you with the rest of the angels.
We will miss you so much, our sweet baby boy.
We love you so much and always will.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Elia Rene Martinez Rogers

July 7, 2009 ~ 21 ½ Weeks
Anencephaly

Now she’s up there in Heaven, so full of Love
with her arms open wide waiting for us.
‘Til that day comes we’re down on our knees,
’cause we know one day we’ll finally meet and never
again will we know the pain of empty arms!

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Ava Grace Keller

July 9, 2009 ~ 23 weeks
Dandy-Walker Syndrome

Ava Grace, Mommy and Daddy made a very hard decision on July 2
when we heard our horrible news. On July 9, 2009, you went in peace to be
with our heavenly father. Mommy and Daddy love you so much that words alone
cannot describe our love for you. You are forever imprinted in our hearts and
you are never forgettable. Even though we never got to see you, we feel like
we really knew you. Ava Grace, you are Mommy and Daddy’s angel in heaven,
and I am so grateful you are at peace.
We are so sorry and sad because you are not with us,
just understand that we have to sacrifice our happiness for your peace.
We laid you down in peace to be with Jesus,
to prevent you from suffering.
I hope you understand and comprehend our love for you.

Love forever,
Mommy and Daddy

Kara Cronje

August 3, 2009
Turner Syndrome

You were taken so soon, we never got the chance to see you or hold you.
The worst day, I suffered, so you will never have to.
I love you so much my baby girl, I know you are safe and happy in heaven.
I am so sorry!

All my love,
Mommy

Baby Noelle

August 12, 2009
Incompetent Cervix

I could not believe we were losing another baby …
You were so wanted by mommy, daddy and your two sisters.
I know we will meet again one day and that keeps me strong,
until then stay with your sister Lily in heaven and
watch over us here until we can all be a family in heaven.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your two sisters

Baby Peony

August 16, 2009 ~ 20 weeks
Fragile X Syndrome

Named after my favorite flower, that is how I will always see you – my little flower.
You were so wanted and your loss so desperately felt.
I’m so sorry I wasn’t brave enough for you.
I hope you can understand and forgive me.
My mummy will look after you now.

Love forever,
Mummy, Daddy and Oliver xxx

Melody Elizabeth Burns

August 26, 2009 ~ 13 weeks
Trisomy 21

So sorry we had to let you go.
You were just too precious for us to keep.
We love you. Forgive us.

Mummy, Daddy, Big sister Sophie and big brothers Jeremy and Rory.
Wait for us in heaven dear angel.

Faith Estellee

August 27, 2009 ~ 22 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

An angel, at the Book of Life,
wrote down my baby’s birth.
Then whispered as he closed the book,
“Too beautiful for Earth.”

We love you and miss you terribly our sweet baby girl!
Mommy, Daddy, Blythe & Philip

Hailey Louise

August 29, 2009 ~ 20 weeks
Holoprosencephaly

Hailey, we never got to hold you or see your beautiful face,
but please know that Mommy and Daddy will love you forever.
You’re our precious little angel and you will be in our hearts forever.
We made this choice out of love and we couldn’t bear to see you live
a life of pain and suffering here on earth.
The pain and hurt we are feeling now is nothing compared to the
pain you would have felt if we didn’t let you go to Jesus now.
You are in heaven with Great Grandpa and all your brothers/sisters.
We can just see all five of you now, laughing and playing without a care in the world.
I’m sure Great Grandpa is so proud right now.
You will never be forgotten and we long to one day hold you in our arms,
but for now we have the comfort of knowing that you are in a better place.
We love you so much, Hailey

Love forever,
Mommy and Daddy

Our Dancing Teddy Bear

October 13, 2009 ~ 13 weeks
Hydrops Fetalis and Trisomy 21

We are so thankful for the joy and hope you gave us with your brief life.
We know that you are at peace and behaving for your grandparents in heaven.
Until we meet you.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Izaak and Jay

October 14, 2009 ~ 22 weeks
Agenesis of the Corpus Callosum

Identical Twins Izaak and Jay always in our hearts and sadly missed.

Letitia

Baby Faith Smith

October 16, 2009 ~ 13 weeks
Cystic Hygroma / Hydrops/ Turner Syndrome

We wanted you so badly in our lives,
but God called you back to heaven,
to be an angel to watch over us. We may have never had the chance to hold you in our arms,
but we will hold you close in our hearts forever.

Our love for you will go on forever,
Love Mommy & Daddy

Baby Grace

November 4, 2009 ~ 16 weeks
Cystic Hygroma/Hydrops/Turner Syndrome

You will always have a place in our hearts until we can
finally place you in our arms when we see you in Heaven.

We love you,
Mama, Daddy and Ella

Mathew Allan Roger

November 13, 2009 ~ 17 weeks 4 days
Trisomy 21, Cystic Hygroma, Fetal Hydrops

My precious baby boy.
I dream of you with hair like your daddy’s and brother.
I see your beautiful blue eyes, and your smile lights up my heart.
The angels grace the heavens singing a loving baby’s lullaby.

My saving grace is knowing you are in Gods loving arms,
and that you are with your Grandma.
God Bless you my precious son.
Until God brings us together again.

Love forever,
Mommy, Daddy, big brothers and sister xoxoxo

Grace Elizabeth England

November 18, 2009 ~ 14 ounces
Trisomy 21

We let you go so you would never have to suffer here on earth.
We suffer every second of every day for you missing you like crazy!
I bet you were the most beautiful baby ever.
I know you are in heaven and doing great.
We will all be able to meet in heaven and hold you and kiss you.
I have many regrets but I am honored to be your mommy
and to be able to carry you for 22 weeks and 5 days!

We all miss you like crazy!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, your sisters Breanna and Rebecca
and your brothers Randy, Ray and Ron.
We love and miss you!

Kevin Matthew

December 4, 2009 ~ 21 weeks 2 days
Spina Bifida

We treasure the short moment we held you in our arms forever.
We know you are in a better place and we will meet again.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Brother Marcus

Willow Jane Gulbe Walsh

December 21, 2009 ~ 18.5 weeks
Silently Born at 7 ounces & 8 inches
Trisomy 13

Our Beloved Water Baby
We love you dearly sweet little one and miss you tremendously.
You will always be in our hearts, minds, and souls.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, and big sister, Brynne

Our EWP Babies 2008

Our Baby Boy

January 16, 2008 ~ 19 weeks

I have held you close
And breathed your name, my dear
I was with you then
And will remain, my dear
But love is letting go
And this I’ll know
Is you were mine
For a time

You’ll be forever in our hearts, little one.

Love,
Mommy

Ethan James

January 16, 2008 ~ 12 weeks
Trisomy 21 and heart defects

One day we will be together again. We love you.

Baby Kate

January 23, 2008

We know one day we will hold you in heaven. We love and miss you.

Mommy, Daddy and your Big Sister Allison

Baby Grace

January 26, 2008 ~ 23 Weeks
Hydrocephalus and Dandy-Walker Variant

Our lives are forever changed with the few minutes we got to spend with you.
We wanted you so badly. We wanted the best life for you, not one filled with pain.
We will miss you and love you forever. Our sweet little Baby Grace.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Joslyn Lee

January 29, 2008 ~ 23 weeks
Body Stalk Anomaly, Short Umbilical Cord Syndrome

I am so saddened that you are not able to be held and loved by your mom
She never really knew you, but loved you so very much
She would have been such a great mom
I know that you are in heaven with the angels and
I know that your wings will brush your mother’s tears away.

I love you,
Grandma

Lindsey W.

February 3, 2008 ~ 26 weeks

Born with brother Logan, Lindsey left this earth to be rocked in the arms of Jesus.
She was never held by her parents but she was loved as though she had been here forever.
Her parents miss her so very much and will always have her in their hearts.
Grandparents never got the blessing of seeing her, but love her very much.
Lindsey will have parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins and friends
who will miss her terribly but will dance with her in heaven some day.

She will be missed …
Aunt Sherry

Precious Baby Michael Panuccio

February 4, 2008 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 18

To our very special Angel Michael. Mummy and Daddy had to make the hardest decision of our lives saying goodbye to you. We made the heart-wrenching decision with your best interests at heart but please know we miss you so much and not a day goes by that Mummy and Daddy don’’t mention you and think of you . Mummy longs to hold you in her arms and your brothers talk of you all the time. Those few moments with you, Mummy and Daddy will cherish forever and you, our precious angel will never be forgotten. xxxx

Love,
Mummy, Daddy and your two brothers

Leo “Tigger” Amiss

February 6, 2008 ~ 13 weeks
Giant Omphalocele, Heart and Lung Defects

You bounced in and out of our lives and
We will never again be the same
Just know that you are loved and remembered
By each person who whispers you name

Until we meet again, I know Nana Cilla
is giving you all the love I’m sending! xxxx

Declan Noah Marsden

February 11, 2008 ~ 21 weeks
Spina Bifida

Born alive in Mummy’s arms
Went to sleep peacefully in our arms
You will always be perfect to us our little angel
You are my light at the end of this tunnel that we call life
Until we meet again…

You will be sadly missed by your older brothers Jarred and Lachlan.
Love you always and forever,
Mummy and Daddy. xxxx

Llywellyn Yoshikawa-Humphreys

February 12, 2008 ~ 22 Weeks
Trisomy 21

Always wanted, forever loved

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, and Aiko

Sayid Ryan Siddiq

Feb. 21,2008 ~ 19 weeks
Down Syndrome

My dear baby boy, I will forever miss you and wonder who you would have been
We were together for a very short time but you will always be my baby boy
I love you and miss you

Love,
Mom

Aleah Grace

February 26, 2008

Momma loves you so very much
You were my only girl
My heart aches for you but I take comfort
in knowing that you will never have to face pain
You have your big brother there with you
One day I will hold you both in Heaven….

We love you baby girl,
Momma, Daddy, & Dylan

Precious Baby Bufalino

February 29, 2008
Anencephaly

Our little baby was given wings and went to heaven at 13 weeks.
We will always treasure your memory and the precious three months we had with you.
You will always be our first child and our precious Angel.
Watch over us sweet baby until we meet again.

Lots of love,
Mummy and Daddy xxx

My Beautiful Baby Boy

March 6, 2008 ~ 23 weeks
Double Outlet Right Ventricle with Pulmonary Atresia

I’m sorry that you were sick. I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you more.
I’m sorry I never got to see your beautiful face.
Or hold you in my arms, even for a minute.
I’m sorry I never got the chance to sing you to sleep,
to see you grow up, to kiss you and tell you how much I love you
and how much I miss you more and more each day.
But what I’m not sorry about is the time that you spent in my belly,
short as it was, that was the happiest time of my life.

With all the love in the world,
Mommy

Baby Blue

March 14, 2008 ~ 13 weeks
Anencephaly

We miss you so much.
Please ask God to give you a kiss from Mommy.
I didn’t get a chance.

Mommy

Baby Nina

March 14, 2008 ~ 27 weeks 6 days
Trisomy 13

We will always love you little angel.

Love, Mommy and Daddy

Baby Boy Achen

March 19, 2008 ~ 19 weeks

We love you so much, and Alec and Gavin were so looking forward to being your big brothers. We are so sorry we never got to hold you, see you, watch you grow and play like other little boys. You will be in our hearts forever, never forgotten.

Love you always,
Mommy, Daddy, Alec, and Gavin

Our baby girl

April 9, 2008
Turner Syndrome

The worst day of my life
I suffered so you will never have to
Go to heaven where you are perfect

I love you and will never forget you

Brock

April 26, 2008 ~ 17 weeks

You are our angel baby forever.

Love,
Nana Lu

Emily Grace

April 29, 2008 ~ 20 weeks
Encephalocele and other brain malformations

Knowing that I will never in this life see or hold you makes me sad,
but I am happy to know that you are forever with Jesus.
You were made for Heaven, how special you must be.
Our precious daughter, whom we are proud to call our angel watching over us.

We love you very much!
Mommy, Daddy and your two big sisters

Baby Brian

May 1, 2008 ~ 19 weeks
Trisomy 21

We only held you in our arms for a short while
but you have touched our hearts forever!

A million times we’’ll miss you, a million times we’’ll cry.
If loving could have saved you, you never would have died.
In life we love you dearly, in death we love you, too.
In our hearts there is an empty place, no one could fill but you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Big Brother and Big Sister
xxxxoooo

Zander Ryan Biggins

May 22, 2008 ~ 21 weeks
Potter Syndrome

I think about you day and night and wonder “Why me?”
I wanted you so very much, my precious baby.
At least I had the chance to hold you and feel your touch.
And to tell you to remember Mommy loves you very much.
I know they say with time, the pain will go away.
But my love and memories for you will always stay.
I wanted so much to hear you laugh and cry,
so many dreams have just passed me by.
I know I must let go and begin to move on,
but I don’t know how to say goodbye…
(Author Unknown)

We love you so much Zander. We hope God has taken you under His wing. There will never be a day that goes by when you are not in our hearts and thoughts!
With Love,
Your Mommy, Daddy and big sis, Maddisyn

Baby Emily

May 29, 2008 ~ 24 weeks
Trisomy 21 and Heart Defects

We never wanted to see you suffer
and that is why we had to let you go
You will always be in our hearts

We love you so much,
Mommy and Daddy

Ava Grace

June 4, 2008
Acrania and Open Spinal Column

I’m so sorry this has happened to you,
Please tell God to kiss your face,
hands and teeny tiny little feet,
as I was not able to.
Mommy loves you so so much,
and I will never forget you.
You will always be in my heart!

Mommy, Daddy, Allyson and Natalie

Baby Samuel

June 4, 2008 ~ 23 weeks

Forever Loved
You’ll always be with us,
until we meet again.

Love,
Mum and Dad

Baby Kristian

June 5, 2008 ~ 13 weeks
Trisomy 7 & 21

We love and miss you every single day, our sweet baby boy.
We never got to hold you, kiss you or watch you play with your big brother,
but you are forever in our hearts and a beloved member of our family.
We suffer every day without you but have peace knowing that you will never suffer in this world.
I pray you feel our love for you and know how very much you are missed.

Mommy, Pappa, and Daniel

Matilda Arella Neville

June 13, 2008 ~ 32 weeks
Body Stalk Anomaly

I love you and I miss you so badly!
Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you
and that beautiful face with your mommy’s mouth and daddy’s nose
You were a precious gift that came for a visit before you were flown to Heaven
I am glad that we held you and I hope you knew that you were loved here, too
I know God is holding you in His hand
Give Grandpa J a kiss for me, Angel
I will see you one day soon enough!

Love always,
Mommy

Casey

June 24, 2008

Major Encephalocele

You were a unexpected blessing in our lives
You will always be in our hearts and always a part of our family
Sadly, we never got to meet you
but we wanted you to have the best life possible
not one filled with pain and suffering
We know you are in heaven now with the rest of our family
You will always be our guardian angel
We miss you & love you very much

Love,
Mommy, Daddy & big sister, Maddie

Dearest Carter

July 1, 2008 ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 18

Even though we never got to see or hold you please know that we miss you very much
You are my fourth child, boy number three!
You and your brothers and sister would have had such a great time together!
Bradley was so excited for a boy, Emmett asked about what you were doing every
day while you were in my belly and said that he loved you and Brianna would have
been the most loving little sister that any little boy could know!
Daddy was so excited that he was having another boy and couldn’t wait ’til you were here
We will see you again someday and we miss and love you very much
Please know that you are loved and never going to be forgotten!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Bradley, Emmett and Brianna

Precious Baby Zanetti

July 2, 2008 ~ 22 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

You were loved from the very beginning, and for the five months that you lived inside me. I never got to see your little face, or cuddle you, but you were my baby who will always have a special place in our hearts.

Rest in peace our beautiful son.

Until we meet again,
Mommy, Daddy, Mikey and Matty.

Achilles Rodolfo Cordini

July 3, 2008 ~ 12 weeks
Spina Bifida

Our precious baby boy
We wanted you so much
In three months you gave me a joy that I have never known
a love that I have never felt and in losing you
the deepest sadness and sorrow that one could never imagine
We made the choice to send you to heaven
so you would never have to experience pain
We wanted you to have the body that you deserved
We want you to run and play in heaven and be free
We had the pleasure of watching you on the ultrasound twice
and will cherish those memories forever
We will hold you one day,
until then, you have a wonderful family in heaven

We love you more than words can express,
Mommy and Daddy

Our twin angels ~ Manuel “Manny” & Rogelio “Ross” Garcia

July 11, 2008
Premature rupture of membranes, Sepsis

My water bag broke on twin Manny, I contracted sepsis,
and my twin angels had to be taken out 4 days shy of breathing on their own.
Manny & Ross, Mommy and Daddy and big brother D.J. & Frankie miss you so much.
We all talk to you both just about every day.

I am truly convinced that your spirits are in here in them every day.
As I caress your brothers’ faces at night while they are asleep,
I close my eyes and swear that I am touching your faces.
I feel your love and presence in them every day.
I love you my beautiful twin angels.

Mommy, Daddy & big brothers

Emma Lindsay Warch

July 17, 2008 ~ 23 1/2 weeks
Trisomy 18

You were our first child
I am so glad I was able to hold you
We miss you and will always love you

Mommy and Daddy

Lily-Ann Lake

August 1, 2008 ~ 23 weeks
Trisomy 13

I cry for you every day
I hope you forgive me and understand why we made the decision we did
We chose for you to have no pain and for us to feel it instead
You were the little girl we always wanted…I wished for you
I will love you forever and can’t wait for the day I can hold you in my arms
for one day we will be together again

Love you always,
Mommy, Daddy and your big brother Hunter

Baby Jack

August 7, 2008 ~ 31 weeks
Septo-Optic Dysplasia & Bilateral Schizencephaly

We love you & miss you so much our beautiful baby boy
We couldn’t let you suffer
We know you are in heaven with Jesus
and we will see you one day

Lots of love,
Mommy Jennifer, Daddy Marcos & Grandma Linda

Our Sweet Little Angel
Katrina

August 9, 2008 ~ 22.5 weeks
Severe Ventriculomegaly and Hydrocephalus

Your time with us was too short, yet sweet
But we’re glad we had the chance to kiss your tiny feet
When we found out about you, it was the greatest news we could hear
But now that you’’re gone, we can’’t seem to stop the tears
To feel your slight kicks brought a smile to our faces
For the 5 ½ months I got to carry you, we will forever embrace
Please don’’t fear, our sweet Angel, for God has you now
We have to be strong for you, we’’re just not quite sure how
We’’ll love you forever and cherish what we had
You’’ll forever be Our Sweet Angel Katrina

Love always,
Your mom and dad

We love and miss you so very much, our beautiful baby girl
You are our firstborn and you will forever be in our hearts

Love you forever and ever,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Max

August 16, 2008
Spina Bifida

You will be in our hearts forever
We love you and miss you every day
We will never forget you or how you
touched our lives for such a short time

Love,
Mum, Dad, Hamish and Kiara

Tommy Gabriel

August 20, 2008
Trisomy 21 and Kidney Abnormalities

How quietly he tiptoed into our world.
Softly, only a moment he stayed,
but what an imprint his footprints have left upon our hearts.

Forever in our hearts,
Love Mum, Dad and brothers. xxxx

Our little Angel, Jack Lang

August 24, 2008 ~ 30 weeks
so close, yet so far …

Prayers weren’t enough, sweetheart,
I wanted you more than words can say
Not a baby, but you, my darling boy.
You are always on my mind &
my heart is yours, completely.

I love you, sweetheart,
Mommy

Hope Charlet-Ksyniuk

September 10, 2008 ~ 14 1/2 weeks
Trisomy 21

To our dearest sweet baby girl, Hope:
You were our first precious baby.
How very softly you tiptoed into our lives, almost silently,
only a moment you stayed but what an imprint your footprints have left on our hearts.
We choose to suffer so you won’’t have to, little one.
You are safely in Jesus’s’ arms now, we will think of you every day.
Watch over us until the day when we can finally hold you in our aching arms.
In time the hurting will cease, the healing will start,
you’’re in our minds, always in our hearts.
The time has come to say our good-byes,
for that is what happens when a loved baby dies.

We love you so much,
Mommy, Daddy, and big sisters Tiana, Tarissa and Taffy

Our precious darling

September 20, 2008

The day they told us that your heart was too broken, my heart broke too.
We love you, and miss you, & will never forget you.
We were blessed with the chance to deliver you, see you, hold you & say goodbye.

Loving you always precious one,
Mommy & Daddy

Hope Allen

September 23, 2008

Our baby girl, you were taken from us the time wasn’t right
spread your wings and fly to the light
god needed you now, heaven couldn’t wait
up through the clouds and walk through the gate.
Mommy and Daddy miss you but we’ll see you someday
we will get to talk to you, to hold you and play.
Be patient baby for your dad and your mom will never
forget you, our first little one.

Love always,
Your mommy and daddy

Kayla Warriner

October 24, 2008 ~13 weeks
Turner Syndrome

It has been a week since we lost our precious Kayla.
I have done an academy award winning
performance of drowning my feelings.
Today they have surfaced like a raging tsunami of tears.
Today I realized I will never hold my baby girl.
I will never be able to kiss her forehead and wish her sweet dreams.
I will never cradle her in my arms and sing her a lullaby.
Today I feel my endless emptiness.
Kayla no matter where life takes us
always know you were our first baby.
Be a good girl in Heaven.
Spread those wings God gave you and fly my baby girl.
God needed a beautiful angel like you.
You are our star in the sky we will wish upon.

Mommy and Daddy love you. Lava and Lobo wuf you too.

Sweet Lily Faith

October 29, 2008 ~ 19 1/2 weeks
Turner Syndrome

To our sweet baby girl …
Sweet little flower of heavenly birth,
you were too fair to bloom on earth.
Your name means “beautiful” and “innocent.”
We chose this name for you because of these words.
You were just an innocent little baby
who was only in our lives for a brief moment,
but you were more beautiful than we could have ever imagined.
Holding you and seeing your sweet face
will forever be a precious moment in our lives.
You were so very tiny, but we could see
that you had your daddy’s nose and mouth.
Knowing you are in heaven,
where there is no pain or suffering, is such a comfort.
Mommy and Daddy will hold you again one day.

All our love,
Mommy and Daddy

Luke Foster

October 30, 2008
Cystic Hygroma and Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Born into Heaven
Always loved & forever wanted

Love,
Mommy

Susan Emilie

November 5, 2008
Trisomy 21

Our precious New Baby – you will always be in our hearts.
We love you and will never forget you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Big Brother and Big Sister

Stanley Matias Porter

November 7, 2008 ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 21

My darling little baby boy,
you are by far the greatest love and joy of my entire life.
I think of you and miss you every moment of every day.
My heart aches constantly for you.
Until we can finally be together in heaven,
please visit me often in my dreams.

I love you very much,
Your mommy

Baby Twin Boys

November 21,2008
Spina Bifida, Hydrocephalus

My precious baby boys, I think of you every day
I wish you would be here with us,
but also know your in a better place.
you’ll never be forgotten, but sadly missed always.
with all my love until I’m with you again.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your two big brothers. XO

Serenity Meequan Tait

November 22, 2008

My little angel, My very own little angel..
I will always miss you and love you and
we will cherish the few hours we had with you.

We always will love you

Angel Kyle Christian Frendo

November 24, 2008 ~ 33 Weeks
Bilateral Renal Cystic Dysplasia

Dear Kyle,

Mummy and Daddy love you a lot. You will always be in our heart and thoughts, you were our first baby and we are very proud to be your parents, our sweet Angel. God wanted Mummy and Daddy to have their son as their guardian angel. We will never forget the happiness and joy we felt in our heart when we first heard your heart beat and felt the kicks in my tummy. I always prayed to God to help you with your problem ’til I could give you my kidneys, I was ready to die for you to give you a better life without pain. At least I had a chance to know you and hold you in my arms, you were a very beautiful baby.  I wish the world had stopped that day. You are an angel in heaven now, receiving the best love that someone could receive, our holy father and holy mother’s love. Hope to see you again one day and I’m sure we’ll never stop hugging and kissing you our sweet Angel. Pray for your Mummy and Daddy to have a good life together, and to have good tests results and have healthy brothers and sisters.

Love you always, and there’s always a special place for you in our hearts,
Mum and Dad

Baby Isabella

November 25, 2008 ~ 15 weeks
Trisomy 21

To our special little girl.
You are our miracle, our greatest joy
and your loss our greatest sadness.
I hope you know how much we love you.

Mummy and Daddy

Cohen

December 12, 2008 ~ 20 weeks
Bilateral Renal Agenesis

How very softly you tiptoed into my world,
Almost silently and only a moment you stayed
But what an imprint your footprints have left on my heart

You will always be loved and remembered
by your mom, dad and big sister

Jolene Noelle

December 19, 2008

Our precious baby girl, you were very wanted and very loved.
Mommy and Daddy love you so much,
you will forever be in our hearts
and we’ll be together again one day soon.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Our EWP Babies 2007

Jordan Briana Szebenyi

January 4 2007 ~ 22 weeks
Down Syndrome, Severe Heart Malformations

We should be celebrating your second birthday.
Not a day goes by that Mommy and Daddy do not miss you and love you.
Your big sister Halee knows that you are an angel, and she knows
that the beautiful tree that Daddy planted in the front yard is for you.
It blooms beautiful pink flowers in the spring right around your due date.
Letting you go was the most heartbreaking decision of our lives,
but we have comfort in knowing that you did not suffer.
You will live in our hearts forever.

We love you baby girl.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Halee

Diego Solana Valencia

January 8, 2007 ~ 22 weeks

Trisomy 21

Dearest baby, I never got to hold you in my arms, but you are my baby. I wonder what you would have looked like. Daddy and I made a painful choice to spare you a lifetime of suffering and pain. You will always be in my heart and never far from my thoughts.

Love you,
Mommy, Daddy and your brother and sister

Baby Gavin Jacob

January 24, 2007~20 weeks
Hydrocephaly, Encephalocele Occipital & Other Anomalies

You were never in our arms, but you will always be in our hearts.

Love,
Daddy, Mommy & Big Brother Matthew

Sara Elaine

Feb 1, 2007

Severe Spina Bifida, Hydrocephelus, Arnold-Chiari Malformation, Brain Damage

Eugene Taylor

February 7, 2007 ~ 21 Weeks
Trisomy 21

We are in the very beginning of experiencing all that you have to offer us. Everything is still so new that it is difficult to determine how best to honor you. When the time is right, your beautiful images will be displayed. Until then, I hope that you can feel that you are deeply loved and thought of every day.

Our Baby Boy Cleary

February 10, 2007 ~ 20 weeks

Trisomy 18, Omphalocele

We are so very sorry that we had to let you go. We wanted to hold you in our arms, play with you, and watch you grow. I will never forget the first time I felt you move in my tummy, and the times I read to you. You moved so much when you heard my voice. Your daddy would rub my belly and loved watching it get bigger day by day. The first time we saw your face on ultrasound it was the face of an angel. God gave you to us for a short time but the memories will last forever. We know that you are not hurting anymore and you are being held in Jesus’s arms. Your daddy and I will walk all over Heaven with you one day, but for now just know that you are loved and will always be in our hearts.

Love forever precious baby boy,
Your Mommy and Daddy

Our precious little girl

February 20, 2007

Anencephaly

Our precious, precious little girl. We wanted you so badly, but we didn’’t want you to suffer. We hope you felt our love when we held you. We so badly wanted to be able to take you home. It wasn’’t to be that way. We will hold your delicate memory in our hearts forever. We love you so much. We hope you are at peace now.

Love forever,
Mummy, Daddy and Dean XXXXX

Owen

February 21, 2007 ~ 21 weeks

Severe IUGR

Our little boy! We were so excited to be having a fourth son. We were then told that you were very sick and wouldn’t survive much longer in utero. Our hearts were broken. We made an excruciatingly diificult decision to send you to be with God. You are in our hearts forever.

We love you!
Mom, Dad, and three brothers

Wesley Ethen Ray

February 24, 2007

Cystic Fibrosis

Our precious baby boy, your life was cut so short by such an unfortunate incurable disease. I just hope that you will always know how much your mommy and daddy truly love you. We only did what we had to do to spare you from a short life full of pain and suffering. You were so wanted by everyone in both of our families but we had to do what was right for you. For we never held you in our arms but we will forever hold you in our hearts. Rest easy, precious baby boy for you are in the arms of the Lord now and forever, never to suffer or be in any pain. We love you so much, Wesley.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Angelia Hope

February 28, 2007 ~ 26 weeks

Trisomy 21

To our precious angel, we thank you for all that you taught us during your brief existence. We will always love you and will miss you every day of our lives.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Toren Richard Gable

March 4, 2007 ~ 33 weeks

Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome and Tracheoesophageal Fistula

We loved you so much, little boy, that we didn’t want you to suffer one day on this earth. We accepted what God’s plan was for you. Daddy and I know we will see you again.

All our love, Toren!
XOXOXO -Mommy

Our Little One

March 5, 2007

Trisomy 21

We wanted you so much. We chose the best life we felt we could for you, and it breaks our hearts that it isn’’t here with us. We made this difficult decision because we love you and didn’t want you to ever have to suffer. We miss you terribly and you will always have a home in our thoughts, prayers, and hearts.

Mom and Dad

Ceanna Marie Gwinn

March 12, 2007

Hypoplastic Right Heart Syndrome

I miss my Ceanna Marie so very
much with all of my heart
I cry every single day …
I will forever love my butterfly

Baby Aaron Joshua

March 23, 2007 ~ 22 weeks
Trisomy 18

Aaron, you left an empty crib of blue,
unopened gifts of baseball mitts and blankies,
unhugged teddies and lambies,
unseen rainbows and starlight… And mostly,
an empty space in our hearts.

Love to you in the next world,
Mommy, Daddy, Aunty and brother Joshua

Samuel Linley Wade

March 30, 2007 ~ 16 weeks

Anencephaly

Dearest Samuel,
We have such a void in our hearts without you. I know you are in Heaven in Jesus’s arms and I wait for the day when I can hold you in my arms. While we will never understand why, we know that you are perfectly formed in Heaven. I will forever remember your sweet hand waving to me on the ultrasound.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy and Kylie

Leo

April 13, 2007
Fragile X Syndrome

Leo,
Mommy knew exactly when she was first pregnant with you. I went that day and bought a test and that night and bought a book for you. I’d write every day in it so one day when you were grown up you could read about how excited I was to have you. And how much I loved you. I was so scared to tell your grandpa I was pregnant. I wrote him a letter and left it out for him to find. Even though I was so poor then, by the time you were one month old in my belly you had more clothes than I did.

But I knew that your uncle was sick. And I was so afraid that you would be sick too. I prayed every day … every minute I was awake, that you would be okay. I know how hard your uncle’s life is. He can’t talk or tell anyone when he is hurting. I didn’t want that for you. Even though I never met you, I have never, ever come close to loving anyone as much as I loved you.

When the doctor called me and told me that you were sick, I was driving down the road. Mommy cried and cried for a long long time. And so did your Granny and Great Granny. Baby, I did not want you to suffer. I couldn’t let you suffer.

I don’t know why some people get sick and some people don’t. But I want you to know I love you still so much to this day and I can’t wait to see you. I can’t wait to hug you and see you and your uncle together with perfect bodies and perfect minds. I miss you. I wonder if you look like your mommy. I wonder if you act like me. Every time I see little boys I think about you and I miss you.

You are always my baby and until we meet and forever after I’ll be your mommy.

Connor Riley Innes

April 18 2007
Trisomy 21

A baby boy named Connor Riley Innes

Connor Riley’s Parents

Arjun Das Singh Taggar

May 23, 2007 ~ 23 weeks

Dearest Baby Arjun,
Holding you in my arms for such a short time only made the pain of losing you even stronger. Mummy and Daddy made choices they thought were right for you. We didn’t want you to suffer. Our little Angel, you fell asleep never to wake again. One day we will all be together again. Until then we carry a heavy heart with the pain of losing you and being without you in our every day lives. But be sure sweet baby you are never far from our thoughts and that we love you dearly. ‘Til we meet again, sleep well. May the gods watch over you.

Love,
Mummy, Daddy and sister Amaya xxx

Miguel Angel

May 5, 2007 ~ 18 weeks

Trisomy 18, Hydrocephaly

My little angel, the most precious & wonderful thing that ever happened to me – You died before I even got a chance to see you.

I never will hold you or see your little face or kiss you. However, I will never forget you, or forget the day I heard your heart for the first time – the most wonderful and exciting moment in my life.

You will always be in our hearts.

Love, hugs, kisses – you live in my heart,
Mom & Dad

Jessica Nicole

May 22, 2007 ~ 21 weeks

I wish our story had a perfect ending. I know that my angels in heaven are taking care of you better than we could on earth. We miss you every day. I will always know that I have three children, two that I can feel and one that I will always feel in my heart! Never will I stop thinking of you. Someday we will meet. I look forward to that moment.

Baby David

May 30, 2007 ~ 21 weeks

Spina Bifida with Ventriculomegaly

Out of love you came to be, Out of love you were set free, Our love for you will never cease.

We miss you and love you forever, our first born, sweet Baby David Arlin.

Our hearts will be whole when we meet again.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Caitlyn Grace

June 6, 2007 ~ 25 weeks

Severe Osteogenesis Imperfecta

My precious baby girl, we will never forget you or the life lessons you have taught us. Although our hearts are forever broken, we find solace in the fact that we’ll see you in heaven one day. Your mommy and daddy love you so much, and we miss you every single day.

Sarah Elizabeth Keller

June 12, 2007 ~ 24 weeks

Holoprosencephaly and Hydrocephalus

Our precious baby girl, Mommy and Daddy made the most difficult choice when we passed you on to Heaven: a choice that was made out of our love for you. We did not want you to suffer. Please know that you were so wanted and are so loved. Mommy and Daddy will always cherish holding you in our arms and kissing you goodbye. Our hearts cry out to you with every beat. You are Mommy’s first born – my greatest joy and you will forever be Daddy’s little girl. We miss you and love you with all our hearts.

Love always and forever,
Mommy, Daddy and big sisters Allyson and Katelyn

Gracie Ann Laprise

June 20, 2007 ~ 22 weeks
Cervical Teratoma

Our first baby, our first little girl, although you were with us for such a short time, you have taught us so much about ourselves, about life and love and of course loss. We will forever love and remember you Gracie, our baby sugar; until we meet again one day in Heaven where we will hold and cradle you in our arms.

We love you now and forever,
Mommy and Daddy

Our First Baby

June 29, 2007 ~ 13 weeks

Anencephaly

We miss you so much but we will meet one day. You will always be with us. You will always be our first baby.

Love,
Your family

Erin Isibeal Bergman

June 29, 2007
Triploidy

Never in our arms, always in our hearts

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, and big brother Rhys

Molly Grace

June 30, 2007 ~ 23 weeks

Trisomy 13

A poem for Molly

Our sweet daughter
We watched each week as you grew.
Heard your heartbeat,
Saw your smile.
You rubbed your eyes,
You held your feet.
We felt your kicks and turns.
A little sister, you would have been.

We gazed upon your face
So tiny, so precious, so beautiful.
Your little fingers,
Your little toes
Such a sweetness about you.

Peacefulness surrounds you.
Eyes closed,
Forever asleep.
Never to hear your cry, your laugh.
We hold you,
We cherish you.

Even though our time with you was short,
You are very much loved
And will always be remembered.
You are our daughter, our baby.
So wanted, so loved.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, and sister Emma

Tyler Michael

July 2, 2007 ~ 24 weeks

Congenital Heart Defect, Hydrocephaly, and other anomalies

I think of you every day and see your face in the face of your twin brother. Your older brother knows you are in heaven, and knows you are the guardian angel of your twin. You are a constant in my thoughts. I pray that you watch over us until I am able to hold you in my arms forever. Until then, know that you are so deeply loved, and were always wanted.

Mommy, Daddy, Brogan and Hunter

Theo

July 5, 2007

Spina Bifida, Chiari Malformation

My much loved second baby boy, I know that you now have no limitations in body or mind. May your spirit be free and full of bliss.

We love you!

Lucas Emilio Jesus Santos

July 7, 2007

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Makenna Santos

Destiny O’Trinity Purvis

July 12, 2007 ~ 20 weeks

Trisomy 13

We will always love you baby girl! See you again in Heaven one day!

Love you always and forever
Mommy, Daddy, big sister Shamari

Clara Rose Cameron-LeBlanc

July 25, 2007 ~ 20 weeks

Turner Syndrome

My second. My beloved. Blessed be.

Mia Isabella

August 17, 2007

To our little girl, I’m sorry we had to make such a difficult choice to let you go. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t miss feeling you in my tummy. I wished I could have held you in my arms. I wished I could have felt your little hands in my hands. You will be forever in my heart. Every day you will be with me, forever held close. I love you with all my soul.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy and Sister Alivia

Baby Boy Egan

August 17, 2007
Trisomy 18

You are our baby born to be an angel.
We love you and miss you every day.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Daniel, Sarah, Shannon, Dash

Triston Steven Perez Mercado

August 19, 2007

We will meet someday, but know that you will always be in my thought and in my prayers. You were my first love and always will be even though we never met, but our hearts met. ‘Til we meet again.

Love,
Mommy

Michael Drury

August 22, 2007 ~ 17 weeks, 3 days

Holoprosencephaly and Hydrocephalus

To our angel watching over us: You have taught us more about love in your short time with us than a lifetime could have. May you only know love and no more pain. You are with Nana now, rocking you and holding you until we can be with you again.

We let you go to God, we will carry you in our hearts forever.

Daddy, Mommy & Andy

Kaylee Lynn

August 22, 2007

Triploidy

We will always love you and miss you baby. We are sorry we had to let you go and we will see you again someday.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Aiden Robert Smith

August 25, 2007

Forever in my heart,
See you again when its my time sweetheart

Love,
Mummy xxx

Livia Tavora Pache de Faria

September 11, 2007 ~ 37 weeks

My flower Livia came back toward the arms of God leaving an orphan mother and father. Now she is an angel, the star most shining in the sky. My Dream, My Life

We always love you,
Mommy and Daddy

Our Precious Angel Gabriella

September 19, 2007 ~ 17 weeks

Cystic Hygroma with Hydrops

God took you away from us because he had a better life planned for you. You will be in our hearts forever.

With love always,
Your parents Michelle and Matt

Alex

September 28, 2007~ 20 Weeks

Diagnosed with Anencephaly

You will always have a piece of our hearts!

Baby Geer

November 2, 2007 ~ 25 weeks

Our darling precious angel, as I carried you demised in my belly for four days, I was sad but relieved that you were spared the pain and suffering of your defect. Daddy and I miss you terribly and your brother asks for you daily. Please know that you are loved and will always be remembered. I wish I could hold you in my arms forever, smell your sweet scent, cherish your smile, gaze into your innocent eyes and hear your childish laugh. We are all deprived of all this. I am looking forward to holding you in heaven someday. I know you are safe in our father’s arms. Rest in peace my love.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Christian

Sarah Aislin

November 15, 2007 ~ 14 weeks, 6 days

Trisomy 18

Our precious baby girl, our princess, our dream. You were with us for only a short while, but will remain in our hearts forever and always.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Our Little Spirit

November 30, 2007
Trisomy 21

To our little spirit, to whom we said goodbye far too early:
We love you, and we hope to meet your spirit again some day.
Angel date: 11/30/2007, EDD 5/10/2008

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Our Two

Our girl, January 21, 2005

Our boy, December 12, 2007

Trisomy 21

We believe that they will be named
when they are born, into a better life.
We wanted you. We miss you.
We love you enough to let you try again.

Our baby boy

December 12, 2007
Encephlocele

Today is a year since we lost you.
Not a day goes by that you are not in our thoughts.
You will always be in our hearts.

Mommy and Daddy

Our EWP Babies 2006

Solana Risa Rodriguez

January 6, 2006 ~ 14.5 weeks
Cystic Hygoma

My love, my little love. I take comfort in knowing that you and I were always together your entire life. We were as close as we could be with you resting inside me. I will always hope for you, always pray for you, always love you, always miss you. You sweet little angel, you made such a sacrifice so that I could still be here with your big sister Mia and your wonderful daddy. When we come upon you in heaven, you will recognize us because we’ll be the ones with the giant smiles and open arms, rushing to greet you. I await that blessed day when we see you again. Until then, I ache to hold you and feed you in my arms.

All our eternal love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Mia

Aryana Valentina Tabrizi

January 10, 2006
Hydrops Fetalis

Our sweet angel, we love you more than words could ever say. You were a miracle in our lives. We will love you, miss you, and adore you until the end of time. We hope that you are playing with Rexy in Heaven, and that God is bathing you with His light.

Your loving parents, who will miss you always,
Mommy and Daddy

Lillie Angel Lease

January 11, 2006
Anencephaly

Skye Delaney

January 12, 2006
Trisomy 21

Elizabeth Mary

January 14, 2006
Trisomy 21, Heart Defect

You will always be in our hearts and prayers. We love you and miss you very much.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy & big brother Michael

Our Baby Boy

January 15, 2006 ~ 22 weeks
Diaphragmatic Hernia

My beautiful son, you are thought of each and every single day. Our decision was very difficult, but made solely out of love for you. You were so wanted and will always be in our hearts. The brief time I held you in my arms I will cherish forever. We love and miss you beyond words.

Love always,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Girl Hausermann

January 26, 2006
Encephalocele Occipital and Partial Trisomy 13

Cristian Arnz

January 27, 2006 ~ 20 weeks
Alobar Holoprosencephaly

Your loving parents & brother will miss you always…

All of our love,
Mommy, Daddy & Cameron

Stephanie Lynn Martin

January 29, 2006

To our dearest daughter,
Although we only met you for a short time your memory is embedded in our hearts forever.

Love always and forever,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Brother James

Baby Mac

February 6, 2006

Precious boy, we love and miss you so much. We’re sorry we couldn’t do anything to make it better. God will keep you safe in his arms.

We love you,
Mommy and Daddy

Eugene Taylor

February 6, 2006 ~ 21 Weeks

Trisomy 21

We are in the very beginning of experiencing all that you have to offer us. Everything is still so new that it is difficult to determine how best to honor you. When the time is right, your beautiful images will be displayed. Until then, I hope that you can feel that you are deeply loved and thought of every day.

Fiona O’Reilly

February 7, 2006 ~ 20 weeks
Cystic Fibrosis

Not a moment goes by my love when I do not think of you. My heart aches for you. You are forever our blessed little angel, our first love, our first child.

Mummy & Daddy

Our baby girl

February 9, 2006 ~ 14 weeks

You were so wanted by your Mom and Dad and your three big brothers. I miss you every day. You are forever part of me and part of our family. Please forgive me for the pain I caused you. I love you always.

Mom, Dad and your three brothers

Bryce Paul Cannon

February 9, 2006 ~ 22 weeks
Body Stalk Anomaly

Our darling son, may you always know how much we miss you and love you. You were gone too soon, but live always in our hearts. May God bless you and keep you free from all pain.

Love forever,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Moreno

February 11, 2006
Anencephaly

Not a day goes by that we don’t think about you. Our decision was difficult, but was made out of love for you. We know you are in Gods arms watching over us. You will always be our first child, our first love. We will always love you, angel baby.

Love and miss you,
Mommy and Daddy

Gabrielle Elizabeth Young

February 20, 2006

Until we meet again …

Mommy & Daddy love you sweet baby girl.

Polly Morgan-Berke

February 23, 2006
Multi Cystic Kidneys

Goodbye little girl. I never got to see your face but I’ll hold you in my heart forever. It’ll never make sense how you had to leave. I’ll never forget you were once a part of me.

Loving lonely arms,
Your mom

Jack Timothy Kraemer

February 28, 2006

Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Dear Jack,

We love you very much and always will. Your amazing big brother, wonderful cousins, aunts and uncles and grandparents love you, too. I think about you often and will always cherish every moment we shared.

I’d recognize you in a minute, so don’t worry — when we see you in heaven, we’ll find you. Mommy and Daddy will always love you and carry you in our hearts.

Our Twin Girls

March 8, 2006
Trisomy 21

Our twin girls, with Trisomy 21, can you forgive us? We wanted you so much but the pain of naming yet more lost babies is too great. We remember our precious babies gone before and acknowledge the love we shared for you all.

Mummy, Daddy and middle son Ted. xxx

Our Perfect Little Angel

March 10, 2006 ~ 16.4 weeks

We are sorry we never got to meet you. You will be forever in our hearts. We hope you can understand the difficult decision we made, we did it out of the love we have for you. Although there were many complications, please know you will always be our Perfect Little Angel.

Love,
Your Mommy and Daddy

Baby Grace

March 15, 2006 ~ 19 Weeks
Turner Syndrome, Renal Failure

You were wanted so much. I would give anything that I have to just have you back. But you were too sick to live here with us. So, I had to accept that God needed a baby angel in heaven. You live now in the realm where the angels of light reside. Full of grace, health, and happiness. I miss you more with each passing day. You will forever be held within our hearts.

Kalub John Douglas Elliott

25 March 2006
Spina Bifida

Loved and so badly wanted, never to be forgotten and stuck in our hearts. Our little boy, we all love you.

Mum, Joel and Ethan

Jonathan Scott

March 29, 2006 ~ 23 weeks
Down Syndrome

We love you sweet angel. You will forever be in our hearts.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Gabriela Paz Romero

April 8, 2006 ~ 23 weeks

As a mother, feeling you in my womb, giving birth to you, and then passing away in my arms, I feel so lucky. I brought you into this world, and I was there when my beautiful angel drifted back into heaven. Know that you are wanted and missed so dearly! Not a day goes by that I don’t cry over your beautiful face. I love you and can’t wait to see my princess again. Until that time, watch over us!

Loving you always,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Brother

Zeb Michael

April 10, 2006 ~ 20 weeks

Multicystic dysplastic kidneys/no amniotic fluid

We miss you terribly, Zeb. You are never more than a thought away and always in our hearts. I know you are watching over all of us.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, big brothers Zach and Zane, and baby brother Zeke.

Jazmin Thorp-Martinez

April 13, 2006 ~ 23 weeks
Multiple abnormalities

My sweet beautiful angel who now rests in the arms of God, you only lived for a short period of time but what beautiful memories God created of you and gave to me to cherish. I shall forever love and miss you.

Love,
Mommy

Rahquan Gabriel Jeffery

April 21, 2006

Thanataphoric Dysplasia Type 2

Our handsome son, we miss you so much. We love you so much! We wanted you to survive but God had other plans for you. Everyone wanted you to be here with us. You are always going to be missed and loved by many.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Darnayah, MeMe, Nicki and all of the rest of our family

Henry Thomas

April 25, 2006
Down Syndrome, Heart Defect

Our cherished baby boy, who we will remember every single day, we love you so much and are waiting for the day when we can meet you in heaven.

Mommy and Daddy

Monroe LaLonde

April 27, 2006
Down Syndrome

We so wanted you here with us, to take care of you and teach you and love you. Griffin and Tess would have adored their little brother. We will never forget you and will always miss you. We hope you heard us say goodbye.

Kylie Ann J.

April 29, 2006 ~ 19 weeks
Spina Bifida, Hydrocephalus

Our sweet little girl … we wanted you very badly but know that you are safe in heaven. We miss you so much and won’t forget you, our first baby.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Precious Baby Girl

May 1, 2006 ~ 16 weeks
Cystic Hygroma, Fetal Hydrops, Trisomy 21

I never got to hold you in my arms, but you are my baby. I wonder what you would have looked like. Daddy and I made a painful choice to spare you a lifetime of suffering and pain. You will always be in my heart and never far from my thoughts.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Sister

Little Angel Wagner

May 10, 2006 ~ 18 weeks
Anencephaly

Mommy and Daddy will always have a space in our hearts for you.

Mogley

May 10, 2006

May God hold my precious angel in his arms as I ache to do.

Mama loves you.

Gabriel Robert

May 12, 2006

Trisomy 13

With us such a short time, you are gone but still loved and remembered.

Your mom and dad

Julian Nixon

May 18, 2006 ~ 20 weeks
Hydrocephalus

My dear Julian,
Mommy and Daddy love you so much. Hope you are peaceful where you are. We will think of you forever and ever. You’re a special, beautiful boy. We will see you in heaven.

Baby Hope

May 19, 2006

Spina bifida and hydrocephalus

You will always be in our hearts. You are our precious angel in heaven!

We miss you and love you dearly!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, your brother and your sisters

Caleb Michael

May 20, 2006 ~ 23 weeks

My darling baby boy, you are everything to me, my pride and joy. You will always be the love of my life. Not a day goes by that I do not long to hold you and kiss you. But I gave you to heaven so you would not feel any pain. As a mother that is all I could do to protect you. May the angels hold you until I can.

With all my love,
Your mommy

Joe Thomas Morley

24 May 2006

Multiple fetal anomalies

Our precious baby son, loved so much. Wait for us up there.

Mummy and Daddy

Emma Joy

May 25, 2006
Trisomy 18

I will always love you, baby girl!

Levi David

May 26, 2006 ~ 22 weeks
Trisomy 18

I will never forget the feeling of your tiny movements within me. It is a feeling every mother waits for to confirm the reality of the precious life she is carrying. I wish our time together had been longer. God chose to have you with him so I know you are truly special. We love you with all of our hearts.

Mommy, Daddy and big brother Jaxon

Dell Michael Matson

May 30, 2006
Body Stalk Anomaly

To our baby boy we love you so. The lord took you to a better place and that broke our hearts. We know that it is for the better. Mom, Dad, Grandma and all your cousins miss you so. We have you in our hearts all the time. This is our way to let you know that we miss you and love you dearly. Dell, you are in Mommy’s dreams all the time.

Thank you for the time we had after things happened. Your dad and I held you and rocked you, then we got a picture of the three of us. Grandma loves you, too. Thank you for the time that I got to hold you. You know that I love you so. See you when it is my time to go. Stay close to Great Grandpa in heaven, he will keep you safe.

XOXOXO
Mom, Dad and Grandma

Thomas Aidan

June 1, 2006
Hypoplastic Left Heart — Heterotaxy Syndrome

We love you sweet little boy. You were so full of life inside Mommy, kicking and flipping around to your heart’s content. It is our hope that you are just as active playing with Emerson in heaven, with both of your hearts healed and whole. You may not be with us physically, but never forget that you live on in our hearts.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, and Big Sister Sophie

Caitlyn Margaret

June 7, 2006 ~ 21weeks
Hydrocephalus

I can hear your heartbeat for a thousand miles. Heaven opens its doors everytime she smiles. You will always be in our hearts. We will always love you. Until we meet again our precious angel.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Haley Marie

Born to Heaven, June 14, 2006
Trisomy 18

My sweet Haley,

I can remember the day I found out I was pregnant. I was so happy. I was praying you would be a girl, but you wouldn’t show ’til after Mommy found out something was wrong. You had trisomy 18. You were Mommy’s first girl and Mommy and Daddy loved you so very much. I was 21 weeks pregnant when you were born. What I would give to have you here with me. Haley, Mom and Dad will always love you and you will be missed each and ever day.

I love you.

Baby Andrew

July 19, 2006 ~ 21 weeks

Skeletal Dysplasia

Before we got to say hello, we said goodbye. O our decision was heartbreaking, difficult. We thank God for the time we got to have you and we’ll rest at peace knowing that you are in a better place without any pain. Be happy in your new body in God’s presence in Heaven, our dear son, and we will meet you there someday. We miss and love you oh so much Baby Andrew.

Loving you always,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Georgiana

Matthew Christopher

July 25, 2006

God wept with us the day you were born. You lived so briefly, yet are missed so dearly. Until we meet again.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Andrew & Ryan

Baby Boy Thompson

July 25, 2006

Limb-Body Wall Complex

Mom and Dad love you and miss you so much. You are in our thoughts every day. We take comfort in knowing you are in God’s arms.

Alexander Noah

July 27 2006 ~ 22 weeks
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

Our dear little boy, you will always be missed and forever be loved. May God and all his Angels look after you, as you watch over us. You will always be our first born, and forever in our hearts.

xxx
Mummy and Daddy

Baby Jake Spataro

Sunday 30 July, 2006
Spina Bifida

An Angel from heaven above
Wrote down my babies birth
Then closed the book and whispered
‘Too beautiful for earth…’

Our darling baby boy Jake, we will always love you.

Forever in our hearts and thoughts.

All our love
Mummy and Daddy x x x x x

Jacob

August 7, 2006 ~ 13 weeks, 2 days
Trisomy 21, Septated Cystic Hygroma

My sweet Jacob,

I love you and wanted you more than you can imagine. I love you enough that I knew I had to let you go. I hope that where you are is filled with joy and peace and although we are not together that you feel my love. This was the hardest choice I ever had to make and I only hope that you understand. I miss you and will miss all the things that we will not share together. I will try to live my life and raise your brothers as a tribute to you, I promise. Know that some day I will hold you in my arms and when I do I will never let you go.

I love you and miss you more than you will ever know.

Mommy

Victoria Lynne

August 8, 2006 ~ 22 weeks
Multiple Anomalies

My sweet baby girl, I should be holding you in my arms today, as today (December 12, 2006) is/was your due date. I will always miss you and wear your footprints proudly on my wrist, I had them tattooed. Your big sister Kyla gives you hugs & kisses every day! The doctors still do not know what was wrong with you or what caused it. I would give anything to have you in my arms today, but I am thankful for the time that I did get to hold you. I miss you more than you’ll ever know. You will forever been in my heart!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy & Kyla

Natalie L.

August 10, 2006 ~ 23 weeks
Campomelic Dysplasia

Our beautiful daughter, the love of our lives, you’ll always be our little girl. We love you and miss you so much that words cannot begin to describe…

Loving you forever,
Mommy and Daddy

Lauren Isabel

August 24, 2006 ~ 20 weeks
Thanatophoric Dysplasia

Our precious, beautiful little girl, we miss you every single day. We wanted you so very much and wished we could have taken you home and watched you grow, play and learn, but we know you are now safe and free from the tiny little body that prevented you from living here with us on Earth. Lauren, you changed our lives and we are so grateful for the time we got to spend with you. Those few hours have brought us more happiness, joy and hope than we could have imagined. We love you with all of our hearts and we will think of you every day of our lives. May God be holding you in His arms until we can meet you again in Heaven.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Ollie

Baby Paris Reinisch

August 30, 2006 ~ 15 weeks
Trisomy 18, Anencephaly

Paris, you will always be in our hearts, and never forgotten. You brought such joy into our lives, touched our hearts and our souls. We promise you that we will live each and every day of our lives to its fullest, to cherish every breath, to smell every flower, and to fill our lives with laughter and love once again. You will be with us, always.

Loving you, always, forever and a day
Mommy and Daddy

Catherine

September 1, 2006
Trisomy 21

May God hold you in the palm of his hand.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Aaron Christian

September 5, 2006 ~ 15 weeks
Trisomy 21, Heart Defect, Cystic Hygroma

I never got to see your little face, or cuddle you in my arms but you were my baby boy. You will always have a very special place in my heart and I will love you forever. You are safe in heaven now.

Love,
Mommy

Faith Marie

September 13th, 2006
Pentalogy of Cantrell

In memory of “Our Little Snowflake.”

My Angel Aidan

September 15, 2006 ~ 19 weeks
Trisomy 21

I know you are now in heaven. Please forgive me. I just want it the best for you. You are going to be always in our hearts. We will always love you and you’ll always be our first baby boy. God bless you. You don’t know how much we are going to miss you.

Mommy & Daddy

Isabella Marie Piazza

September 21, 2006 ~ 20 weeks
Single Double Inlet Ventricle

Baby Isabella, may you always find comfort in God’s arms and may you always know how much Mummy and Daddy love you. Words and emotions just can’t begin to express how much we miss you. Our decision to let you go to heaven was out of pure love for you and we know you will always be with us. God was missing an angel and on September 21, he selected you. Mummy and Daddy will be with you again someday so until then please know how cherished you will always be to us.

Love,
Mummy and Daddy

Kiana Lynne

September 21, 2006
Spina Bifida w/ Chiari II Malformation

Our beautiful little girl
We loved you from the beginning
I weep every day thinking of what could have been
Your brothers speak of you all the time
We know you are in a better place
We were blessed to meet you
And I will never forget how it felt to hold you in my arms
You are so special that God needed you more
You are forever our baby girl!

Your family loves you,
Daddy, Mommy, and your three brothers

James Vincent Reeves

September 27, 2006 ~ 19 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Our sweet baby James, we wanted you so bad, and still love you so very much. Mommy and daddy had to make the devastating decision to allow you to go to heaven instead of being here with us. We will always love you, our first baby, but know that god needed another angel … until we meet again, we love you.

Faith Christine Thomas

October 13th, 2005 ~ 19 weeks

Anencephaly

Mommy and Daddy miss our little baby girl so much; we never really got to meet each other, but we know that someday we will. We feel like we missed so much with you; all the things we dreamed about but now only can imagine. We couldn’t bear your suffering, nor our own, so please forgive us for what we had to do. Every day we hope that we made the right choice, as it seemed there really was no choice. Not a day goes by that we don’t think of you, and each year on your birthday we send notes of love on pink balloons that we send to the heavens; we hope that somehow you know what those notes say.

We love you baby girl,
Daddy, Mommy, Tyler and Abbey (your baby sister who was conceived on the day you were due)

Jordyn Marie Johnson

October 22, 2006 ~ 19.5 weeks
Multiple Abnormalities

Our little angel from above, we will miss you forever and always. May God keep you safe. You were such a part of our lives for the past five months and will be for the rest of our lives. I just wish I could hold and kiss you just one more time, my little china doll. Rest in the arms of God … hugs and kisses.

Until we meet again…
Mommy, Daddy, MaKenna, Jayden and Madison

Baby Brooke

October 26, 2006
Down Syndrome, Heart Failure

You were wanted and loved but too sick to stay with us on earth. We will always love you and never forget you.

Mommy, Daddy and big brother Brendan

Jack Leidel

October 27, 2006 ~ 21 weeks
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus.

We hope you know how much we will always love you and remember you. We miss you very much and wish you were here. You will always be our precious first born son. We hope you find peace and comfort in heaven. Until we see you again…

Love always,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Radock

October 19, 2006
Fetal Hydrops & Trisomy 21

I held you close to me for 13 weeks and 6 days. Your daddy and I wanted the best life for you so we gave you back to god where there is no suffering. You will always be my baby, my son and I will always love you. I’ll miss you always.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Big brother Dylan

Michaela Kyer

November 11th, 2006 ~ 23 weeks
Trisomy 14, Omphalocele, Missing Lobe

Daughters and angels from above… Ours has brought us joy and love! We miss you and love you more than words can say but I know you are in peace.

Love you forever and always,
Mommy & Daddy

Noah Wheeler

November 22, 2006

Trisomy 13

Precious, tiny, sweet little Noah
You will always be to me
So perfect, pure, and innocent,
Just as you were meant to be.

We dreamed of you and your life
And all that it would be
We waited and longed for you to come
And join our family.

We never had the chance to play,
To laugh, to rock, to wiggle.
We long to hold you and touch you
And listen to you giggle.

I will always be your mom,
He will always be your dad.
You will always be our child,
The child we longed to have.

Now you’ve gone to heaven …
But we’ll sense you everywhere.
You are our sorrow and our joy,
There’s love in every tear.

Just know our love runs deep and strong
We’ll never forget you…. Never –
The child we had, for a short moment
And yet will hold in our hearts forever.

Love,
Mommy & Dad

Sarah Anne

December 16, 2006

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Sissy

Saylor Allison Corzine

December 18, 2006 ~ 23 weeks 3 days

Several Congenital Heart Defects

My beautiful Saylor, I wanted to give you life, to protect you, to raise you and to love you. Your sister and I will miss you, and if the tears I have cried could build a bridge to Heaven we would see you every day. I will see you and hold you again someday. In the meantime I hope you have found your brother in Heaven to protect you the way I wanted too. I love you baby girl.

Love,
Mommy

Anna Elise Divers

December 19, 2006

You live in my heart and memory, tiny daughter.

I love you,
Mommy

Winter Solstice Rodriguez

December 21, 2006 ~ 5 ½ weeks

IUGR and other medical complications

My little strong one, you passed away on the winter solstice. You join your four infant brothers and sisters who passed before you. I know you are very close to your sister Solana who also passed this year. The two of you start and end this family’s year with love and pride as I lost my heart when you both passed. You are brave and courageous and your kind sweet angelic heart will surely guide your future siblings right to mommy and daddy so that we may honor you and try again to grow our family. God bless you with love and may He hold you close until I get there so I can hold you in my own arms. Did you hear my prayers of hope the night you passed? Know we were always together and I did everything I could to keep you safe. May God keep you until we arrive.

All our love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Mia

Clara Beatrice

Our bright little one who blesses

December 21, 2006 ~ 20 weeks

Severe Dandy-Walker Malformation and Hydrocephalus

You will be our first daughter always and our angel in heaven forever. We love and miss you so much.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Our EWP Babies 2005

Mason

5 January, 2005
Trisomy 13

I am sorry that you had to endure so much pain. You will always be Mummy and Daddy’s special boy.
Mason, I love you my baby boy. I am sorry for the pain mummy caused you and I am sorry I never said goodbye.
I guess there was never going to be a goodbye; it is just until I see you again.
I miss you baby and my heart aches for you every second of every day.
The day I lost you is the day a piece of my heart was taken too.
Felicity often asks of you. You are a special boy and know that Mummy and Daddy
will be here for the next time you want to join us.

XOXOX
Mummy, Daddy and big sister Felicity

Our Little Star

January 6, 2005 ~ 16.5 weeks
Fragile X Syndrome

To Our Son,
Not a day goes by that we don’t think about you.
Our decision was difficult, but was made out of love for you and our family.
Your sister has Fragile X , so we had you tested for this too.
It came back much worse than we imagined. We wish we could have seen you in person, but maybe someday.
We hope you know that we love you and think of you especially when we sing “Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star.”

Missing you,
Mommy, Daddy, Kirsten end extended families

Bailey Bert Brown

January 12, 2005 ~ 19.5 weeks
Severe Hydrops

Our loving son sent from heaven returned to heaven. Our first child, our first love.
You will remain in our hearts for eternity and beyond.
We love you always and forever angel baby.

Mom and Dad

Lily Marie Jones

January 15, 2005
Multiple Heart Defects, Trisomy 21

Dearest Lily,
The memory of holding you in our arms will last our whole lives.
Although our hearts are broken, we take comfort in knowing that your pain is over,
and your new life with the Lord has begun. How special you are to be called back to God so soon.
Mom is blessed to have felt you inside her, even for such a short time.
Our dreams for you, on earth, will not be fulfilled and that brings sadness to our lives.
However, we know you are with your Papa Jones, Aunt Jan and Great Grandpa Manger
along with our other departed loved ones. That makes us smile.
A fresh Lily stands alone in a vase on our kitchen counter.
Its beauty is a reminder of your own, one we will see again when we are finally called home.

Love always,
Mom, Dad and your big brother Matthew

Jordan

January 24, 2005, 14 weeks
Trisomy 18 and numerous physical anomalies

We waited three long years for you to be with us. We made this decision out of love and know you are in a better place where you are a healthy little boy. You will forever be in our hearts.

Mommy and Daddy

Noah Riley

January 27, 2005 ~ 21 weeks 2 days
Spina Bifida and Brain Abnormalities

Such a surprise that you were here and such a heartbreak that you had to leave.
The time we shared together was the greatest gift you could have given to us.
Thank you for letting us hold you, sing to you and know you for that short while.

Love forever,
Mommy, Daddy and Laurel

Christian Phillip

January 27, 2005 ~ 18 weeks
Tuberous sclerosis and heart defects

Christian,
Momma and Daddy love you so much. You are and always will be our son and our little angel.
You gave us such joy in your short little life.
Be at peace, my baby and know that we love and miss you more than words can say.

Gracie Mae

February 3, 2005 ~ 22 weeks
Severe Brain Abnormalities

Although you were quietly born on that February morning your memory will remain in our hearts forever.
I will never forget the first time I felt you move, or the look on your daddy’s face as I held you in my arms for the first time and last time. We will never know the pitter patter of your little feet, the color of your eyes or the sound of your voice but we do know the love and joy you brought to our lives in the short time that we were touched by your presence. We know that you are in heaven, our sweet angel!

We love you,
Mom and Dad

John Christian

February 18, 2005

We love you so much. Please know we made our choice on the results the specialist gave us. We will forever miss you, and we will long to hold you near. You will always be remembered as our “little angel.” Play with the angels and know Mommy, Daddy and your big brother will love you and miss you forever.

In our hearts forever,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Tyler

David George

February 19, 2005
Renal Aplasia/Potter Sequence

“How very softly you tiptoed into our world,
Almost silently and only a moment you stayed,
But what an imprint your footprints have left upon our hearts.”
— Dorothy Ferguson

We will treasure your footprints and the memory of the five and
a half months we had with you, for the rest of our lives.

Olivia Hope

March 2, 2005 ~ 21 weeks

Our first baby, our angel in heaven. We love you.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Binh An Nguyen

March 8, 2005 ~ 20 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Our little boy, we love you forever.
We hope that you are always happy and healthy in the heaven.
God bless you.

Ba, Ma’ and your big brother Quan

Hailey Judith Siekiera

March 11, 2005
Trisomy 13

Mommy & Daddy love you so much. You will be forever in our hearts and we hope one day to meet you again.
May you soar with the angels in a place that knows no suffering.

Nick Colm

March 11, 2005 ~ 14 weeks, 4 days
Cystic Fibrosis

My sweet little boy, you will be in my heart and thoughts forever.
I miss you every single day and you will never be forgotten.
Papa and I wanted you more than anything, but loved you too much to give you a short life of pain.
I miss you so much and cherish every day I got to have you so close to me.

Always …

Love,
Mama

Dear Angel

March 12, 2005 ~ 14 weeks

Enlarged Omphalocele

Dear Angel – Daddy and I constantly think about you.
We did not get to hold you, but you were truly and deeply loved.
The love we had for you before we even met you, or had to send you to God, will never change.
You gave us hope and a new sense of happiness. We never lost that hope.
Daddy and I had to make a very difficult decision, and we did not want you to suffer any longer
You were always wanted, always loved and will always be remembered.
You will always be a part of our family and always in our hearts.

Love forever,
Mommy and Daddy

Zoey Lin

March 14, 2005 ~ 5 months
Bilateral dysplastic kidneys with Potter Sequence and no bladder

I miss you dearly and don’t know if I made the right decision.
All I know is that you are with God now.

Love,
Mommy

Evan Thomas

March 16, 2005 ~ 18.5 weeks
Brain Abnormality

Our baby boy, we love you so much and are so sorry for all of this.
Our hearts will never stop aching for you. You will always be with us.

Mommy, Daddy, & (big sister) Mikaela

Our Tiny Angel

March 18, 2005 ~ 15 weeks
Cystic fibrosis

We were thrilled when we found you you were going to be a part of our lives, and were deeply saddened when we found out that you would be sick. We know you are in heaven happy and healthy and hope that you will always feel the love that your Daddy and I have for you. We are glad you can play all day with the other babies in heaven and will never have to know what it’s like to suffer with sickness.

Love forever and ever,
Daddy and Mommy
XOXOXO

Kaylee

March 19, 2005
Anencephaly

Kaylee know that we will always love you and that we made this decision because it was best for you. You are know in heaven playing with God and the Angels. I wish I could have seen your face and held you, but I know that I could not. I would not have been able to see you suffer. Be good and watch over us.

Love always and forever,
Daddy, Mommy and all of your family

Samuel Josef

2 April, 2005 ~ 22 weeks, 5 days
Trisomy 21, heart, bowel and kidney abnormalities

You are always on our minds, in our hearts and part of our souls. Someday we will be together again.

Loving and missing you so much,
Your Mummy, Daddy and brothers Brad & Zac. xxxx

Joseph Michael

April 6, 2005 ~ 36 weeks
Trisomy 21, Hypoplastic Left Ventricle and Duodenal Atresia

Our little prince, our hearts ache missing you. Knowing you are at peace and not suffering is comforting, but does not fill the void we feel. You taught us to love deeper. We miss you every day and will always hold you deep in our hearts.

We love you and miss you!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy & Jordan
xoxoxo

Baby Hagedorn

April 7, 2005
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

To my baby girl,
I am so lost without you. I miss you so much that words cannot explain the depth of our pain.
I think of you every moment of every day and wish that your heart was fully developed.
I don’t understand why this happened to you, but Daddy and I decided to take your pain for you.
It was the hardest decision we ever had to make and I hate that we had to make it.
I want you here with us to go on Easter egg hunts and go trick or treating,
but God has a different plan for you sweetie.
Daddy and I love you so very much and sending you hugs and kisses every day.

Love you always,
Mommy and Daddy

Brandon Blake

April 7, 2005
Trisomy 21, Heart defect, Fluid on the Brain

To my sweet baby boy,
I’m sorry I never held you or saw your tiny face. I wanted you so badly, you were my dream.
I hope and pray that you did not suffer. You are in God’s hands now, the best place you could ever be.
Now you are my angel, watching over me. I dream of the day I can finally hold you in my arms.
I know we will be together again someday.

My baby Blake, I love you.
Mommy

Angel

April 7, 2005 ~ 26 weeks
Holoprosencephaly

To our daughter, our sweet baby girl,
Letting you go was the hardest thing we had to do. We are suffering so that you didn’t have to.
Not a day goes by that we don’t think about you. I enjoyed carrying you and feeling you inside me.
You had black hair like your Daddy and long fingers like your Mommy.
We love you and miss you very much. We wish you were here with us, but God had other plans for you.
You will always be our first child and I know that Daddy and I will see you in heaven someday.
We will never forget our first baby girl.

Love you always and forever,
Mommy & Daddy

Payton Angel

April 8, 2005
Trisomy 21, Hypoplastic Left Ventricle and Spina Bifida

My sweet little angel, you are missed so much. All our hearts ache so much for you.
I miss you more than any words can describe. Mommy and Daddy had to make the hardest decision of our lives.
We chose to take all the suffering and pain away from you and now you are our dearest angel watching over us.
Holding you, I knew you were in peace with no pain and in a wonderful place.
I can’t wait to get there someday and hold you again.
Mommy, Daddy and your big sisters, who you look so much like,
miss you and look foward to the day we meet again and become the family that was meant to be! We miss you!

Love always and forever,
Mommy, Daddy, McKayla and Taylor

Leilani Kristi

April 8, 2005 at 1:00 p.m. ~ 25 weeks, 6 days ~ 10.2 ounces
Oligohydramnios, Intrauterine Growth Restriction, Placental Insufficiency

We are so sorry for letting you go. It was the hardest decision of our lives and it tore our hearts apart.
Please know we did everything we could to try to save you.
You were so very much wanted and eagerly wished for.
It has been so hard without you. We miss you terribly and long to hold you in our arms, see your beautiful smile, and hear you giggle. We are so thankful and blessed that you came into our lives, even though it was so brief. We will always cherish the precious time we spent with you, especially feeling your sweet little body move, listening to your heartbeat, our talks, and story time. We think about you all of the time and wanted so very badly for you to be in our lives. God is taking care of you now. One day, we will be together as a family and we can hold you in our arms and kiss you, sweet angel. We love you so much, our sweet baby girl, our “heavenly child.” You will always be in our hearts and minds.

Love forever and always,
Mommy and Daddy

Kevin Michael

April 20, 2005
Trisomy 21

My dear sweet baby boy, please know what a hard decision that Daddy and I had to make.
We both loved you from the minute you were conceived. You were the one thing that truly fulfilled my life.
I still miss you moving inside of me. Life is so empty without you. You were so beautiful and perfect.
Thank you so much sweetheart for all that you taught me, without even taking a breath you taught more than I could have imagined. I miss you so much and love you with all of my heart.

Love always,
Mommy and Daddy

Tamera Marion

April 21, 2005
Undeveloped Lungs and Imminent Heart Failure

Tamera you are my beloved angel. I miss you and long to hold you in my arms.
Your big brother misses you and talks often of his sister who is an angel.
It gives me comfort to know your grandma Marion is watching over you until we can be together again.
Please know you will never be forgotten.

All of our love,
Mom, Dad and Jacob

David Boyer Clark

April 27, 2005 ~ 22 weeks
Split Hand & Foot Malformation

It has been one year, one month and five days since your daddy and I sent you to heaven.
I am now at peace knowing that you are whole in heaven and surrounded by loved ones that have passed.
I grieve for you every day and hope you forgive me.
I wanted you so much, you were and always will be my first baby.
I will never forget you my sweet boy.

Love,
Mommy

Luca Dominic

April 29, 2005

To our little angel in heaven. The dreams we had for you will never come true.
I pray you are in heaven with Aunt Rosemary holding you.
We miss you every day and will hold you in our hearts forever.

We love you forever,
Mommy, Daddy and your big brother Christopher

Our Most Wanted Baby Boy

May 7, 2005 ~ 19 Weeks
Body Stalk Anomaly

(May 7, 2006) One year ago today we lost our baby boy to abdominal wall defects.
Our hearts still ache. We cherish the time we had as brief as it was.
We feel your presence in our hearts and hope you will help guide another precious baby to us.
We love you and trust you know that even though you may not have heard it.
We will try to live life with joy and curiosity, as you would have.
You were our first child together and we will keep you in our thoughts and hearts until our breath runs out.

With love,
Mommy and Daddy

Patrick Henry

May 12, 2005 ~ 18 weeks
Trisomy 21 and Heart Abnormalities

We planted and dreamed of you. Nature erred. We will forever ache for what cannot be.
This earth is much too dark and parched for growing such a tender flower.
We can’t bear to see you suffer and have chosen to grow you in our hearts’ garden.
There, warmed by our love and watered with our tears you will flourish and blossom for eternity.

With love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Stefan

Samuel Cartwright

12 May, 2005 ~ 19 weeks
Triploidy

To my precious baby boy. Now that you have gone to heaven you do not need to suffer any longer.
To hold you and touch you and kiss you are very special memories we have in our hearts.
You will always remain close to us as a piece of my heart has gone with you.
You were our first baby and will always be loved and remembered.
Not an hour goes by that I don’t think about you.
Mummy & Daddy love you with all our hearts.

Hugs & kisses,
Mummy & Daddy

Angel May

May 18, 2005
Trisomy 21

Our sweet little angel you are missed so much every day. I am glad you do not have to know suffering.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy and sister Grayce

Arelia Lock

24 May, 2005
Congenital Heart Defects

The pain to let you go is beyond words. But we know for sure that you will not suffer when we surrender you to the Lord.
Thanks to Jesus, we’ll meet and hold you in heaven someday.

Miss you so much,
Daddy and Mummy

Our Special Son

24 May, 2005
Trisomy 21

There can never be enough tears to express how much I wish you could have joined our family.
We made our decision through love, and I can only hope that one day in heaven, we can finally meet you,
and that you can play with your big brother and sister.

Forever heartbroken,
Your loving family

Anna Elise Cowell

28 May, 2005
Trisomy 21 and Atrial-Ventricular Septal Defect

We think of you every day and miss you so much. Our hearts will never be the same.
At least you are at peace and with your brother William. Until we meet again.

Mummy and Daddy and your big brother James

Angel Son

June 1, 2005 ~ 14.5 weeks
Trisomy 21 and Severe Placental Defects

“If I never knew you, if I never felt this love,
I would have no inkling of how precious life can be.
And if I never held you, I would never have a clue how,
at last, I’d find in you the missing part of me.” ~ Stephen Schwartz

How we loved you, how we wanted you, and oh, how hard it is to let you go.
May God bless and protect you, our dear, precious son. Our grief is boundless.

Mommy, Daddy and your sister

Michael James Fokas

June 3, 2005

Jack Gordon Hooker

June 9, 2005 ~ 16 weeks
Trisomy 18

You were very much wanted and loved but sadly you could not stay, may you rest in peace knowing we will never forget you and always love you.

Love,
Your mum, dad and big brother Tom xxxx

Malachi Matai

Born to heaven 15 June, 2005, 11:55 p.m. ~ 18 weeks gestation
Trisomy 18 (diagnosed by amniocentesis at 15 weeks gestation)

Malachi: conceived an angel. Even though you were not meant for
this earth my darling we are forever entwined. Our hearts together beat as one.
When I meet you in heaven I will know you as your heart will be beating with mine and I shall hold you in my arms forever.
We shall never be parted as your spirit moves inside me.
I can feel you near my darling Malachi.
There is no other love or bond like that of a mother and her child and it can never be separated.
I love you sweet angel baby, my life forever changed by God’s sweet gift of Malachi.

Love always,
Your mumma

Ethaniel Reimund James

Born asleep 20 June, 2005
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

I’m sorry I never told you all I wanted to say
Now it’s too late to hold you because you’ve gone away
But I hope that when you returned to God, you were carried all the way
And I hope I can find it in my heart to understand why you couldn’t stay
But for now I will accept my losses keeping you always in heart and mind
And when I get to heaven you’ll be the first that I’ll come to find.

Night night, sleep Tight & God bless you Ethaniel, my baby angel,
from Mummy x
Love is loving you, as love is, what love is xxxxxxx

Laurel Rose

June 21, 2005
Trisomy 21, Vetnricular-Septal Defect

In our hearts forever.

Hannah Marlene

June 22, 2005 ~ 23 weeks
Pentalogy of Cantrell, Large Omphalocele, Diaphragmatic Hernia, Ectopia Cordis, no lung development

My dear sweet Hannah, you were wanted and loved so very much by your Mommy and Daddy and grandparents.
After an agonizing 12 weeks of meeting with doctors and getting the best possible medical advice,
we made the hardest decision of our lives. We made the choice to allow you to go with grace and dignity.
You were born into the arms of God at 12:35 a.m. on June 22, 2005. We will hold you in our hearts forever.
You will always be our firstborn daughter. Little did we know that part of your purpose was to be in heaven
to meet Grandpa just six months later, when he passed away on Christmas Day, 2005.
We will love you forever!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Nana, Grandpa, Grandma, Papa and your new little sister who will arrive in August 2006.

Kayla Rae Haines

June 23, 2005
Trisomy 21

Life given and life taken, you must know
A painful decision, grief and sorrow
All our hopes and dreams for you drift away
For your peaceful return I pray
My undying love for you will remain
For I know for sure, we will meet again
Life taken and life given, you must know
Heaven is expecting you, so go

We will love and miss you always,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Zachary

Franklin Daniel McAlindon

June 23, 2005 ~ 24 weeks
Triploidy syndrome

In our hearts forever, beautiful boy

Mommy & Daddy

Noah John Adrian Jennings

June 24, 2005 ~ 20.5 weeks
Skeletal Dysplasia (Campomelic Dysplasia)

To our sweet baby boy,
Thank you so much for blessing our lives with your wonderful soul.
We will carry you with us always. You will always hold the place as our first son.
We miss you terribly and will one day meet again. We’ll hold you in our hearts and souls until then.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Emma

Caden Robert

June 25, 2005 ~ 21.5 weeks
Severe Congenital Cystic Adensoid Malformation (CCAM), Hydrops

They brought you for us to hold
You were too small to be born today
Your hands, feet and ears so perfect in every way.
As your father and mother, we shared dreams as one
Would you be a daughter or a son?
As we held you in our arms, our little son
We realized our dreams are no longer real ones.
You will never smell the flowers, hear the rain, chase a butterfly, or have a lot of fun.
You will never feel the sun.
Good-bye, our little son.

We love you Caden, and not a day goes by that we don’t think of you.
We know that our decision was made out of love,
but we still miss and long for you every day and we will for the rest of our lives.

We love you our little angel,
Mommy and Daddy

Garret

June 26, 2005
Anencephaly

My sweet little angel in heaven, Mommy and Daddy miss you so very much.
I can’t understand why you had to leave us so soon.
I know that you are in a better place now where all the angels will watch over you,
but it just hurts so badly. I want you to know that we think of you every day and we love you with all our hearts.
We will join you in heaven my little boy, but until then just always remember we love you more than anything.

Love always,
Mommy and Daddy
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Forever

Our Baby Angel Adam

Born sleeping June 28, 2005 ~ 22 weeks

Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Our beautiful boy, – we had so many hopes and dreams for you but God had other plans.
We love you and miss you and think of you every day.

Always in our hearts.
Mummy, Daddy, Your Big Sister Kate and Your Little Brother Samuel

Baby Boy “B”

June 29, 2005
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Our dear baby boy,
Words can not express how much we love you and miss you. We think about you constantly.
Although you were with us for such a short time, you have changed our lives forever.

Love always,
Mommy and Daddy

Adam Stuart Bell

June 29, 2005

Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

We miss you desperately little one and think of you every day.
We wish you hadn’t had to go …

With love forever,
Mummy, Daddy, Kate and Samuel xxxx

Niallia Lynn

Severe Heart Defect

She was our little angel who never deserved to suffer.
Now she’s home with God and her two great grandpas in heaven.

Mari Taylor

July 6, 2005
Anencephaly and Acrania

Our little butterfly — your tiny body was not able to sustain your life, but you will live forever in our hearts.
Our love for you has changed us in ways we never could have imagined.
Your short life has made an impact on the world, and you will never be forgotten.
We love you Mari.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Bridget Annalise Auchterlonie

7 July, 2005
Anencephaly

Happy birthday baby girl. Today is the date we were given for your birth.
We were so looking forward to meeting you, but we couldn’t be selfish when we knew you were suffering.
Daddy and I love you very much and miss you, baby girl. Happy Birthday, Bridget.

Love,
Mummy and Daddy and Radar

Our Sweet Angel Baby

July 8, 2005 ~ 14 weeks
Trisomy 18

I found out on Mother’s Day that I was expecting you. I was filled with so much joy and happiness. Then many tests indicated that you were very sick. Words cannot describe how much pain and anguish we felt. We wanted to welcome you into this world and our family and love you forever. Unfortunately, that was not meant to be. You will live in our hearts forever. We love you baby and know that you are not suffering anymore now that you are in heaven.

God bless you angel,
Mommy, Daddy and your big sister

Our Christmas Baby

July 20, 2005 ~ 4½ Months

You were a part of my body for a short time, but will be a part of my soul forever. Words cannot express the sadness I feel every day. My little girl who should have been born on Christmas Eve; how wonderful that would have been. My life has forever changed because of you. I am so sorry. I will forever endure the pain. I know you are a beautiful, healthy child in heaven. I think of you every moment with great hopes you will return to me.

Mommy

Vatsala

August 5, 2005 ~ 22.5 weeks
Preterm Premature Rupture of Membranes

In memory of our only child, Vatsala, who was wanted desperately and conceived after years of surgeries. We miss you every single day, we mourn that we didn’t get to hold you and know you.

We love you, we love you, we love you, and we are so sorry.

Carsen Elaine Sullivan

August 6, 2005
Trisomy 18 and Trisomy 21

We love you sweet baby girl and are so sorry we never got to hold you.
We think of you every day and miss not being with you now.

All our love forever,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Hayden

Easton Joseph Tremblay

August 9, 2005
Spina Bifida and Severe Hydrocephaly

Mommy, Daddy and Joey love you so much.
From the moment I knew you were inside of me, I was in love.
Joey knows all about you and even says your name now.
I have your hand on me forever and Daddy soon will too.
I found this poem and I want to send it to you:
We thought of you today,
But that is nothing new
We thought of you yesterday
And will tomorrow too
We think of you in silence
And make no outward show
For what it meant to lose you
Only those who love you know
Remembering you is easy
We do it every day
It’s the heartache of losing you
That will never go away.

We love you so much angel,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Joey

Lily Kay

August 17, 2005
Neural Tube Defect

Lily, Mommy loves you and misses you so much.
The pain in my heart hurts just as much as the day you and I were seperated.
Time does not heal my pain of not having you.
I will never forget you baby girl. I love you Always Lily.

Love always,
Mommy

Julia LeGrow (“Baby G”)

August 23, 2005 ~ 20 Weeks
Spina Bifida with Hydrocephalus

To our baby girl, we love you so much and will never forget you.
Our hearts were filled with joy from the day we learned you would bless us.
When we found out that you were sick, we would have done anything to make you well.
We gave you to God because he could take better care of you than we could.
Know that you’ll be forever in our hearts.

We love you and always will.
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Girl Coughlan

September 13, 2005
Spina Bifida, Hydrocephaly

Peace to you our little angel, you will always be a part of us.
We will hold you in our hearts until we see you again.

Love you forever,
Daddy, Mommy and Riley

Morgan Elizabeth

September 21, 2005 ~ 24 weeks
Anencephaly

My baby girl, always know that we wanted you so very much.

Love,
Mommy

Kaila Marie

September 22, 2005

Mosaic Turner Syndrome

We miss you baby girl!

Love,
Mommy and Daddy, and big brother Max

Abigail

Our Little Angel
September 23, 2005 ~24 weeks
Severe Arthrogryposis

Our dearest Abigail,
Our hearts ache for you and we miss you dearly.
Abby, know that we love you and that you are always in our thoughts and will be forever in our hearts.
Our hope is that there are no tears in heaven. Abigail I hope you’re dancing in heaven and looking down on us.

All our love,
Mommy, Daddy and Ryan

Cody Stuart

29 September 2005 ~22 weeks
Potter Syndrome

To us you were the most special little boy in the world.
Not a day goes by when we don’t love you and miss you.
The day I had to say goodbye to you broke my heart.
But I know deep down you’re in a more peaceful place.

Love always,
Mummy, Daddy, Dylan & Brittany
xoxoxo

Leah Grace Kemp

October 8, 2005 ~ 17.5 weeks
Turner Ring X Syndrome

Our sweet baby girl … we love you and miss you so much.
We were so sad that we were unable to see you and hold you before saying goodbye.
But we know that we will hold you someday.
It helps to know that you are at peace and in the arms of loved ones.
We will always love you and share your story.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Liam Richard

October 9, 2005 ~ 20 weeks
Down Syndrome

My sweet baby Angel, I am so lost without you. I miss you so much.
Letting you go was the hardest thing I have ever done. I held you in my arms.
You were so small. Your little nose, hands and feet were so perfect in every way.
I will never forget you. You will always be in my heart.

Love,
Mama

Jacob Joshua Guhn-Fields

October 9, 2005

Potter Syndrome

Jacob,

Mommy, Nana and big sister Aurora miss you every day, but we know that you are in a better place.
We know that you were made a guardian angel to look out for your big sister.
You were taken away because, someday, she will need you to be there for her
and to help her through some hard time down the road. Aurora means ‘dawn’ and Jacob means ‘guardian of light’.
Mommy can smile at that now, even though I didn’t know that when I named you. That’s why it was meant to be.

I love you, little boy. With all my heart.

Love forever,
Mommy, Nana, Aurora, and all the family

Baby Harper

October 10, 2005

We have found out that we will never know if it was a boy or a girl or what was wrong but know that little one you are loved and will never be forgotten.
Mom Dad and Sister miss you. Hopefully some day you will have a name that shows your place in this world. We love you Baby Harper.

Alexia Lorono

October 12, 2005
Trisomy 18

Our little angel will always be in here Mommy and Daddy’s hearts.
We loved you from the time we found out you were in Mommy’s tummy.
We love you our little baby girl, you brighten our lives and we will love you forever.
Fly with the angels my little Alexia.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Aran Wijendra

October 12, 2005 ~ 20 Weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Dear Love,
I really don’t know what I should write you. It seems I have so much to say to you.
It seems that you never left my thoughts. I wanted so much for you
the best life ever possible for a child to have. I hope you are in a better place now,
and we made the right decision to let you go. I will, until I die, wonder this decision probably.
One day it seems I did best I could for a child I love will all my heart. Other days,
it just seems hard to understand all that happened and hence I don’t know right from wrong anymore.
I could only tell you one thing for sure, we love you so much, and we always have and always will.
All we did is because we love you so much. Regardless of whomever we will have in our lives in the future,
you will always be missed and remembered.

Love you always,
Mommy & Daddy

Kaysen Anthony

Born in Heaven
October 19, 2005 ~ 19 Weeks
Spina Bifida, Severe Hydrocephalus

We wanted to have you so badly, and your brother Davin was so excited.
Now we can only hope you know how much we love you and your brother Arkin,
who should have found you in heaven by now. Our only thought is that God needed more baby angels,
and Arkin needed a best buddy. We love you so much, and always will.

Love,
Angela (mommy), Tony (daddy) and your big brother Davin, who mentions you often

Makayla Roberts

October 19, 2005

Cystic Hygroma

You are truly love and missed.

Lily Bernadette

October 20, 2005
Anencephaly

Lily Bernadette, how we miss you! I believe that you are running around in heaven with bright red hair
just like your big brother Ian does on Earth. I pray that the medical team was right and that you had no pain.
Though you passed to heaven during labor, Mommy and Daddy loved kissing and holding you throughout the day
and tucking you in for the night before we said our final goodbyes the next morning.
We look at your pictures a lot and Mommy aches to have you in her arms.
We know that someday in heaven we will be together!

Love,
Daddy, Mommy and big brother Ian

Lillian Grace

October 25, 2005 ~ 20 weeks
Anencephaly

My heart aches at the knowledge that I will never hold you, kiss you or see you on this earth.
Daddy and I made the hardest decision letting your soul go back to Jesus. We have loved you since Daddy
and I found each other and talked about our children we would have.
We will love you for eternity and can’t wait to see you in heaven where we will embrace.

Love,
Mama, Dada and Brad

Annora Gabrielle

November 4, 2005
Spina Bifida, Severe Hydrocephalus

Our Precious first daughter,
You were such a blessing! God knows it was so hard for us.
Mommy and Dada wanted so much for you to be a happy and healthy
baby but it was just not possible in any way.
Baby Girl, you were so sick and weak, and we did what we felt we had to.
Although we know your spirit and soul were strong, you deserved so much more!
Not a day will ever go by that we don’t miss our little girl,
so please understand it was out of Pure Love and Honor.
(That is Your Name in Latin) Your many grandparents and wise relatives will take care of you sweetheart.
You were such a good girl Fly, our little butterfly and play with the other EWP babies.
Take care of each other. We love and miss you so much!

Always in our hearts,
Mommy, Dada and your big brothers

Thee Marie Crossen

November 13, 2005
Bilateral Multicystic Renal Dysplasia/Potter Sequence

The day I Lost you will always be in my heart.
I couldn’t believe the doctors when they told me that you weren’t going to make it.
You are in a better place, free from the pain that you you felt.
You will always been with Mommy and Daddy and we will not forget you.
God has another angel beside him. Until we meet again. We love you so much,
I wish it didn’t have to be this way. Holding you in our arms was the best thing that has happened to me.
But when it was time to go I couldn’t let myself give you back, that was the worst. You were our first child.
The dreams and hopes we had for you are no longer. You are a baby Angel.

Love and missing you,
Mommy and Daddy

Sarah

November 17, 2005
Trisomy 21, Heart Defect

Dearest Sarah, letting you go was the hardest decision I ever had to make in my life.
I hope you can forgive us. You are the daughter I wished and dreamed for all my life.
I know you are in a better place know and don’t have to endure heart surgeries and hospital treatments.
The four months I carried you inside of me were the happiest of my life
I will never forget these precious moments.
I will love you for the rest of my life as “My only daughter Sarah” —
I know we will be together someday and I can kiss your little sweet face.

Mama Mimi

Joseph

November 18, 2005
Trisomy 21

My dear sweet baby boy, words can’t describe how very much I miss you.
You were a dream come true and I wish I had had the chance to hold you in my arms and kiss your sweet face.
I know that I made the right decision for you and our family and you are in a much better place.
We think of you as our special angel. Your brothers and sister talk about
you all the time and hope that some day you’ll come back to us.
A day does not go by that I don’t think of you. I love you baby Joseph, now and forever!

Until we meet,
Mama, Daddy, Jason, Zachary and Isabel

Bailey

November 18, 2005
Trisomy 4

Keegan Crockett Turner

November 23, 2005
Smith-Lemli-Opitz Syndrome

Dear Keegan, your mommy and daddy love you so much.
That’s why we wanted you to come back to us in a body that would let you do all the
special things you would have wanted to do. From building sandcastles with your big brother
to singing nursery rhymes with your mommy, we wanted it all for you.
In the meantime, thank you for being your brother’s angel.
You are in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. Not a day goes by that we don’t think about you.
You will always be our son, we will always love you and we will forever celebrate your short life.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Tavis

Dear Keegan, this is your Grandma.
I love you so much even though I never held you and rocked you to sleep.
I know my mother, your great grandmother, is rocking you at this very moment
and singing the lullabyes that she used to sing to me. Then she will hug you close and kiss you.
Within her presence and love is my love and your mommy and daddy’s love.
My dad will teach you how to beat on his lunch pail as a drum, and he will love teaching you how to play golf.
I love you Keegan Crockett Turner with all my heart. You live in my heart forever and ever.

Love,
Grandma

Sarah Ann O’Rourke

December 5, 2005 ~ 18 weeks
Trisomy 18

Forever in hearts you will always be.
‘Til we meet again our sweet little princess.
We love you so very much.

Mommy and Daddy

Chase Victoria Liles

December 14 2005 ~ 23 weeks
Cerebellum Hypoplasia, Down Syndrome, Spine Abnormalities

The choice we made will never feel right — no matter how right it was.
Is a breath of salty air really worse then never breathing at all?
If only we could look forward to your first steps, words, boyfriend, your prom pictures on our wall.
Instead we have a sonogram of a sick child and a few index cards of tiny foot prints.
If there is a heaven — you are there and you are complete. Wait for us there —
we will show you all the love we have in our hearts for you then.

Our girl always — you will be loved, missed and cherished every day.
Mommy, Daddy and your brother Gavin

Jillian Mary Rolfe

Born December 21, 2005 ~ 21 weeks gestation
Trisomy 21

I love you, Jilly Bean.
I love you and miss you and need you to know that you were most wanted and most loved.
I sent you back to find a better place, a better body than the one Mommy provided you with.
Laugh and play, and know that Mommy loves you too much to let you be
anything other than the perfect little girl you are.

Love you forever, baby girl.
Mommy

Christian

December 28, 2005

You will always be my angel. I think of you every day.
‘Til we meet again, I will never forget you. Please forgive us.
I look forward to one day holding you in my arms.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, big sisters “K” and “K”

Mallory Grace Park

December 28, 2005
Multiple Abnormalities

Mallory I miss you so terribly much, but I find comfort in knowing that our love was all you knew.
You were to feel no pain here and were taken straight to heaven.
I will awake you when I arrive, and look forward to holding you in my arms again.
I love you, Angel.

Love you,
Mommy

Avery Rose

December 29, 2005 ~ 21 weeks
Spina Bifida and Severe Hydrocephalus

Today, I sent you to the Heavens where you can spread your wings and fly among the clouds.
You will never know adversity or negativity. Your legs will always walk, run, or jump.
You will know no boundaries. I have set you free.
This is the most agonizing, heartbreaking decision we have ever had to make.
We love you. I have loved you since before you became a presence in our lives.
You have already touched us deeply. Your brother and sister are very sad but comforted
by knowing that you’ll be watching over us day after day with the ones we have already lost in heaven.
I will look to you often. I am very sorry that your life ended before it had a chance to start,
but I am certain that you are in a better place. It is because of that, we feel peace.
I love you and I’ll miss you. I wish I had the opportunity to see and kiss your sweet, angel face.
I will hold you in my heart forever.

Love,
Your Mommy, Daddy, brother Morgan & sister Madelyn

Quinn Lynch

December 30, 2005 ~ 22 weeks

I love you and miss you with all my heart.
Your brief life changed me forever. Be at peace, sweet baby.

Anna Belle

December 30, 2005
Trisomy 18

My sweet Anna Belle, I will think of you every day of my life.
I will always remember your beautiful nose that looked just like your sister’s.
I still remember your little fingers and toes. You are my little Angel up in heaven.
I plan on seeing you again. I know that you are not suffering anymore; your little body can rest.
When you left you took a piece of my heart with you. Please know how much we love you and we’ll never forget!
I love you Anna Belle!

Love,
Mommy

Our EWP Babies 2004

Caroline Morgan Dianne

January 3, 2004 ~ 22 weeks
Encephalocele and other abnormalities

Sweet Caroline, We fell in love with you the second we suspected you were coming into our lives. Letting you go was the hardest thing we never imagined we’d have to do and you will always be part of us. You are so missed by everyone who loves you and we try to remember every day that we didn’t give you up, we gave you back.

We love you baby girl,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Madeline

Booter Dabbs

4 January, 2004 ~ 22 weeks
Heart Defects and Trisomy 21

We love and miss you so much, but know you are in a better place awaiting a better body before you come back again.

Goodbye our gorgeous baby boy,
Mummy, Daddy and Maya

Our little angel Bailey

January 8, 2004
Anencephaly

You were here for just a few seconds but how we loved you so. The toughest thing that Mommy and Daddy did was let you go. I hope to have our hearts beat together again someday, this I hope for this I pray.

Love forever and always,
Mommy, Daddy and Michael

Adam

January 9, 2004 ~ 20 weeks
Amniotic Band Syndrome

Loving you was so easy, losing you was so hard. Sleep tight my beautiful angel until Mummy and Daddy are there to hold you.

Austin Reed

January 14, 2004 ~ 6:00 a.m. 22 weeks
Trisomy 13 Robertsonian Translocation

“Daddy’s little fishing buddy”

We love you so much, you were wanted VERY much in our lives but your little inocent body couldn’t survive the outside world. We love you deeply baby boy.

Love you always and forever,
Mommy, Daddy, big sister Pennie and new little sister Alexis
(We know you sent her to us)

Esabelle “Bella” Brophy Jett

January 18, 2004
Trisomy 18

Our hearts are shattered and we miss you so much lil’ Bella. We know that you are in heaven with your brother Terrence and he is taking good care of you.

Love,
Mommie, Daddie and big sister Aja

Liam

January 21, 2004
Hydrops fetalis

Liam, We loved you before we met you and we will cherish you always. You will forever be a part of us, with love that will never end.
Love,
Mama, Papa and your big sister Quinnie

Steven Clayton (Clay)

January 21, 2004 ~ 22 weeks
HRHS, Pulmonary Atresia, TAPVR, Asplenia, A-Line Liver, Heterotaxy Syndrome, Malrotation of Intestines, Bi-lateral Cleft Lip and Palate

Our beautiful baby boy, what a surprise you were and what a welcomed blessing. Our hearts ache every day wishing you would be here. We love you more than you will ever be able to know and only hope that one day I will be able to hold you and keep you in my arms. You will never be forgotten. We love you with our whole hearts!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Kenzie and Keaghan

Derek Samuel Tucker

January 23, 2004 ~ 20 weeks, 1 day
Anencephaly

We will always miss you, Derek. We so much wanted you to be a part of our family. We will love you forever. As our little angel, please watch over us from heaven and let us know that you are okay.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Max

Daniel Paul

January 23, 2004
Severe Birth Defects

Dear Daniel, you taught us so much about love in the short time that you were in our lives. I never knew how vast a parent’s love was until I had to let go. We want you always to remember how much you were loved and wanted. This was the most painful choice we’ve ever had to make. You will always be a part of our lives.

Love,
Mom, Dad and big sister

Noah Emmanuel

January 29, 2004
Severe hydrocephalus and non-developing cerebellum

Noah, with every ounce of my being, my heart aches for you. You will always be with us, forever. We love you, our precious Noah.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Lee & Reyna

Gabrielle

January 30, 2004 – 20 weeks
Trisomy 21

I think of you every day and love you with all my heart. The pain of making the decision I had to make hurts endlessly. I know in my heart this decision was what was right and fair for you. Not an hour goes by that I don’t think of you. I will always love you in my heart.

Love,
Your Mom

Emma Hansen

February 4, 2004
Turner Syndrome

I love you Emma with all my heart … I guess God knew better by taking you away from me. I knew all along you were a girl, but I had no clue that when I went to find out your little heart wouldn’t be beating. I wanted you way before you were due to be in my arms for real. Now I have to wait until the time we were really meant to be together. I love you so much!

Forever in our thoughts, Mummy and Daddy

Megan

Sent to Heaven 6 Feb 2004 ~ 22 weeks
Oligohydramnios

Though her smile is gone forever and her hand we cannot touch. We still have so many memories of the one we loved so much. Her memory is our keepsake with which we’ll never part. God has her in his keeping we have her in our heart.

Forever in our thoughts,
Mummy and Daddy

Brian Ray

February 6, 2004
Trisomy 21

Not a day goes by that we don’t think about you. We can’t wait ’til the day we meet again. We love you!

Hugs and Kisses,
Daddy, Mommy and Kenzie

Bryce Alexander

February 6, 2004, 5:51 a.m. ~ 21 weeks
Ventricular Septal Defect & Preelclampsia

Bryce, Mommy loves you so much. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. You were my whole world Bryce. The day that you passed away you took a piece of me with you. That can never be replaced. You will always be Mommy’’s little boy, and you will always be my first child and my first son. I love you Bryce Alexander. You are forever in our hearts. We are counting the days ’til we meet again.

Love,
Mommy, Grandma, & Aunt Addisynn

Michael David

February 9, 2004
Trisomy 18

You are my special angel and I feel you and love you every minute of every day. Thank you so much for touching my life.

Loving you always, forgetting you never, until we meet again,
Your Mom

Kassandra Rose

February 11, 2004 ~ 20 weeks
Anencephaly

It has been two weeks since your Daddy and I made the decision to release you to Heaven. As I rocked your tiny little body in the hospital, I dreamed of what you might have looked like. Would you have had dark hair and eyes like your one big sister, or would you have brown curly hair and hazel eyes like your other big sister? Then last week as your sisters were picking berries and laughing, I saw you with them: You and your brown curly hair in a light blue romper, laughing and smiling. Then you turned looked at me with a big smile, waved and then you were gone. I now have a picture of you smiling and I will cherish it forever.

Love you always,
Mommy.

Baby Johnson

February 13, 2004 ~ 12 weeks
Cystic Fibrosis

I think of you every day and hope you know how much I love you.

Jan Brian

February 14, 2004
Body-Wall Abnormality

I can’t explain how much I miss this little soul I never got to meet.

Matthew Joseph

Released to heaven on February 16, 2004
Chromosome abnormality 47xxy

Daddy and I are so, so sad that you could not be with us. We will keep you in our hearts forever and welcome the day we get to finally hold you. Matty, we love you.

Oliver Alan

February 18, 2004
Anencephaly

Oliver, my sweet baby boy, I held you for such a short time in my arms, but I will hold you in my heart forever. God decided that you were so special, he just couldn’t wait to have you with him. You are my sunshine and your Father and I will always love you, our first baby, our first son.

Amanda Belle

February 20, 2004
Anencephaly

We love and miss you. You will forever be our beautiful little girl.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Dylan and Puma

Shania Mo’Neek

February 24, 2004, 12:05 p.m., 1 pound and 1 ounce
Lungs not developed

Lily Rose

February 27, 2004

Missing you, loving you, wishing you were here. You are always in our hearts and souls.

With all our Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Elise and Kate

Faith

March 2, 2004 ~ 20 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Even though your heart was not strong, you will live in ours forever. I miss you my sweet baby girl.

Mom, Dad and your big brothers

Daniel Corey

March 3, 2004
Arthrogryposis, Massive Hydrops, Hypoplastic Lungs

My sweet little baby boy: There is so much I wish we could have said and done with you. We miss you so much. What I wouldn’t do to have you here with us. The doctors said you were very sick, but you were just beautiful to Daddy and me. Go back to where you are perfect, Daniel, because the world is not. Our love will come to you and someday so will we. You are always with us in our hearts.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Kate and Sean

Joshua David

March 3, 2004
Trisomy 21

Always our little boy

David Wayne

March 9, 2004 ~ 19 weeks
Limb-Body Wall Complex

I loved you from the beginning and you will forever hold a special place within my heart. The decision was hard, but God needed another little angel to watch over us in heaven. You will be sadly missed by all.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Madison

Aparna Subramanyam

March 17, 2004 ~ 21 weeks, 2 days
Turner syndrome, cystic hygroma, hydrops and hypoplastic left heart

“Peanut”

March 25, 2004 ~ 14 weeks
Acrania

Four years of hoping and trying for you and now you’ll be forever in our hearts. We cherish every moment we were able to spend together. Rest peacefully, our beautiful baby.

We still love and miss you so much,
Mommy and Daddy

Madeline

April 1, 2004 ~ 21 weeks
Renal Dysplasia & Trisomy 21

From the moment we knew about you, we loved you. We cradled your tiny little body in the hospital. We will never forget how precious that moment was to be able to hold our first child. You were perfect in our eyes. You are very missed and we love you always.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Chloe Leigh

April 6, 2004
Severe Skeletal Dysplasia

A Girl – I couldn’t wait to have another girl to name Chloe Leigh! How suiting that it means “blooming meadows.” I have dreamt of you running in meadows of flowers with Mitchie (grandmom’s dog) and chasing butterflies. Uncle Vinnie is there to watch over you and he has smiled in my dreams – so proud of you and so happy that you are there to share your warm smile and your flowing golden curls. You are forever in our heart and I long to see you in my dreams! Watch over us my beautiful angel! We love you and miss you!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Devyn and Tristen oxoxoxo

Luke Frederick

April 7, 2004 ~ 21 weeks, 4 days
Spina Bifida and a Migrational Abnormality of the Brain

Luke, we hope for the privilege of holding you in heaven someday. How we wished there was something we could do to go back and change what had gone wrong with your development! We’re so sorry, my love. We never wanted to lose you.

Hoping you are healed and at peace,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Jane

Jacob

April 9, 2004 ~ Good Friday
Trisomy 21 and Heart Defects

We miss you and love you so much. Sleep tight my little angel.

xxx Mummy, Daddy, Ben, Brooke, Imogen and Sadie xxx

Nina Sage

April 9, 2004 ~ 19 weeks
Severe Hydrocephalus, Dandy-Walker Syndrome, Tetrology of Fallot

Letting you go was the hardest decision I will ever have to make in my life. You were loved so dearly and I will never forget you. Thank you for blessing our lives with such love. You will forever by in my heart.

Layla LaNae

April 9, 2004 ~ 17 weeks, 6 days
Anencephaly

We had no idea how much we could love our baby girl. We will never forget our angel baby. We will hold you in Heaven.

Baby J

April 14, 2004
Severe Birth Defects

We waited four years for you to enter our lives and after only 22 weeks we were forced to make a terrible decision. As my heart bleeds today and every day, I know we made the right decision for you. You made me the happiest person in the world. Always know that a day does not go by that I don’t pray and think about you. You will always be apart of me. I hope you found your great grandparents and they are holding you close.

I love you always!

“Sweet Potato”

April 15, 2004
Trisomy 22, Hypoplasia of Right Ventricle

To my little “Sweet Potato”: Loving you was the easiest thing I ever did, it came so naturally. Letting you go was a heart-shattering experience that I may never overcome. I miss all the things we were suppose to do together. Your Daddy and I were looking forward to raising you so much! We love you! You will be in our hearts forever.

Annabel Cecile

May 3, 2004
Hydranencephaly

We sent our sweet angel to be with God because she was diagnosed with hydranencephaly. Her poor head had so much pressure on it her brain never formed and her face was deformed. The doctor said she would not live no matter what. As a special Ed. teacher I knew that she needed to go be with God. We love our angel and cannot wait to hold her again.

Brady Andrew

May 6, 2004 ~ 23 weeks
Trisomy 21

“Forever in our Hearts.” We will always miss you, little boy.

Love,
Mum and Dad

Roman Ray Serna

May 6, 2004
Potter Syndrome

Halo crooked, frog for a toy,
In God’s garden, our angel’s all boy…
Always in our thoughts, forever in our hearts.

We miss you very much,
Hito Roman!

Samuel George

May 7, 2004 ~ 20 weeks
Exstrophy of the Cloaca Sequence

Sammy, you are very loved and we miss you very much. You have touched our lives in so many ways, thank you for the five months you spent with us and the lifetime you’ll spend in our hearts. We will always remember you, our first son as the perfect precious baby boy that you are.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Rosiland Tehani

May 11, 2004 ~ 21.5 weeks
Anencephaly

You had your brothers feet, your fathers hands and my mouth. We love you, we miss you and we will never ever forget you or your sweet face. I hope that you have found mommy and daddy’s two other angels and you are all taking care of one another.

Taygan Robert Parker

May 14, 2004 ~ 21 weeks and 5 days
Trisomy 21

Making the decision to save you from a life of pain and suffering was the hardest thing we have ever done. My heart is broken even though I know it was the right thing to do. Your Auntie Mary is there to take care of you, which gives me comfort. We had so many dreams for your life and now we have to settle for the very short time that we got to spend with you. Mommy and Daddy love you more than you can ever know, our very precious first son. We will see you in our dreams.

Love always and forever,
Mommy, Daddy and Genevieve

Skyler A.Taylor

May 18, 2004
Meckel-Gruber Syndrome

XOXOXO

Rachel Lena

May 19, 2004 ~ 18 weeks, 5 days
Non-Immune Hydrops, Cystic Hygroma, & Turner Syndrome

Our beautiful little baby Rachel, your Daddy and I love you more than we could ever express in words. We waited so long for you and had to say hello and goodbye in our very brief moment together. We will never forget holding you in our arms. We grieve the loss of our hopes and dreams for you. My arms ache for you, but I will carry you in my heart forever. I am different now, not a bad different. I am forever changed by the love I have for you. We will never forget you, our sweet baby girl. We will remember you always.

We miss you and love you,
Your Mommy and Daddy & big sister Sarah

Samuel

May 21, 2004 ~ 18 weeks going on 19 weeks old
Achondrogenesis

There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you. I still feel your flutterkicks and imagine this has all been a dream. A dream. That is all that is left for us now. Our baby boy. To hold you in our arms. To hear your cry. I cannot believe you are gone.

We will love you always,
Mommy, Daddy and your big sister Sara

Tyson Angelo

May 22, 2004 ~ 23 weeks, 4 days
Dandy-Walker Syndrome

Please know that this and every day you are thought of and loved. Your daddy and I know that we will get to see your beautiful face one day and that keeps us going. We love you more than you will ever know and decided to take on the pain and suffering, so you didn’t have to. We thank God that he gave you to us, even if we couldn’t have you for long. You will always be in our hearts.

Love,
Your Mommy and Daddy

Alexander Dale

May 25, 2004 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 21

Mommy loves you and misses you very much, I think about you every day.

Hope Briana

May 26, 2004
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Hydrops

My sweet little girl, your daddy and I will miss you more than you’ll ever know. It was the hardest decision we ever had to make. Please know we loved you so much. We know Grandma Gillies and Grandma Duncan are taking good care of you. You will always be a part of our lives and we will never ever forget you my precious little girl.

We love you and miss you,
Mommy and Daddy, xxx

Eli Ross

May 29, 2004 ~ 21 weeks
Spina Bifida and Arnold-Chiari Malformation

Making the decision to put you into God’s hands was the toughest decision your daddy and I have ever had to make. We wanted you more than ever but knew it wasn’t fair to let you live a life full of pain and suffering. Instead, we chose to live with the pain of missing you, so you can live on in peace. Seeing you for the first time was the best moment of our lives, but letting you go was the worst. I miss you terribly every minute of every day, but you live on in our hearts. I can’t wait to hold you again, Eli!

Love you more than you’ll ever know,
Mommy and Daddy

Reese Elle Migneault

May 29, 2004 ~ 24 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

I loved you with all my heart from the moment that I learned I was pregnant with you. You were given the chance of life, but you were taken from us early. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing if you were meant to be here with us, then you would be, but if not, there was a better plan for you. You were born an Angel and are missed every single day.

Love, Mommy, Daddy, Bailee, Logan, & Camer

Thomas James Gonsalves

May 30, 2004 ~ 24 ½ weeks

My sweet little boy, how we all miss you so much. I wish I could have kept you safe and warm forever. Our decision was made in love, love for you! Not a day goes by that we do not think of you. You are our forever Angel watching over us. Your big brothers speak of you daily and I know your new little brother will, too. I know we will see you again some day; until then you are in our hearts!

Love,
Da, Mama, Matthew, Joseph & John

Emily Hope

Born still on June 3 ~ 23 weeks and 6 days
Severe Hydrocephalus and Ventricular Septic Defect

Hurting so badly and want you back. We can’t think of anything but you.

Baby Girl

4 June, 2004 ~ 15 weeks
Trisomy 21

I miss you every day. You will never be forgotten. I am so sorry.

Love,
Mummy, Daddy and your sisters xx

Ashlee Elizabeth

June 10, 2004 ~ 26 weeks
Polymicrogyria

I will always remember my wittle duckie.

Love forever and ever,
Mommy

Ava

June 16, 2004
Trisomy 21

You are our precious little butterfly who is flying around us every day watching over us. Mommy and Daddy love you more than you could ever know and letting you go was the hardest decision we have ever made. We love you and want you to know how much you are missed each and every day. Until we are together again, you are in our hearts always. Good bye to our butterfly!

Mommy, Daddy and A.C. xoxo

Amanda Berniece

June 9, 2004

My sweet angel girl, there isn’t a day that goes by in which I don’t think about you and wish I could hold you, but I know in my heart you’re always around. Someday in heaven I’ll hold you in my arms again. You’ll always have a piece of my heart that belongs only to you. You blessed our lives more than you could ever know. We love you with all our hearts.

We will always miss you!
Mommy & Daddy

Maddison Jack

June 17, 2004 ~ 19 weeks, 4 days
Anencephaly

Letting you go was the hardest thing we have ever had to do. Not a day goes past that we don’t think of our beautiful baby girl. Rest in peace our sweet Maddy.

Love,
Mummy, Daddy and family

Remy

June 18, 2004 ~ 16 weeks
Trisomy 21

Thank you for the amazing honor of being your mother and your earthly shelter for four months and for trusting me to make this devastating decision to let you go. I know you are safe now and your perfect soul lives forever. I love you so deeply my sweet boy and am grateful for the wisdom that my love for you has given to me.

Love forever,
Your mommy Amy

Sophie

June 18, 2004 ~ 11 weeks
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma

My darling little girl, mine and your dad’s hearts ache for you so much, you were so wanted, so loved, we so wanted to hold you in our arms. It has been three weeks since we parted (18.06.04) and I’ve cried for you every day and will until I can hold you in my arms. Wait for me Sophie, we will be together some day. You would have been the best daughter and best sister to your two brothers. Your pain has stopped now but ours will live inside our hearts forever. Please forgive us. Sleep well, Sophie.

All our love and more,
Mummy and Daddy.

Aiden Bradley

June 22, 2004
Trisomy 18

Baby Jackson

Released to God June 26, 2004
Premature rupturing of membranes

We love you now and always little peanut. Take care of your sister who is an angel also. If love could keep us alive you would never have left.

Loved and remembered always by your mom and dad.

E. Thomas Ai De

June 29, 2004 ~ 19 Weeks

Returned to the loving arms of our Lord through the heartbreaking choice of his devastated parents.

Your big sister was so happy your were a boy. “I’ll call him Ed!” she exclaimed.The name just stuck. We were sure you’d get a proper name when we saw your beautiful face in November. Trisomy 13 interrupted that chance. We miss you desperately. We love you deeply. We did the best we could to spare you pain and suffering.

Mommy & Daddy

Grace Aine

30 June 2004 ~ 21 weeks, 5 days
Trisomy 13 and Alobar Holoprosencephaly

My first, most wanted and loved child. A true angel, my heart aches for you. The short time we spent together was the happiest in my life I adored you and all my plans for the future revolved around you. I can’t believe that life can be so cruel, but I know you must be in heaven little angel. Mummy loves you more than anything and we’ll always have a special bond.

Take care Precious. You are forever in my heart.

All my Love,
Mummy

Mason Trent

July 2, 2004 – 9:36 pm, 20.5 weeks
Acrania

We love you very much and you will be missed every day.

Love,
Daddy, Mommy and Keely

Nathan David Eastman

July 2, 2004
Preterm Premature Rupture of Membrains

Our beloved son, brother and grandson, we love you and miss you. You are in our hearts always. I’ll never know for sure if we did the right thing or not. God forgive me if we didn’’t. God bless your innocent soul forever.

Alexandra

July 6, 2004 ~ 22 ½ weeks
Achondrogenesis Type II

Our beloved angel, Alexandra, we miss you so much. We love you. Someday, we’ll hold you in our arms again and let you feel our love. You will never be far from our minds — never forgotten.

We love you always,
Momma and Daddy

McKenzie Brianne

Born to God’s Angels July 13, 2004 ~ 27 weeks
Trisomy 13

McKenzie, you will be forever loved and missed by your Mommy, Daddy and Big Brother. When God sends forth a tiny soul to learn the ways of earth, a mother’s love is waiting here; we call this wonder birth. When God calls home a little soul and stills a fleeting breath, a Father’s love is waiting there; this too is birth, not death.

Lyndie Jane Brown

July 14, 2004 ~ 18 weeks
Trisomy 18

Giving you back to God was the hardest decision I have ever had to make. I know it was the right decision for you though. I couldn’t watch you be born only to suffer for the very short time you would be with us on earth. I love you and wanted you so much. You will always be part of our family and will always be remembered. You taught us so much in the tiny amount of time you stayed with us. God holds you in heaven until I can hold you myself.

Love,
Mommy, Grady, Aunt Peggy, Mary-Kate, Papa and Grandma

Joseph Roman aka Little Joey (LJ)

Friday, July 23, 2004 ~ 22 weeks
Severe Hydrocephalus

You’ve left an imprint in my heart and life that will never go away. Loving you has changed my whole view of the world. I long to hold you and let you know that Mami and Papi are here for you but I understand you are with God now. You will forever be in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. Rest in peace my little heart. Until we meet again …

Love,
Mami & Papi

Baby Boy Phillips

July 30, 2004
Lungs not developed & cysts on kidneys caused by a blockage in the urethral valve

The only thing that eases the pain a little is to know that you have no pain now and you are in heaven with your “Nana.” I hope in time the pain will dull, I know your memory never will. There is a very special place in my heart just for you, my baby boy. I love you.

Love,
Mommy

Baby Beck

July 30, 2004 ~ 19 weeks
Trisomy 21

Our little hummingbird came and went so quickly, but left a permanent imprint on our hearts and souls. Through the sorrow we have gained many gifts and we thank you for your immense impact on our lives. We are changed forever, for the better. Our hearts dance and smile every time we think of you.

Love,
Kristen and Steve

Zachary Tyler

August 2, 2004 ~ 26 weeks
Severe Dandy-Walker Malformation

Zacky, letting you go was the hardest thing we’ve ever had to do, but we did it out of love and compassion for our little boy. We miss you deeply and we will always love you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Aedon Tyler

August 2, 2004

We miss and love you so very much. If we could have changed things we would have. We only wanted you to be healthy and happy. Please watch over us and know that there is not one day that passes when we do not think about you and how much we miss you and the joy you gave us.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy and little brother Trent

Alden Merrill

August 8, 2004
Trisomy 18 (with an intestinal anomaly)

We were so excited awaiting your arrival. Rich had wanted a brother to play with. We were so excited to find out you were a boy; then further testing showed our precious little baby had Trisomy 18. At 22 weeks gestation we made the heart breaking choice and allowed you to go home with the Lord.

We will love and miss you always,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Rich

Andrew Mark

August 11, 2004
Severe Dandy-Walker Syndrome and Agenesis of the Corpus Callosum

We are so sad that you are not here with us. We will always treasure the short time we had with you. You will be in our hearts forever. We love you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, John and Will

Our Precious Little Girl

August 11, 2004 ~ 20 weeks
Turner Syndrome, cystic hygroma, fetal hydrops and other complications

You were our little angel baby and still are. We love and miss you so much!

Kara and Burke Miller

William Thomas Cowell

11th August, 2004
Hypoplastic Left Heart

We think of you every day and miss you so much. Our hearts will never be the same. We had so many hopes and dreams for us all to share. Until we meet again.

Mummy and Daddy and your big brother, James.

Nicholas Wesley Emerson

August 19, 2004 (22 weeks)
Trisomy 13 & Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

We were so excited to find out you were a boy; then further testing showed our precious little baby had Trisomy 13 & a severe heart defect. Letting you go back to God was the hardest decision we ever had to make. We love you and miss you every day. You will always be missing from our family.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Our dear baby, Khadija

August 20 2004 ~ 3:25p.m. NEMC, Boston
Spina bifida and Hydrocephalus

My dear little angel, letting you go was truly the most difficult decision and the worst day of our lives. I still remember holding you in my arms. You had the sweetest face which will always live in my heart. Not a day goes by when we don’t think about you, my angel. We feel so incomplete now that you are gone. We may still miss you terribly but we know in our hearts that you are so happy in heaven. You will never know pain and you will never have to suffer. We simply can’t wait for the day when we can hold you again and tell you how much you really meant to us. You shall always be with us, in our prayers, our dreams and our hearts.

With all our love and prayers,
Mummy, Abu and Zainab

Rielly Furlong

24 August 2004
Potter Syndrome

Mummy and Daddy love you so much. You will live in our hearts and souls forever. Not a waking hour goes by that I don’t think about you my sweet angel. Sweet dreams, sweetheart. Forever innocent.

Ziggy

Born 25 August 2004 ~ 14.5 weeks
Trisomy 21

To our dear little boy, thank you for being our hope when all hope was lost. You will never know how much you meant to us after losing your big brother.

Love always,
Mummy and Daddy xx

Mackenzie Michelle

Born August 26, 2004
Trisomy 18

We miss you so very much. We find comfort knowing you are with the Lord now. We love you very much Mackenzie!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Jude

Carlee Rose

September 8, 2004
Spina Bifida

My little Rose, you will always have a special place in my heart. I miss you.

Love,
Nanny

Mathew Roger

Born 17 Sept 2004 ~ 23 weeks
Spina Bifida and related brain abnormalities

Mathew, we love and miss you so much. You are so beautiful, with your long fingers and perfect feet, it is hard to believe you are gone. Letting you go was the hardest thing we have ever had to do. That one night we had with you was the most special night and we will remember you always.

Lots of hugs and love and kisses,
Mummy, Daddy, Alice and Isobel

Logan Thomas

September 24, 2004
Severe skeletal dysplasia

Although you were only with us a brief time you will always be in our hearts. May angels keep you close until we meet again.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Conner

Cameron Grace

September 24 2004

So many things we wish to say to you and yet we find ourselves without the time to say them. We held you in our hands and you were so tiny. It was hard to believe that you were ours. We were so very proud to have been chosen to be your parents. We regret not being able to watch learn, grow, laugh and play and having to chance to love. We know you are happy and safe now and no harm will come to you now. We love you and can’t wait to meet you.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy and little brother, Trent

Michael Alexander Williamson

September 28, 2004
Fetal Hydrops

To our Angel Boy: We miss you so much.

Love,
Mom, Dad, Pappa, Nana and all of your family and friends.

Dominic Michael

September 28, 2004
Severe Hydrocephalus

We miss you every day, sweet baby boy. Letting you go was the hardest thing we had to do. We long awaited your arrival and wish you could be here with us, but we know that you aren’t suffering. Sleep in peace my little angel! Until we meet again in heaven …

We love you,
Mommy and Daddy

Emily Marie

October 1, 2004
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Fetal Hydrops and Fatal Heart and Lung Anomalies

We just couldn’t let you suffer anymore, we loved you too much. We had to let you go … We will cherish every moment that you were with us. Thank you for touching our lives. We love you!

Love,
Daddy and Mommy and your big sister, too.

Andrew Reid

October 6, 2004 ~ 24 weeks
Trisomy 21

Our Baby, We will never be the same without you.

All our love,
Mom and Dad

Justin Stafford

October 6, 2004
Chromosome Abnormality

I know that you are safe and happy where you are now, but I can not help but miss you very much.

Grace Noelle

October 3, 2004 ~ 24 weeks
Severe Preeclampsia

I miss my little butterfly. I could have held you forever. Mommy promises: We will meet again.
“And you will always have a part of me
Nobody else is ever going to see
Gracie girl.” — Ben Folds

Love,
Mom, Dad, big brother Ryan and sister Samantha

Austin Grant

October 7, 2004
Congenital Cystic Adensoid Malformation (CCAM), Hydrops

My little boy, you looked just like your Daddy. I’ll never forget your sweet face. I can see you in my mind, always. I miss you every day. I’m so sorry I couldn’t make you healthy and keep you with me always. You are always in my heart.

Love,
Your Mommy.

Sapphire Holly

15 October, 2004
Down Syndrome

She had beautiful black hair, long black eyelashes and rosy cheeks. I fell in love with her immediately and wish she was here now. Our beautiful little Sapphire Holly will remain with us forever but has gone to play with the angels.

Love from your mummy and daddy,
We love you Sapphire.

Catherine Mary

Sent to Heaven October 15, 2004 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 18

Catherine, we miss you terribly. Our arms and hearts ache to hold you and kiss you. We will always hold you dear in our hearts. Your brothers miss you. Not a day goes by that we don’t think of you.

Love,
Mom, Dad, Owen and Aidan

Naiya Charlotte

October 16, 2004 ~ 25 weeks
Spina Bifida Meningomyelocele, Hydrocephalus

I miss my daughter so much, but I take comfort in knowing that she is in a better place. She would have suffered a great deal here on earth. I thank God for taking care of her until I too go home.

Kyan Marazzo

Born on October 19, 2004 ~ 19 weeks and 3 days
Trisomy 21

Kyan, you taught me so much about love in the short time you were in my life. You will forever be in my heart, baby boy. Daddy loves you too. You will always be Daddy’s little soldier and Mommy’s little Angel.

Love,
Mommy

Anna Rosa

27 October 2004
Down Syndrome

I will always love and miss you my sweet baby girl. I will carry you forever in my heart. I will never forget you.

All my love and kisses,
Mummy x

Reilly Joy

October 28, 2004
Trisomy 21

We loved you from the moment we found out about you. We loved you enough to suffer so you didn’t have to. Your name means courageous. That is what we will have to be to live through the desperate sadness that we feel and the longing to hold you in our arms. You are in God’s arms and you are whole and perfect and safe. We love you and miss you and will never ever forget you. Rest well our precious baby girl.
Love from Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Aidan

Baby Harrison

Born on November 3, 2004
Trisomy 18

My baby boy, I’ve waited and dreamed of you for years … only to have to let you go. I miss you. My heart aches for you. You will always be loved …

Mommy, Daddy and your big sister.

Hannah Wheatley

November 5, 2004
Trisomy 18

You were our much wanted baby girl. You will always be in our thoughts. We miss you so much. Sleep well my angel.

Love always,
Mommy and Daddy x.

Andrew

November 9, 2004 (27 weeks)
Agenesis of the Corpus Callosum

For over six and half months I lovingly carried you. It was wonderful feeling life inside of me. Although you are now gone I will still feel you in my heart and soul. You will always be close to me.

With much love,
Your Mommy

Reider

November 10, 2004, 20 weeks
Trisomy 21, heart and kidney Defects

My late life surprise …
My momentary dream …
My little third son …
My child forever …

Dominique Wijaya

November 12, 2004

Dear Dominique,
Although Mama and Papa never got a chance to hold you, you will always be in our heart. We will always love you so much …

Riley Dominique Horsley

November 12, 2004
Trisomy 18

Our beautiful little Riley … How happy we were when we found out we were pregnant. Mommy and Daddy loved you so very much and we will never ever forget you. I am so sorry that we will never get to hold you again or give you all that you need. You would have been the perfect little cheerleader (or whatever you dreamed to be)! You made us parents for the first time. You are our little princess!

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Girl Irish

Hydrocephalus and Myelomeningocele

My baby girl Irish, we love you so much. We sent you to a better place for now but we know you’ll be back when you get better. God bless you baby girl!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Gavin

Our Little Angel

November 17, 2004 ~ 22 weeks

Words alone cannot describe the love we feel for you nor the sorrow we hold in our hearts to not have you with us. We didn’t want to let you go. You are always in our thoughts, prayers and dreams. While we only had you with us for a short while, you brought us enough joy and love to last a lifetime.
We love you with all of our hearts.

Your Mommy and Daddy

Star Daniella Dascoli-Marques

November 17, 2004
Severe Spina Bifida with severe brain abnormalities

May our baby girl shine in heaven and suffer no more. May she watch over us and always feel our strong devoted love to her.

Much love,
Mommy and Daddy

Gwen Clarise

November 19, 2004 ~ 18 weeks

There were so many things wrong with your little body that they told us you would suffer if we prolonged your life. And loving you as much as we do, we didn’t want to put you through that. So we had to make the hardest choice of our lives and let you go before we even had a chance to know you. We miss you and love you so much.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Emma Lynn

December 9, 2004
Trisomy 21 and hydrocephalus

She will always be my beautiful daughter, my rose I never was able to see grow. May she watch over me and our family and know we loved her enough to release to her the most beautiful garden we know, Heaven.

Love,
Her Mama

My Lil’ Squiggly

December 22, 2004
Anencephaly

You are our sweet Angel. May you always be warm and safe as you watch over us from Heaven.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy (Mollie Sue & Michael James)

Olivia

December 27, 2004
Skeletal Dysplasia

She was brought into our lives with great surprise and taken away too soon. Her family loves her with all their hearts. God now holds Olivia in his arms where it is safe. May we never forget this gift that was given to us, even though she was taken away. Her family now has a special angel to greet them to the doors of heaven when it is our time. We love you and miss you!

Sincerely,
Your Family

Our EWP Babies 2003

Lucy Moore

3 January, 2003 ~ 20 Weeks
Exomphalos

Our little girl, only 20 weeks old. We let you go because we love you, we had no choice. You have a baby brother Alex and I will make sure he knows all about you. He is already trying to say your name. We love you sweetheart.
(I miss you you my darling Lucy, I think of you every day, and the pain doesn’t seem to ever go away. I would give anything to hold you in my arms again ~ Mummy x)

Lots of love,
Mummy, Daddy and Alex xxx

Mathew Riley

January 7, 2003, 6:54am ~ 21 weeks
Anencephaly

To our sweet baby boy, you were in our arms briefly but have touched our lives forever. We miss you so much. We know you are a guardian angel for your brother and sisters, they will always know that they have a big brother and he was loved very much. “Lord, I wanted to hold my little boy on my lap and tell him about You. But since I never had that chance, will You please hold him on Your lap and tell him about me?”

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Nicholas, Hannah & your baby sister Julianna

Felka

January 10, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 21

We let the angels come and take you as they had a special place for you in heaven, just as you will always have a special place in our hearts.

With regrets for what could never be,

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Jake.

Sweet Baby Girl

January 15, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Hydrops

We love you sweetie, and miss you every day. You will always be a part of our family, Madeline’s “brothersister” and our second daughter. We are so sad you had to go, and we hope you are at peace now. It is so unfair that we cannot hold you in our arms, but we hold you in our hearts forever.

Until we meet again, all our love,
Mommy, Daddy, Madeline and your grandparents

Madison Alexis

January 17, 2003
Meckel-Gruber Syndrome

Little baby Madison was born one day. Yet we’ll never hear you cry, or laugh, or play. For some reason the Lord took you away. We’ll never get to watch you grow. But you’re in Heaven this we know. We love you so much cutie.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Tristan Anastas

Born to heaven on 1-17-03 ~ 21.5 Weeks
Triploidy and other serious anomalies

My third born son, ironically you were due on Memorial Day. Your father and I wanted to meet you and hold you, but most of all we wanted to protect you. Your big brothers Noah and Asher wanted to play with you so badly. They asked me when I told them you had gone to heaven; if heaven had playgrounds and lots of toys for you to play with. They wanted to make sure that heaven was good enough for you. I know this earth with all its technology would not keep you from suffering, so we chose to let you go be with your brothers and sister (previous miscarriages) We all love you, we chose your name very carefully: Tristan means bold and Anastas means resurrection (just in case you can come back later to see us)

Love,
Your Mother, Father, and two big brothers

Ethan William

January 27,2003 9:43pm ~ 23 weeks
Trisomy 18, Heart Defect (only had 3 chambers)

It has only been a week since I saw your sweet face. Letting you go was the hardest choice Daddy and I had to make. I hope you know how much we love you and wanted you so. You were the baby we prayed for, and the baby we had to let go. We are blessed to have had you for the short while we did. Words cannot describe the emptiness we feel, yet at the same time, the comfort we have of knowing that you will never suffer and you’re in a better place. So be peaceful, my sweet angel, and until we meet again, we will play in my dreams. I will hold you in my heart forever. We love you sweet angel Ethan!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Big sissy Ashley and big brother Nicholas XXXXOOOO

Lily Grace

Born to heaven January 30, 2003
Trisomy 9, Dandy-Walker Anomality and Cogenital Heart Defects

My little one, I love you so much and I wanted you more than anything. I went to everyone I could but no one gave us hope. I didn’t want you to suffer or live a life filled with pain, so we released you back to God. Now you are perfect in every way.

We love you and miss you very much,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Emily

Released to God January 30, 2003
Potter Syndrome

No words can express how we feel about losing you.We love you very much. You will always be a part of our lives and we will never forget you. You are in our hearts and prayers.

Forever loved by your Mom and Dad

Travis Dean

January 31, 2003
Trisomy 21

We will always remember you, love you and miss your presence. We know you are now in Heaven, wrapped in God’s love and we hope that one day we will see you there.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy, Ashleigh and Danielle

Grace Marie

February 2, 2003 – 10:41 p.m. ~ 23 weeks
Severe Hydrocephalus and other brain abnormalities

Oh, Grace your mommy and daddy loved and wanted you so much. You will always be our firstborn baby girl. We think about you every moment of every day. We will never forget your sweet, precious little face. The small amount of time we shared with you will never be forgotten. You are truly our little angel in heaven now. We long for the day we get to hold you again. We love and miss you very much.

Your Mommy and Daddy

Annika Loraye

February 4, 2003
Trisomy 21

Our little angel. We love you and miss you terribly.

Your Mommy and Daddy

Our First Baby Girl

February 6, 2003
Anencephaly

You were loved right from the beginning and for four-and-a-half months as you lived in inside me. We had so many hopes for you. We are sad that we never met you but your are in our hearts and minds daily.

We love you baby girl,
Mommy and Daddy

Angelica

February 7, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Severe Hydrocephaly

Angelica, you will always be remembered & loved.

Kylie Elisabeth
February 7, 2003 9:10 pm 1 lb. 9 oz. – 11 inches
Faith Elisabeth
February 7, 2003 4:42 pm 5.5 oz. – 6 ¾ inches
Hope Elisabeth

February 7, 2003 4:06 pm 5.2 oz. – 7 ½ inches
Identical Triplets, Turner Syndrome

It has only four days since we held you and my arms ache to hold you again. I see your precious faces and my heart breaks to touch you. Some people only dream of angels, we held ours in our arms. I will never forget you and I will carry you all with me every day. We find comfort in knowing love is all you knew. We miss you dearly.

Love,
Your Mommy and Daddy

Angelica Deann

February 7, 2003 – 11:15 p.m. ~ February 8, 2003 – 3:25 a.m. Potter Syndrome

Parents: Dana and Mark
Has a little sister, Kaila, born July 29, 2004

Our Little Baby

February 14, 2003
Cystic Hygroma

If I could hold you I’d say I’m sorry for any pain you might have experienced, and tell you I love you and you will never be forgotten. Mommy, Daddy, and your two older brothers who were all waiting to see you. We will someday.

Samantha

February 15, 2003
Polycystic Kidney Disease

You will always be a part of us and in our hearts forever.

Sadie Ann

February 19, 2003 at 5:30 p.m.
Anencephaly and Rachischisis

How very softly you tiptoed into our world. Almost silently, only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your footsteps have left upon our hearts. You will forever be missed

We love you.
Mommy, Daddy and big sis, Isabel

Alicia Renee

February 20, 2003 ~ 19 weeks
Anencephaly

Even thought we had a short time with you we will always cherish the time we were able to hold you and love you. You will never be forgotten and we will miss you ’til the day we are together again. With love that never ends.

Your family,
Daryl, Amy and Your big sister Desiree

Baby Boy Tyler

February 20, 2003 ~ 20 weeks ~ 11oz, 11″ Ring Chromosome 6, Dandy-Walker Malformation & Heart Defects

We wanted you so much to be mommy and daddy to you. We will remember your little face and keep you in our hearts forever.

We love you Tyler

Matthew

February 21, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Spina Bifida and Arnold-Chiari Malformation

We’ll always treasure the 21 and a half weeks you spent with us. Please know that Mommy, Daddy and Megan love you so much. We wanted nothing more than to hold you in our arms, but now we’re just going to have to wait a little longer. We love and miss you so much. A piece of our hearts went up to heaven with you. We will never forget you and we look forward to finally being able to hold you and kiss you.

With all of our love,
Mommy, Daddy and Megan

Hunter Dowell Anderson

February 22, 2003 ~ 22 weeks
Trisomy 21 along with Echogentic Focus in the heart

Hunter, we love and miss our precious baby boy. Mommy and Daddy will keep your hockey skates sharpened and your pucks ready to go when we meet you again on that ice rink in heaven. We are so sorry we will not be able to hold you in our arms in July, but know we hold you in our hearts every day.

Always in our hearts,
Mommy and Daddy Anderson

Samantha Ann

February 25, 2003 at 5:02 a.m. ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 21 & Heart Defect

Although we held you for only a brief moment in time, you have and will continue to touch our lives forever. You will forever be our daughter and your brother’s sister. Your memory will live inside us until we see you again. We love you Samantha.

Mom, Dad and Big Brother

Amy Grace

February 26, 2003 ~ 20.5 weeks
Trisomy 7q/13

Our beautiful angel, rest in your dreams, The love that we send you is more than it seems. And when you awaken, awaken in peace, And know that we held you while you were asleep.
Amy, we loved you and wanted you so much, but we couldn’t make you suffer just for us. We will never forget the little girl who came into our lives silently and touched our hearts forever!

Love from Mummy, Daddy & Aden

Baby Brooks

February 27, 2003 ~ 1lb. 7 oz 12 ½ inches long ~ 25 weeks
Anencephaly

Your mommy and daddy miss our Angel so very much! I could have held you in my arms for all eternity, but now I will have to wait. We cherish the time we were able to spend with you and will remember you forever.

With love always,
Your Mommy and Daddy

Addison Olivia

March 2, 2003
Anencephaly

Some people only dream of angels … but we held one in our arms. We may have only had 47 minutes with you but you will always hold a special place in our hearts.

We love you,
Daddy, Mommy, big brother Dalton, and big sister, Reagan Faith

Jaden Alexander

March 3, 2003 ~ 23 weeks, 5 days Trisomy 21

Not a day goes by that I don’t long to see you and wish that your daddy and I didn’t have to let you go. We were anxiously waiting on your arrival and making plans for you. I know that you are in God’s care and I will see you again someday.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Brother

Corey Taylor Williams

March 4, 2003

My precious baby, desperate times call for desperate measures. I am sorry things turned out the way they did. I am sorry you didn’t get your chance to live. But you see, mommy wasn’t healthy, and I couldn’t have you. My head was very ill, so ill, that I couldn’t have a baby. Maybe in another lifetime, I will have you. I love you so much. See you soon …

Mary Ellen

March 10, 2003
Severe Hydrocephalus and Trisomy 21

I held your fragile body in my arms today. And, I cried as I knew you could not stay. My heart shattered the moment they took you away. Time may ease the pain, but I know my heart will forever ache because I will forever love my little lost angel.

Faith Elizabeth

March 14, 2003 ~ 17 weeks
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma,and Fetal Hydrops

Sweet baby girl, you were so very wanted. My heart aches for you every day. I know with time my heart won’t hurt so much but I will always remember and cherish you.

Amelia Lyle

March 21, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

My first baby girl,
We were so shattered to have to say goodbye to you so soon.
Your Daddy and I loved you more than words can ever express.
I wish we had the chance to meet you, even if only once,
but now and forever always know my precious girl, my eyes adored you.

All our love always…
Mummy, Daddy and your two baby sisters, Sian & Elisa

Little Angel Lewis

March 24, 2003
Trisomy 21

Goodbye little one. We loved you from the first moment I knew you were there, it breaks our hearts that we had to do this. We did not want you to suffer for one minute – it would have been too cruel for all of us. I will treasure your picture forever.

Love,
Mummy, Daddy, Rebecca, Olivia and big brother Daniel

Angel Rose

March 25, 2003
Trisomy 18

You touched our lives for a short time, yet we know you are in our hearts forever. We feel you, We love you,
and we thank you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy XOXO

Gabriel Isaac

March 26, 2003 ~ 24 weeks
Anencephaly

Sweet Gabriel, Mommy and Daddy love and miss you. We look forward to holding you again in Heaven. We think of you every day and love you with all of our hearts. You have changed our lives and we have been so blessed.

We love you,
Mommy and Daddy

Olivia Grace

March 28, 2003 ~ 22 Weeks, 3 days
Trisomy 21

My sweet angel, Olivia: Although you have never felt my arms around you or my lips kissing your sweet neck, I hope you feel my love wrapped tightly around you in heaven. We love you so much and miss you terribly. There is not an hour that goes by that I don’t think of you, my arms and body ache for you my dear Olivia. I know that Daddy and I will see you in heaven someday.

Love,
Momma and Daddy

Chris and Jamie

April 3, 2003 ~ 11 weeks
Thoracopagus Conjoined Twins

We never got a chance to hold you, but we will always love you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Lizzie

Baby Girl Drescher

April 5, 2003
Trisomy 21

You will always be in my heart. I hope you are free to live in a healthy body. I love you always.

Ashley Grace

April 9, 2003
Trisomy 18

My precious baby girl, I love you with all my heart and miss you terribly. I think about you every day and know that you are in Heaven above looking down on me, Daddy and your brother Ryan, born 6-2-2004. Sending you to Heaven was the hardest choice I have ever had to make, but I know in my heart it was the best thing for you. One day I will join you in Heaven and we will be together forever.

Love Forever,
Mommy

Baby Jesse Anthony

April 11, 2003 – 5:01am ~ 26 weeks
Fragile X, Echogenic Focus

To my fatty boy almost 3 pounds and 15 inches, you’re so cute you just look like you’re sleeping. I wish I could just hold you forever. It was the most horrible day of my life when we made the choice. I kept thinking “Why? This is not happening – how can I do this to this to my baby?” Then it was all so clear I had to do it for you. For that sweet baby inside me it was the right choice we made so you could be free. I gave up my heart, soul and sanity for you. I hope you understand. I dressed you at the mortuary and placed you in your coffin and kissed you all over and said, ” I did it for you, Jesse.” Jesse we will see you one day. Until then, your daddy and I will miss you every minute and think about our handsome son every day. You will never be replaced and never forgotten. I carry you with me everywhere I go.

Love you more than you’ll ever know,
Mom and Dad

Nathaniel Adam

April 16, 2003 – 20 weeks
Hydrocephalus, Spina Bifida & Heart Defects
(heart located in the wrong place)

We loved you from the minute we found out you were with us. We looked forward to meeting you, loving you and protecting you. Although we never got to meet you, we loved you and did our best to protect you. A part of our hearts were taken with you on the day we had to let you go. There isn’t a second that goes by that we don’t think of you and long for your return. We know that you now feel no pain – just happiness & Love,
which is all we ever wanted for you. You have changed our lives and will live forever in our hearts.

Until we meet again – we love you so much!
Mommy, Daddy & your big sister (who was so looking forward to having you in her life) Adrianna

Our Sweet Baby

April 17, 2003, at 1:10 PM ~ 16 Weeks
Holoprosencephaly

Our dearest Angel, how long we tried and waited for your arrival. Although the day will never come when we can hold you in our arms you will always hold a very special place in our hearts. I can only believe that we made the right decision and that you are in a far better and happier place. We hope and pray that God will watch over you. Please watch over your brother Nicholas so that he may live a happy and healthy life. We love you so very much and will miss you more than words can say.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and brother Nicholas

Chase Jacob

April 26, 2003
Nonfuctional Cystic Kidneys

My precious son, you were so badly wanted. You big sister was so looking forward to your arrival. As we held you, we thought how sweet you looked. I as so sorry that this is how it had to be. I hope that it is wonderful wherever you are and I am glad that you never had to suffer for a minute. Go in peace, you will never be forgotten.

We love you very much,
Mommy, Daddy and Abby

Arkin Dominic

April 28, 2003 ~ 19 Weeks
Spina Bifida, Chiari Malformation, Kidney Failure, Hydrocephalus

Born to heaven.

I still miss the swoosh of your rolls in my tummy, the little kicks that were so strong despite you being so sick. I know you have no pain now that you are with the Lord in heaven, but we will always think of what could not be. We love you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Girl Hodgson

April 29, 2003
Turner Syndrome

We all miss you and love you so much! Although we can’t be with you, we know your Grandma will take good care of you!

All our love,
Auntie Wuzz and Uncle Moose XOXOXO

Sidney, Jr. May 2, 2003
Trisomy 18

You are thought of often and missed.

We love you always,
Mommy and Daddy

Our Precious Baby Boy “Rosebud”

May 3, 2003 ~ 21 weeks ~ EDD 9/16/03
Trisomy 21

Our sweet second son…..we love you so much. Your spirit is healthy, bright, and whole as it should be … what a shame that your physical body and mind in this realm would not have matched it. You deserve to be the perfect spirit that you are …without pain, illness, suffering, and sadness. We look forward to that wonderful day in Heaven when we can be with you. “Our hearts still ache in sadness, and secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you, no one will ever know”

Greatly loved and missed by Mommy, Daddy, and big brother, Quinn

Dominic

May 7, 2003 – 18 weeks
Trisomy 18

You had all 10 perfect little fingers and perfect little toes. You were tiny and perfect, and I hope to see you someday and hold you longer. I wish I had spent more time with you. Your daddy says he’s sorry that he couldn’t protect you, but that we know you are safe now. We love you,
Dominic.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Cassidy

Aimee Grace

May 7, 2003 ~ 24 weeks
1 lb, 1 oz – 9 inches –
Anencephaly

Our precious angel: Spread your wings my little one, and go where you must go, but please remember as you leave, your family loves you so. You are loved and missed very much. We think about you every day. Lots of hugs & kisses to you in heaven. Keep watching over us, we know that you are.

With all our love,
Mommy, Daddy, Kayla & Erin

Theresa Rose

May 11, 2003
Trisomy 21

Our little angel. We miss you very much. You will always be in our hearts.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, and big sisters Mikhaila and Brittany

Mya

May 13, 2003
Giant Omphalocele

Mya, short for My Angel, I will always love you. You are my firstborn, my daughter, and my heart. I miss you terribly.

Yasmine

May 15, 2003 ~ 23 weeks ~ 6.8 ounces, 8 ½ inches
Anencephaly

Forever in our hearts and dreams. We will love and think about you always.

Love,
Daddy, Mommy and Zoe

Nathan Gordon

May 21, 2003, 1:05am Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

You will always be our little angel. Mommy and Daddy can’t wait for the day until we will meet again. You were our first child and you will never be replaced. You touched our hearts in more ways than you can ever imagine. We love you more than anything else in this entire world and will never forget the moment we saw our beautiful baby boy. We know that you are in a better place and will never have to feel any pain.

Love always and forever, our little boy!
Mommy and Daddy

Ashleigh Nicole

May 22, 2003
Hydrocephalus

Mommy and Daddy’s little angel. I knew from the moment that I saw you that you were just too beautiful and too perfect for Earth. I think God wanted to keep you all for himself. I want you to know that Mommy and Daddy miss you so much. Although you are not here with us, you are never forgotten and always in our hearts. Some day we will be a family but until then, keep watching over us and wait until we can be together.

With all our love and prayers,
Mommy and Daddy

Jailen Vashuan

May 21, 2003
Spina Bifida and Multiple Anomalies

Our precious baby boy, how we miss you! I can never put into words the pain and anguish we felt and are still feeling having to make the toughest decision in our lives and return you to heaven. I will never be complete again ’til the day I can hold you in my arms. Your being will always be in our hearts, mind and soul. Please forgive us for having made this decision. Daddy and I only wanted a world for you that is happy and joyous never with any suffering and pain, this world would have only brought that. Although you never got to breath in the air that touched you on that day daddy and I breath, taste, touch, love and earn for you every single day. Jailen do you hear us when we talk to you? When we throw you kisses? When we pray for you? Have you seen mommy and Tio’s tattoos with your name? I hope you like them. We just wanted to have you with us everywhere we go. Daddy is getting his next. Jailen We love you with every breath we take and every beat of our hearts, always know and feel that, okay? Mommy and Daddy will one day be with you and we will all be the family we couldn’t be here on earth.

Loving you for all eternity,
Mommy, Daddy, your brothers Jarret & Jarin and your sister Jaden

Braelyn Nichole

May 27, 2003 ~ 22 weeks
Severe Dwarfism

My heart is heavy under the pain I bear, left with so little, yet so much to share. A tiny box holds all my memories of you, How do I go on, what can I do. The day you were born, I held you in my hand, as time slipped by like the hourglass full of sand. To soon your heart ceased to beat, your soul made the journey for God to meet. I’ve been told you have forgiven me, that you understand why I had to set you free. Please know, my tiny baby girl, that my love is true, as I wait for the day I will again hold you.

We love you in this life and beyond,
Mommy, Daddy, Brandon, Brianna, & Brittney

Beth

June 5, 2003 at 10:35 a.m. ~ 265 grams, ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 21

Our sweet little Beth, we miss you so much.We love you so much. We only held you for a brief time, but you will always be in our hearts and minds. Dear God, take care of our little one. May she never know pain and suffering, only the love she felt in my womb.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Isabelle Danielle

May 14 – June 5, 2003

An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby’s birth. Then whispered as she closed it … “Too beautiful for earth.” You will walk with me for my entire life and are in my heart always.

Love,
Mommy

Tara

June 12, 2003 – 17weeks, 1 day
Hydrocephalus and Spina Bifida

We never saw your smile, or guided your first steps.You never said a word, yet spoke to the very depths of our souls like a breeze that rustles the leaves in the trees and then is gone. We will always hear your heartbeat in the wind, and may you always feel our undying love…until we meet again, dearest baby girl.

Yours always and in all ways,
Mom and Dad

“Tiny Girl”

June 13, 2003 ~ 19 Weeks
Trisomy 18

We love and miss you more than you will ever know.

Hope for the future … Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Rudy too

Ray

June 13, 2003, 7.4 ounces, 8 inches ~ 24 weeks

With heavy hearts, and empty arms …We set you free. The lessons of love you brought to our family has changed us forever. You had a purpose, and it was done! Thank you little Ray!

With all our Love,
Mom, Dad, and Danielle

Olivia West

June 18, 2003 ~ 8:24 a.m.
Trisomy 21

Our beautiful angel, your mommy and daddy miss you so much. Words cannot explain the deepest pain that we feel in our hearts. Every day we will think of you and pray that you are at peace and know that you are loved. Tears and heartache, how we wish you were here. How we desperately need you near. How selfish of me to want you in this place. You are at peace with no pain on your sweet little face. Mommy’s heart is broken, pain without end. You are forever my angel, Daddy’s little girl, our friend. We will see you again in another time another place. Your memory we will never erase. The sweetest thing I have ever known. Olivia with you I will never be alone.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Neve Parker

Jun 20, 2003 – 20 weeks
Triploidy

In our arms for such a brief time but in our hearts forever

Mummy, Daddy and sister Lauren will miss you very much, but will think of you every day

Baby B

June 25, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Trisomy 12

We were looking forward to your arrival. We had pictured our life together, going to the zoo, the first time you played with the dog, your first day of school. We know that God had other plans for you, but we love and miss you every day.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Baby Laci

Jun 26, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma

Our first miracle that God had other plans for, just know that Daddy and I loved you every second of every day and we will always remember you, the sunshine of our lives, the missing piece.We will hold you one day.

Love you always,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Christopher

June 26, 2003 ~ 23 weeks
Trisomy 13

Forever in our hearts

Love,
Mommy

Murphy Jones

July 2, 2003 ~ 20 Weeks, 4 Days
Trisomy 21

Hello Murphy, we are so sorry to be apart from you, but our desire to share our lives together was overcome by a desire to set you free to play in a world without pain or limitations. We hope you’re riding the wind moving swift and free. Know that wherever you go you’ll always be our loved baby boy.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Matthew James

July 9, 2003 ~ 19 weeks
Trisomy 21

Our little angel we wanted you so much but God is with you now with Grandma and Grandpa. No words can explain how much we will miss you!

‘Til we meet in heaven,
Mom, Dad, Jessica, Drew

Rachel Justine

July 14, 2003 ~ 21 weeks ~ 13.8 oz., 8.75 in.
Trisomy 21

I will honor you by being more compassionate and more loving. Until we meet again, you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Persephone

July 15, 2003
Cystic Hygroma, Hydrops & Turner Syndrome

Under God’s arm you stand keeping watch over us. We ache to see you again. A selfish tear from your parents who love and miss you so much.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Baby Alex

July 15, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Trisomy 18 – Edwards Syndrome

The most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart. Not a day goes by when we don’t think of you and remember your sweet innocent face. We will meet you again one day.

Love,
Mummy and Daddy and big sister, Ellee

Zoe

July 31, 2003
Trisomy 21

Michael Scott

August 2, 2003 ~ 22 weeks
Intrauterine Growth Restriction

I am so sad that you are gone, but so happy that I was able to give birth to you and hold you. Your Daddy is so proud of you too, and so very sad. Your brother and sister miss you and can’t wait to play again with you when they meet you in heaven. I will never hear you cry, or see you throw a ball. I hope you can still feel the love I had for you in my womb as you grew and moved. I miss that so. I am selfish that way, but I will again one day hold you and so will Daddy. Tears roll down my face and I long to kiss you and hold you once more, but you are happy and healthy now. You are always in our hearts and prayers. We miss you so much.

All our Love,
Mommy, Daddy, brother and sister

Sofia

August 3, 2003 ~ 6:44am – 9 oz., 10 inches

We miss you soo much and wish you were here with us. When I held you in my arms, I couldn’t believe how beautiful and perfect you looked. You are our baby girl and always will be. One day we will be together again … until then, just know that your father and I love you with all our hearts and will never forget you.

Always and forever,
Your Mommy and Daddy

Olivia

August 8, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Trisomy 21

Baby girl Olivia – you will be forever in our hearts.

We love you dearly,
Mommy and Daddy

Cecilia Miriam Browne

August 8, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Severe Hydrocephalus, Intrauterine Growth Restriction, Ventricular Septal Defect

We loved you from the minute we found out we were pregnant, we wished for you long before, we will never forget you.You will be in our hearts forever, sweet baby Cecilia.

Remembered by
Mommy & Daddy, Nanna & Pop, Grandma & Vovo, Uncle JJ, Aunt Sarah & Uncle Chal, & cousin Olivia

Our Sweet Baby Girl

August 15, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Encephalocele with Hydrocephalus

I miss you sweet angel. You will forever be in my thoughts and prayers. I know you are in a place that will never cause you pain or suffering, and for that I will always be grateful.

Love,
your Mom and Dad

Angel Alexander

August 15, 2003 ~ 7:50am ~ 22 weeks
Ventriculomegaly, other severe anomalies

Our dearest Angel: Our arms ache to hold you and hug you. We think of you every day and miss you dearly, but we know you are at peace and in a better place. You are forever a part of this family and will forever be in our hearts. We love you more than words can say.

Until we see you again, love you always,
Mama, Papi, and big brothers Tonio and Jordy

Raymond Edward

August 19, 2003
Trisomy 18

Although you are not with us, you are always in our hearts. You have touched our lives in a special way. Your big sister Alexis misses you, she will always be reminded of her baby brother that flies through the heavens. We’ll never understand why this happened, but we hope you know that our decision was made in your own best interest. Until we meet again, please know that you are always with us, and never forgotten.

Love always and forever,
Mommy, Daddy and Alexis

Sweet Baby Rose

August 21, 2003 ~ 2:30am ~ 13oz. 9 inches 23 weeks
Trisomy 18

Our dearest little Rose, when you first showed yourself to us in the form of those double purple lines, we were purely in shock, followed by elation and guarded optimism. After five months of wonder and awe we were put into shock again, except at the opposite end of the elation spectrum. We wanted you so badly, more than anything. But even more than that, we didn’t want you to suffer. We loved you so much but we knew we had to let you go. We’re so sorry sweetie, that nature didn’t provide you with the goods to live the life you deserved. You were so wanted and so loved.

We miss you and love you so much. XOXOXO
Mommy and Daddy

Mary Elizabeth

August 21, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Multiple Anomalies

My dear sweet Mary, we were so sorry for the choice we were forced to make, but when the doctors told us about all you would not be able to over come we felt it was best for you. My heart breaks when I think of what could have been. We have sent you messages a few times since you left us. We hope you know how much we love you and wish you were with us. What would have been your first birthday will soon be here and there will be no little face covered in cake around here. Please know our little angel, you will never be forgotten. You will always be a part of us. I know you are being well looked after where you are. One day we will all be together again.

All our love,
Mommy, Daddy & Gwen

Joseph Michael

August 21, 2003 – 6:20am ~ 21 weeks
47XYY Syndrome

There is not an hour of the day that goes by that you are not in our thoughts … Joseph, we love and miss you so much, and know that you are at peace. When we came home from the hospital and the Northern lights were dancing all over the sky, we knew that you were watching us and that you knew how much we love you. You looked so much like your daddy, that we can clearly see you in our memory always! You will always be our beautiful baby boy. You will always be in our hearts.

With all our love,
your Mommy and Daddy

Natalie Jayne

August 23, 2003
Severe Hydrops, Cystic Hygroma

We know angels are real, because we have one of our own. We can’t hold you in our arms but we hold you safe in our hearts. Thank you for sending us your baby sister.

xxxxx, Love you,
Mummy, Daddy, big sister Charlotte and baby sister Jessica

Cayden Machado

August 28, 2003
Thrombocytopenia

We wanted you so badly, no words could express, the feelings we had for you, our heartfelt happiness. But know this my dear son, we will never say goodbye. No matter how many tears we shed, no matter how many times we cry. We will love you for eternity, in our hearts a special place. For each day we wake up, we will always see your beautiful face. We love you and miss you Cayden and in our hearts you are and forever will remain. My beautiful boy …

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and sister, Breana

Elizabeth Rose

August 26, 2003
Trisomy 18

This was the hardest decision that we have ever had to make baby girl. Oh how much we wanted you. I dreamed of the things that we would do together those things that only a mother and daughter could do.You were the little girl I had always dreamed of. I was dreaming of all the little dresses that you would were and the bows in your hair. When we were given the heartbreaking news of the problems that you would face we had to make a decision. We decided that we didn’t want to see you suffer. You were so tiny and so precious. It was so hard to believe that there was anything wrong with you. I hope you know how much we love you and we miss you.

With heartfelt, everlasting love,
Mommy, Daddy, Steven, Bryant and Jacob

Joshua Emmanuel

August 26, 2003 at 12:15am ~ 20 Weeks
Hydrocephalus & many other anomalies

At first I was afraid to hold your tiny little body in my hands, but I knew in my heart that I would have regretted that decision for the rest of my life. I am very blessed to have seen your beautiful face, and to have held your precious little body in my hands, even if it was only for seconds. I can’t put into words what I am going through or how I am feeling, all I know is that I love and miss you. My baby boy, you will always have a special place in my heart and soul. The one thing that is helping me cope day to day is the fact that I know I will see, hold and kiss you again. Until then I love you Josh.

My eternal love,
Mommy

Rylan Mattison Allen

August 30, 2003
Due February 1, 2004
Anencephaly

Not a day goes by that we don’t think of you. You were our first son, our first child, our everything. In just a short time you made such an impression on our souls. The four months I spent with you were the happiest of my life. Please know that we did what we felt was best. We took the pain so that you didn’t have to. We love you til the end of time and know that one day we will hold you in our arms. “Always in our minds, forever in our hearts.”

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Austin Scott

September 3, 2003
Brain and Kidney Abnormalities

To my little sweet prince, even though I never got to see you or hold you, I miss you and love you with all my heart. I think about you every day. I think now I understand why you came into my life and I will always be grateful. I hope you understand why I had to let you go. Until we meet again, please watch over us, especially your brother and sister. They wanted you for their brother here on earth so badly!

Love and hugs,
Mommy

Ana Maria

September 4, 2003 ~ 28 weeks, 2lbs Agenesis of the Corpus Callosum, Colpocephaly, Cerebellar Hypoplasia

We love you with all our hearts. We just couldn’t see you suffer. We will always miss you.

Until we meet again,
Mom, Dad and your two sisters

Sweet Baby Boy

September 4, 2003 – 16 weeks
Trisomy 21 and Severe Fetal Hydrops

Sweet little guy, we are so sorry that we never got to hold you or see you. So sorry that you never had the chance to do all the things little boys do. You were our first baby and so wanted and loved. You will be forever missed.

We love you,
Mommy and Daddy

Aidan Michael

September 5, 2003
Potter Syndrome

Aidan, although we didn’t get to hold you for as long as we would have liked to, we will hold you in our hearts forever. Please know that we think of you every moment of every day and dream of you every night. There aren’t words to describe just how much we miss you and want to hold you, kiss you, snuggle you just one more time. But we know that in heaven, we will always have our little guardian angel.

Hugs and Kisses Forever,
Mom and Dad

Samantha Jean

September 10, 2003 – 1.0 lbs., 12 in., 22 weeks
Trisomy 13

Forever in our hearts.

Daniel James

September 11, 2003 ~ 26 ½ weeks, 2.48 lbs and 17 inches
Fryns Syndrome, Polycystic Kidney Disease, and Dandy-Walker Malformation

I made the decision to send you to God. I know you’re up there helping him pour out the rain. I bet you already have your wings. I love you baby boy. I’ll see you up there, sweet boy.

Love,
Your Mommy

Angel

September 12, 2003, 1 lb 3 oz
Thanatophoric Dysplasia

We love you forever,
Mommy, Daddy, Ashley, Zachary, Grandma and Grandpa

Our Twin Boys

September 18, 2003 – 21 weeks
Twin B- Ventriculomegaly & Intrauterine Growth Retardation
Twin A- No Known Anomalies

The pain of losing you both is still so hard for us to understand. Our decision was a difficult and agonizing one to make. We feel at peace knowing that one of you would be spared any future suffering, but devasted that the doctors could do nothing to safely save your twin brother. We find comfort in knowing that you boys are together in Heaven where angels belong. My heart will always ache for you and I will long for the day that I can be with you and finally hold you both in my arms.

With everlasting love,
Mommy, Daddy, Jordan & Sophia

Baby Bobby

September 19, 2003 – 13 weeks
Anencephaly

Our angel, our first baby, you are deeply missed. The decision was such a heartbreaking choice. We had to let you go the other angels needed you so. You are forever in our hearts and minds and one day we will meet in heaven.

Love you always,
x Mummy and Daddy x

Angel Cronin Messier

Born to heaven 9/22/03 ~ 17 weeks 5 days
Anencephaly

My angel baby – You are missed every moment of every day. You will continue to be missed and loved by Daddy, Joey and me. I know you will be in my heart forever. May you rest forever in peace in your Pa’s arms. Even though we were never meant to hold you, we love you for eternity!

We love you “forever and a day,”
Mama, Daddy and Joey

Our First Baby

September 22, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Spina Bifida and Arnold-Chiari Malformation

We loved you more than we ever knew possible, and it broke our hearts to let you go. We will love you and miss you always.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Katy Rose

September 23, 2003 ~ 21 weeks, 215 grams
Anencephaly

Born silently into the Lord’s arms. Sweet baby girl, our firstborn, forever in our hearts.

Love,
Mummy and Daddy

Ethan Lee

September 24, 2003 ~ 5lbs.15oz.-17in
Hypoplastic Lungs (Meckel-Gruber syndrome)

Sweet little Ethan, how we miss you so! Even though we only had you for such a short time, you touched so many of us you won’t even know. As perfect as you were, we had to let you go! But you’re with Jesus above, with your sweet little wings to help quide and protect all of us. Sweet little Ethan, we Love you so! You will never be forgotten.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, big brothers Jacob and Preston

Madison Elizabeth

September 24, 2003, 9:05 a.m. ~ 1 lb, 12 inches
Severe Hydrocephalus and Spina bifida

“An Angel, in the Book of Life, wrote down my Baby’s Birth. And Whispered as she closed the Book, ‘Too Beautiful for Earth.'” Madison-you have touched our lives in a way no one else will ever know. Every day we think of you, every day we miss you. Eventually the day will come when we will finally be the family we were meant to be, to love time does not exist. Until then, know your memory lives on inside of us and you will never be forgotten. ‘A star shining in the universe far away and we, we will be together some sweet day, and you, you are the flame that burns in my breast, I know that just my knowing you I was blessed, I was truly blessed.’ Lord, I wanted to hold my little girl on my lap and tell her about You, since I will never have that chance, will you hold her on your lap and tell her about me?

We love and miss you so much.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Kayla

Katy Rose

September 24, 2003
Anencephaly

Katy,

We never got to meet you but we want you to know that you are loved and missed. Love you.

Love,
Aunty Nic, Uncle Simey, cousins Ethan and Isaac

Baby Smith

October 1, 2003
Severe Dwarfism and Heart Defect

Know you are always with us and our love for you grows each day. We miss you now and will miss you forever. We look forward to being with you someday in a better place.

Love,
Your Mom and Dad

Joseph Brown

October 2, 2003
Trisomy 13

You are our angel forever. We think about you every day.

Our Baby Angel

October 3, 2003 – 18 weeks
Trisomy 21

A much wanted baby here on earth, but needed more in heaven. Always remembered and loved, our little boy that we never got to know.

Love from Mummy, Daddy and your brother

Isabelle Grace

October 3, 2003
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Davey

October 4, 2003
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

We miss you very much every single day.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Nathaniel

October 4, 2003 ~ 24 weeks
Trisomy 18

Never to see your smile or hear your joy and laughter,
Never to walk or talk with you or share your hopes and dreams,
You were spared the cruelty of our world to remain in your own world of eternal peace and tranquility,
Remembered in our hearts and very souls forever.

Sleep little boy, your struggle is at an end.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Jenna Elizabeth

October 4, 2003
Turner Syndrome

Sweet, baby girl, Daddy and I are so sorry we had to make this decision. Always know that you were loved and wanted from the moment we knew we were expecting such a wonderful gift and will always love you. You were to be our first and always will be. I hope you heard the songs I sang to you the last hour before you went to be with Jesus. Whenever I sing a lullaby to your brothers or sisters, I will think of you, my precious angel. I pray that you are in your Grandma Marie’s arms and that Grandpa Stanfield holds your hand when you cross the streets of Heaven. We love you and will never forget you.

Love,
Your Mommy and Daddy

Nathaniel Malachi Pearce Webb

October 4, 2003
Trisomy 18

When we are weary and in need of strength
When we are lost and sick of heart
We remember him

When we have a joy we crave to share
When we have decisions that are difficult to make
We remember him

At the rising of the sun and at its setting
We remember him

As long as we live, he too will live
For he is now a part of us
As we remember him

Love always,
Mummy, Daddy and your two little brothers, Kameron and Roman

Ella

October 14, 2003 at 1:15am – 140 grams ~ 19 weeks
Trisomy 21, Severe Fetal Hydrops

“The Morning Glory that blooms for an hour, differs not at heart from the Mighty Pine that lives for a thousand years.” ~Author Unknown
Ella, We miss you every day and wish so much that you were here with us on earth. We cherish the memory of the “beautiful fairy” who was part of our lives for 19 weeks and four days. Someday, we will meet again.

All our love forever,
Mummy, Daddy and big brother, Bryn

Camden Quinn

October 14, 2003
Trisomy 21

To our little angel, you are forever in our thoughts and prayers, we miss you more and more every day. You were only in our lives for a short time, but have changed us forever. I know that someday I will see you again, for now I will see you in my dreams.

Love always,
Mom and Dad

Faith Nicole

October 15, 2003 ~ 15.6 oz 9 ½ inches
Thanatophoric Dysplasia

Baby Faith, We miss you and love you so very much. You are in our thoughts and prayers every day. We wanted you to be with us more than anything, but we know that you are safe and happy with all of the other little angels. You will be in our hearts forever.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and sister Hailey

Francis Friedrich

October 15, 2003
Multiple Fetal Anomalies

Even though you are gone, you are definitely not forgotten.You will remain in our hearts forever.

Brianna Marie

October 19, 2003
Congenital heart defects

I wanted so much to have you here with me to hold you, and couldn’t. However I knew that the best thing to do was give you back to God. For I couldn’t bear the pain of seeing you hurt an distraught if you were born. I love you, you’re an “angel.”

Forever in Mommy’s heart

Jaden Theresa

October 24, 2003 – 23 ½ weeks
Severe Hydrocephalus, Arnold Chiari Malformation, Spina Bifida

Not a single day goes by that we don’t miss you, long to see you, hold you, and just love on you. You were so wanted by all of us, we just don’t feel complete without you. For the short time that Daddy and I got to hold you in our arms we knew that you would have fit right in with your brother and all you sisters, you were the most beautiful, tiny, seemingly perfect baby. We will always cherish those few hours we had with you. I know you are in a better place now with no pain and lots of loved ones to guide you, but I wish that could be my job still. You will always be loved, cherished, and remembered. We miss you with all our hearts.

With all our love,
Mommy, Daddy, Alex, Katelin, Eibhlin, and Megan

Alexa

October 31, 2003 – 18 weeks
Trisomy 21

Alexa, we never met, but we feel like we’ve known you forever. We are so sorry for not having the strength to keep you with us … but you are and forever will be with us every day of the rest of our lives until we meet one day. You have given us gifts beyond words, which continue to ripple throughout our entire family. We promise you that we will always have you in our hearts and minds so we can honor your life each day. We ask for forgiveness from you and Our Lord You will always be our precious angel.

We love you Chicky,
Mommy, Daddy and Michael

Plectrum

October 31, 2003 – 15 weeks
Megacystis

To our first baby – our little boy, thank you for giving us our innocence and dreams. We will never forget the joy you gave us in the short time we knew you.

Love always,
Mummy & Daddy xx

Lucas

November 5, 2003
Trisomy 21

Tiny heart, tiny hands, tiny you, Lucas. A dream to be your mother. A dream to have you as my son, running here and there, rinding happiness in every corner, then taking a break to have vanilla ice-cream.

Now and always,
Your mother, Cristina

Karys Hope

November 6, 2003 ~ 21 Weeks, 6 Days
Congenital Heart Defect

You will always be sweet baby girl, little baby sister, beloved granddaughter. We will never understand why you could not be with us; I would have given you my heart if I could. We will always love you and cherish the time we shared, every movement I felt, every second of your life. You were so beautiful and special to so many people. Let Grammy take care of you now; she never got to hold your big sister, but she can hold you forever.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy, Colton, Kayli, Nana and Papa

Dalee

November 6, 2003
Trisomy 18

My sweet, handsome little boy. I hope you know how much your mommy loves you. Our decision broke my heart. How I wish you could be here living a healthy life, laughing and playing with your big brother. I guess you were needed by the angels, but we miss you so much! Not a day has passed that you haven’t been in my thoughts. Your little face will stay with me always! Be happy sweet angel, you are in a perfect place.

Love you always,
Mommy, Daddy and your big brother

Jessica Marie

November 12, 2003 ~ 20 weeks, 11oz, 10 inches
Multiple Birth Defects

I expected the bad news, I really did. I felt it in my heart. I knew going in to this there would be a chance I would have to take, I took the chance and lost. It has been three days since I touched your little hand and kissed your head, and I have to tell you, I am all broken, Jessica. You were so wanted, little girl, I am beyond words on how sad I am. Just know that I did it for you so nobody would laugh at you or hurt your feelings or stare at you … you are the most beautiful little girl in my eyes, way too special for this world. So fly away my baby, go to that place where you belong. I will stay and miss you every day and dream about you every night.

Love,
Mom

Joseph Graeme

November 13, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Holoprosencephaly

Our darling boy. Our angel. Words can simply not explain the way we feel about you. We wanted you so very much, you were our miracle baby, you gave us hope, love and joy. We feel so blessed to have met you and to have held your beautiful little hands and to have kissed your little head and body. You looked so much like your daddy! We wanted you to stay in our arms forever. We wanted to do everything for you, we wanted to make things okay, however all that we could do for you sweet Joseph was love you and allow you to find peace. Away from any suffering or pain, safe in the arms of God. Our lives will never be the same. Although there is an overwhelming emptiness right now, we also feel that you have given us so much. We love you and we know you are with your sibling “Baby Bu” in heaven. Thank you for coming into our lives Joseph, and for being our special angel. Until we meet again we want you to know that you will always be part of our life, you will be in our hearts and thoughts every day.

With much love and big kisses,
Mummy (Trudi) and Daddy (Peter) xxxxxxxxxx

Charlotte Lily

November 14, 2003 ~ 22 weeks
Trisomy 18

How excited we were to learn of your presence. You were to be our first child and we couldn’t wait to meet and love you with all our hearts. Then fate dealt us a cruel blow and we learnt that you were too precious for this earth and were desperately needed in heaven. Although it seemed unfair it was our wish that you need not suffer anymore. We feel and miss you every day but take solace in knowing that you are the most beautiful angel in heaven. Please look out for us in giving you the brother or sister that we so long for. Loving you always,
forgetting you never.

Until we meet again,
Your mum (Narelle) & dad (Ricky) xxxx

Baby Girl Olson

November 14, 2003 ~ 15 weeks, 3 days
Turner Syndrome

Our dearest baby girl,
Mommy and Daddy were so excited when we found out that you were coming. We wanted you so very badly and dreamed of the day when we would hold you in our arms and all of the special and fun times we would have with you. When we learned that you were not well and would likely not make it, we realized what we had to do. We are so sorry, sweet baby girl, that you are not with us now, but we know that you are safe with your grandparents and great-grandparents. We love you and miss you more than words can say.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

William Jack

Earned his wings November 14, 2003 – 19 weeks
Severe Hydrocephalus

Dearest William, I think about you each and every day. I shall never forget your loving kiss and ache so much to see you again. I couldn’t put you through a life of pain so had to let you go and play in the arms of Heaven. I love you sweetheart.

So many kisses,
Mummy, Zoe, Thomas and Alex xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Baby Girl Olson

November 14, 2003
Turner Syndrome

A person’s a person no matter how small. – Dr. Suess. I love and miss you so much. You are never far from my thoughts, my sweet baby girl.

Love,
Mommy

Danielle Maia

November 17, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Spina bifida

We were so glad we got to hold you and see your pretty face. Holding your tiny little hands was a blessing. We’ll never forget what you looked like and how beautiful you were. We can’t wait to be with you again someday. We love you and you’ll never be forgotten.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Nathaniel xoxoxo

Madison Lynn

Born into heaven, November 19, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Spina Bifida, Arnold-Chiari Malformation and Hydrocephalus

Our precious Madison, not an hour passes that we don’t shed a tear for you. From the moment we found out that I was pregnant we were so excited. With each new milestone you became more a part of our lives — your heartbeat, the first kick in my belly, and the ultra sound that told us we would have a daughter. We had so many dreams for you, and I can actually picture your beautiful face with your blonde curly hair and blue eyes. We have set you free to fulfill your dreams without the pain that you would have felt here in our world. Please forgive us and know that we wanted you more than anything in the world. You have touched our hearts in a way that we could never explain. We will always remember you and look forward to meeting you someday in heaven. Watch over us my precious little angel. We will forever miss and love you.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, and your big brother, Hunter. xoxoxoxoxoxox

Joshua

Born November 20, 2003 ~ 5.6oz. 7 ½ inches ~ 6:54 a.m. ~ 19 Weeks
Anencephaly

We wanted to be a mommy and daddy to you so much. We will always remember you and love you. You will always be our firstborn baby boy. Looking forward to holding and kissing you again.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Sweet Gabriel

November 20, 2003

You were so sick my baby girl, I am so sorry we didn’t get to touch. I think about you every day, and I will meet you one day. I love you very much, so much I couldn’t see you suffer anymore. Thank you for your brother.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy and your brother
(Thank you for your signs.)

Baby Girl Karasik

November 22, 2003 ~ 20 weeks, 2 days
Trisomy 13

Dear pumpkin, it was so sweet having you for this short time. It is so hard to let you go. You are always our daughter and little sister.

Love you,
Mommy, Daddy, brother Michael

Sally Jo

November 25, 2003
Trisomy 21 and Heart Defect

You were my second baby that was suppose to be with us! Even though we made this very hard decision, we believe you will be in the best hands you could ask for. I carried you for five months and loved and will love you forever in my heart! I love you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your big sister M’s

Faith

November 25, 2003
Trisomy 13

Hope

July 1, 2004
Fetal Demise

We love you both very much. Please take care of each other in heaven. Forever you are in our thoughts … and our hearts. I am sorry and miss you …

xoxoxo
Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Anthony

Jessica Danielle

November 29, 2003 ~ 21 weeks, 6 days
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Abnormal Heart

We love you always and forever. We are so sorry that you had to leave our lives so soon. Your mommy and daddy love and miss you very much. Remember us for we will never forget you and ever precious moment that we had to spent with you. You will forever be in our hearts thoughts and prayers.

Jacob McLaughlin

November 29, 2003 ~ 22.5 weeks
Taussig-Bing Anomaly

Thank you for choosing us my angel. What a privilege to call you our son!

Love,
Mommy and Dadd

Cameron Lorelei

November 30, 2003
Atrial Septal Ventricular Heart Defect & Bradycardia

You are a sweet little baby girl in heaven watching over me and your dad. We are so proud to be able to call you our daughter. Never for a moment think that we did not love or want you. My grief cannot be summed up by tears, depression or guilt. My words will never describe the love I have for you, the love I will never be able to give to you. The doctor told me the sad news that you had inherited my heart condition. He told me your first months would be spent fighting for life, and that your first years would consist of doctors and treatments. I didn’t have to choose, God chose to spare you from your suffering and me from my descision. I lost you at 16.6 weeks of pregnancy. The life I had carried and bonded with was gone but the body I held in my hands was so tiny and perfect. If for one single moment I could have told you how much I loved you and how much I knew your dad would have loved you, I would have given anything to have that moment. I often sit and wonder what it was that I did wrong to deserve to lose something so precious. Please watch over your dad and keep him safe. And always remember and never forget that we love you and miss you so very very much. Rest in peace my beloved.

~ Mommy

Cooper James

December 3, 2003
Trisomy 21

My dear sweet baby boy,
I love you more than I could ever say. It breaks my heart that I had to let you go. I hope that you are in a better place where you are healthy and whole. I know that some day I will be able to kiss you and hold you close. Until then I will hold you in my heart.

Love,
Mommy

Conner Patrick

December 5, 2003
Anencephaly

Connor, you are missed so much! Mommy and Daddy love you with all of our hearts and we miss you more every passing day. I know you are watching over us from heaven, and one day we will be able to hold you in our arms.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Lexi Mae Johnson

December 9, 2003 ~Due – June 22, 2004
Anencephaly

To our beautiful baby, please don’t be angry with us.We love you from the bottom of our hearts, and that’s why we sent you to Heaven so soon. We did not want you to have to suffer later on. We wanted you to enjoy Heaven with your brother, never knowing what pain is. We will never forget you or stop loving you. You will always be our first daughter. Please give Lane a kiss for us.

Love always,
Mommy and Daddy

Jack Thomas

December 12, 2003 ~ 20.5 weeks
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephaly

Our firstborn child, know that we will always love you and that you will forever be in Mommy and Daddy’s hearts. May your days in heaven be filled with Love and Laughter. I will always cherish the 20 weeks we spent together … I Love You Jack!

All of our love,
Mommy and Daddy

Raam Partheepan

December 12, 2003, 23 weeks
Three-Chamber Heart

Letting you go was the hardest choice daddy and I had to make. I hope you know how much we love you and wanted you so. You were the baby we prayed for, and the baby we had to let go. We are blessed to have had you for the short while we did. Words cannot describe the emptiness we feel, yet, at the same time the comfort we have of knowing that you will never suffer and you’re in a better place. So be peaceful, my son, and until we meet again, we will play in my dreams. I will hold you in my heart forever. We love you, darling!

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Isaac Edward

December 16, 2003, 17.5 weeks
Preterm Premature Rupture of Membranes (PPROM)

Isaac, We pray that you are with our family up in heaven and some day we will join you. We love you very much and not a day will go by that we won’t think of you. You will always be in our hearts. Letting you go was the hardest decision we will ever make, however, we know that God had better plans for you and that the only other decision we could have made would have resulted in the same outcome, but with added suffering for you. Please look down on us and know that we love you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Rose

December 17, 2003
Trisomy 18

My sweet little angel, I named you Rose because you were the prettiest thing that came into my life, and my heart will always go on with yours. I’ve waited so long for you to come into my life and so did your big brother Isaac (4 years old). He was so excited and could not wait to hold you. You were supposed to be born on 4/20/04. I cannot get your due date out of my head. I miss you so much. I know you are in a better place now, and I should be happy that you are not suffering anymore. You will always be in our hearts.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, and big brother Isaac

Elizabeth Grace

December 19, 2003

I wanted our little girl more than words can say. I made the most difficult decision of my life to spare you pain and suffering. You are in heaven now, free from pain and one of God’s special angels. Know that we love you with all of our heart, miss you more than words can express and can’t wait to be with you for eternity. Until we meet again, you are in our heart and thoughts and will never be forgotten. Rest in peace my beautiful little girl.

All our love,
Mommy and Daddy

Taylor Delaney

December 19, 2003 ~ 22 ½ weeks
Trisomy 18

Taylor was greeted in Heaven by her big sister Meghan Marie who also passed away in 2003 on February 7 due to Leukemia. We miss both girls, and find comfort knowing that they are two beautiful angel sisters together in Heaven.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Lachlan James

December 20, 2003 ~ 20 weeks, 4 days
Thanataphoric Dwarfism

Our precious little child, we miss you so much. We know you are up above watching over us. Please know how much you are loved, you will always be our first child. I can’t wait to meet you one day. But until then, use those golden wings and fly free with all the other beautiful little angels. You were too perfect for this world. I feel peace in knowing that you knew nothing but our love, you never knew pain and for this I am so very grateful. I am finding it hard here without you, but we feel blessed for we have held an Angel in our arms. Thank you for choosing us …

Until the times comes, all our love,
Lachie, Mummy & Daddy

Mack Kirby

December 21, 2003 ~ 22 weeks gestation ~ 7 inches long, 9 ½ ounces
Anencephaly and Spina Bifida

We love you,
Mack. I want to talk to you every day, but I can’t bring myself to speak. It makes everything too real. I know you are safe, whole, and perfect with Jesus and I know I will see you one day.

Love,
Mama, Daddy and Brodie

My Precious One

December 23, 2003
Neural Tube Defects

I will always love you my precious one. I’m sorry this happened and one day I will see you in heaven. Please understand this was the hardest decision I have ever had to make. You are forever in my heart and thoughts. I love you.

Love,
Mommy

Our baby whom I have named Sorrow in my heart

December 23, 2003 ~ 19 weeks
Fatal Anomalies

I miss you. I love you.

Isla May

December 23, 2003
Thanatophoric Dysplasia

Our beautiful, precious baby girl. Know that Mummy and Daddy are in so much pain because we never wanted you to be. God obviously had different plans for you than what we did, but important ones all the same. I know your are here with us every minute of every day. Until we meet again angel, we love and miss you very much.

Mummy and Daddy XxX XxX

Emily Grace

December 29, 2003
Trisomy 21 and Atrial Septal Ventricular Heart Defect

You are our precious little girl in Heaven with God watching over us and keeping us safe. You will never feel our loving touch but never for a moment believe we don’t love you. We will take you with us through every step of our life. Our love for you doesn’t have to be shown in tears, guilt or depression. Our love for you is in our hearts and will be always be there until we meet again. We formed a bond with you full of love and deep affection but then one day we were told the news we never wanted to hear and now your future life, has been tragically torn apart, happiness and joy is replaced with grief, and a pain that fills our hearts, we often sit and wonder what it was that we did wrong to be denied the life of our loving precious daughter. But the out come of it was, if you’d lived you’d suffer and so we decided that we had to let you go. We did what was best for you because we love you so, just remember it was your love that helped us set you free. Please forgive us for our decision. God bless our little girl.

We love you,
Mom, Dad and Morgan (your big sister)

Vanessa

Sent to heaven on December 31, 2003
Anencephaly

Mommy’s little girl, how I wanted to hold you in my arms for so long. I didn’t even get to see your beautiful face. Please know that Daddy, your big brother, and I love you and always will. Someday I will get to see you and hold you up in Heaven.

Our EWP Babies 2002

Darius

January 10, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Multiple Anomalies

Our dear sweet Darius please always know the hardest decision we have ever been faced with was letting you go You will always be with us in our minds and hearts We’ll meet again soon and never again shall we part.

We love you so much,
Mommy, Daddy and your big brother, Reilly

Hailey Shatkowski-Heighington

January 11, 2002 ~ 19-21 weeks
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Hydrops

We loved you from the first moment we knew you existed. We wanted to meet you so much. I can’t wait to see you once again. I will love you forever, Hailey.

Hugs and kisses,
from Mommy and Daddy. Give Grandma a hug for me!

Joseph Watkins

January 12, 2002 ~ 21 ½ weeks
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

Our sweet little boy. Mommy and Daddy miss you so much. We treasure the short time you were with us. We love you with all of our hearts.

Hannah June Tate

January 17, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Major Brain Abnormalities

We wanted our little girl more than words can say. I am so sorry Hannah for the choices I had to make for you, but always know that what I did was out of love for you. I miss you so much but I loved you more. We are sending you lots of Love,
hugs and kisses.

I love you Hannah,
Mom, Dad, Garrett, & Tanner

Lexie

January 17, 2002 ~ 25 weeks
Trisomy 18

Our little peanut, you were our first. We miss you deeply and are sorry we let you go. You are in a better place now honey, free from hurt and pain. You will always be in our hearts and in our prayers. We love you so much and will never forget you.

Hugs, kisses and love,
Mommy and Daddy

Dolly May Houston

January 18, 2002 ~ 19 weeks
Triploidy

Our precious daughter, I am sorry we had to let you go.You were incompatible with life. We love you so much and always will.

Mummy, Daddy, Amanda and Family

Tomy Hope Kinsman

January 23, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Spina Bifida and Arnold-Chiari Malformation

Tomy, we were so excited when we finally conceived you! We couldn’t wait until the day you would finally be here with us; so many people were anxiously awaiting your arrival. It was amazing to see you move during the ultrasounds and hear your heartbeat. And then we started to feel you move! How truly amazing it was to feel you growing and moving inside of me. And then the day came when they found the problems – we thought we would die. It didn’t even seem real. how could this be happening? We did all of the things we were supposed to. Now you are an angel in heaven with God. I can’t wait until the day when we will get to hold you and be with you and finally be together as a family. You are forever in our hearts. I hope with my entire being that you know how special you are to us and how badly we wanted you. As painful as it was to make the decision, I am grateful that we had the opportunity to be with you for the little time we had.

Until we meet again, with all our Love,
Mommy and Daddy.

Rajaa bint Idrees Holder

January 25, 2002 ~ 1:47 pm ~ 17 weeks
Turner Syndrome with Cystic Hygroma

Oh my precious sweetheart, God truly knows how much we loved and wanted you. You were our very first and you will always be in our hearts. You are in a better place now and I pray that we will meet again.

We love you Sweety,
from Mommy and Daddy

Jordan Marion

January 25, 2002 ~ 26 weeks
Trisomy 18

We all love you and miss you deeply.

Mommy, Daddy and big brother, big sisters and baby brother

Angel Rose

January 25, 2002
Anencephaly

Not a day goes by that I do not think about you. I love you so very much.

Love,
Mommy

Leah Faith

February 1, 2002 ~ 13 weeks
Trisomy 18 with Cystic Hygroma

You are loved and missed so very much. You have changed our lives forever. We look forward to seeing again. Until then, run, play, sing and be happy.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

John Constantine ~ “Jack”

February 7, 2002 ~ 19.5 weeks; DD 7-5-02
Trisomy 21 – Major Heart Defects

You were to be our “Fourth of July” baby and we were wondering how to convince Dr. E to work on a holiday. Your big brother Jimmy says “we are sending the baby back to God; he will fix it and then send it back to Mommy’s tummy.” If we could all have such simple faith. Always know how much you are loved and how much we miss being able to hold you in our arms.

For now we hold you in our hearts,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Jimmy

Gracie Elizabeth

February 7, 2002
Trisomy 21

Gracie, Mommy and Daddy love you very much and will never let you go. You are our sweet lullaby. It was the grace of God that brought you to us and they grace of God that took you away. We love you forever!

Love,
Mom and Dad

Matthew Peter Smith

February 8, 2002
Trisomy 13

My dear angel baby, words cannot describe the pain and heartbreak Daddy and I feel since you have been gone. You tell Jesus to read the book Green Eggs and Ham to you, Mommy wanted to but never got to see you. I want you to run and play, mommy will see you soon. Share your balloons. I love you my angel.

Mommy and Daddy

Vishal Jr.

February 11, 2002 ~ 22 weeks
Anencephaly

The time spent with you will be cherished forever. You will always be in our hearts and dreams.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Bryn Elyse

February 12, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Triploidy

Little angel baby, we hope you understand why we made the decision we did — we just did not want you to suffer for even one minute.We love you and miss you terribly.

Until we meet again, Love,
hugs and kisses. Mommy & Daddy

Daniel

February 13, 2002 ~ 19 weeks
Down Syndrome

Our sweet, unexpected baby died on Ash Wednesday. It has never been so hard to give something up at the beginning of Lent.

Be at peace, my little pooky,
Maman & Papa

Ryan Hemsey

February 14, 2002 ~ 20 weeks

We are so sorry that we had to make such a painful choice for you, but we wanted to spare you any further pain. With your death, died our dreams of your future. We had dreamed about your life filled with Little League uniforms and days at the beach. You may be gone but you are never far from our hearts.

We love and miss you,
Mommy & Daddy

Evan Mark Beile

Born into eternity February 17, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Advanced Hydrocephaly, multiple organ and skeletal anomalies

You came to us as a symbol of hope for the future. Even though you will never walk this earth with us, just as the sun rises every morning and the flowers will bloom each spring, hope will spring eternal. We named you Evan, meaning “young warrior,” since you fought so hard to join us in this life; but your frail little body would not let it be and we returned you to God’s loving arms. We take comfort knowing you will never know pain or fear, only God’s love. We only had you for a short while, but you taught us to love, more dearly and hold each day more precious. We put you to rest in the park Mommy played in as a child with hopes that your spirit will soar with the laughter of children for generations to come. You will live in our hearts forever, our sweet baby boy.

All our love,
Mom and Dad

Charlie Jerry Nichols “CJ”

February 17, 2002
Vacterl Association, Polycystic Kidney Disease

There’s not a day that goes by that I do not think about you!

Love,
Your Mommy

Adam Davis Helm

Born and Died February 17 at 12:06 p.m. ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 21

On Valentine’s Day we were told that we had to make one of the hardest decisions of our lives, but it was done out of love. Adam, we knew you only moments, but you will be in our hearts forever. We miss you and love you very much. Please watch over us from Heaven.

Love,
Your Mommy and Daddy

Jordan Louise Nelms

February 22, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Hydrocephalus

From the moment we knew about you, you were Mommy and Daddy’s little Princess. You will always be missed! You will always be loved! You will never, ever be forgotten! You will be with us always.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Sara Clark

February 24, 2002 ~ 19 weeks
Trisomy 21

My dear sweet child, It has been a couple of days since Ive been able to talk with you. I want you to never forget how mommy and daddy held you tight – rocked you. Such a beautiful little girl. Moments that are imbedded within our souls forever. I’m so sorry my angel. Mommy and Daddy tried so very hard to make the right decisions for you. I can only hope my sweet angel, that your wings are strong and carry you to the heavenly light. I always want you to know in your heart that Mommy and Daddy love you.

Elyse Peggy

February 25, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Dandy-Walker Malformation, Cerebellar Agenesis, Hydrocephalus

Before you were conceived, we wanted you. Before you were born, we loved you. Before you were here an hour, we would die for you. This is the miracle of love. Say hi to Grandpa Tony and Tasha! We miss you and love you so much our sweet baby girl. Your spirit surrounds us.

Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Elliott

Nora Eleanor

February 26, 2002 ~ 14 weeks
Turner Syndrome with Cystic Hygroma

Dearest Nora, you’ll always be our sweet baby angel. We love you and we miss you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Isabelle

Hope L.

February 27, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Triploidy

Our precious baby girl. You are so loved and greatly missed. We will forever treasure the short time we had to hold you and tell you we loved you. We are so sorry this had to happen to you. You didn’t deserve this. We hope you are in peace and pain free and in God’s hands. We will love you and miss you forever.

Until we meet again,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Hannah

Baby Will

March 1, 2002
Trisomy 21

Baby Will, we wanted you, we loved you, we had to let you go. We will never forget you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Maggie

Kash

March 9, 2002 ~18 Precious Weeks
Anencephaly

We feel so blessed that we could be touched by your tiny soul. You are always with us in our hearts, prayers and a part of our family. We know you were meant to be a guardian angel.

We love you,
Mom and Dad xoxo

Baby Thompson

March 21, 2002 ~ 18 weeks
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Hydrops

Your name might have been Aimee, which means Love,
and that you are, whether in my womb or the stars above. To give you back to God was a difficult decision for daddy and me, But for you to breathe the air of this Earth, was never meant to be. All we have of you now is the image of your tiny hands and feet, You and the doctors made that for us, something precious to keep. So there will be no baby shower, no nursery, no cheer. Daddy and I are only left to comfort each other through broken dreams with tears. People don’’t know how to console us, they don’t know what to say. But nothing can really ease the pain of having your baby ripped away. Perhaps someday we’ll get to see you, maybe when we die. Then we’ll see you in heaven and get to hold you for the first time.

Daddy & Mommy miss you very much,
XOXO we’ll never forget our angel baby XOXO

Angel Baby

March 14, 2002 ~ 15 weeks
Alobar Holoprosencephaly, Congenital Heart Defect, Echogenic Kidneys

It was too soon for our goodbyes, but we looked at life through your eyes. It was time for you to go away, t0 a place much happier than the world today. We sent you to Heaven to wait on us there, where you will stay without a care. We love you much and will meet you again, for your memory will linger where you haven’t been.

XOXOXO,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Kylee

Megan Delilah

March 14, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 21

You were our little miracle baby. After so many losses, we thought this was it. Baby girl, we’re so sorry we had to make this horrible decision, but Mommy and Daddy didn’t want you to be deprived of a good and normal life. We will never forget you. Please understand that you’re in a better place now, with Grandpa. He will take care of you now. ‘Til we meet again, we love you always and may you rest in peace.

Love always,
Mommy and Daddy

Faith Ann

March 17, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Encephalocele, Holoprosencephaly and narrowing of aortic valve

Dear Faith, even though you only stayed for a short time, we were fortunate to spend every second together. Thank you for letting mommy and daddy hold you, baptize you and tell you how much we love you. You are a beautiful girl. Grandma Janet and Grandma Lalonde will take good care of you in Heaven.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Madison

Anastasia Marie Clarke

March 22, 2002 ~ 20 Weeks
Turner Syndrome with Cystic Hygroma

You are now a little angel with God watching down on your family. Your big sister Mikayla Anne sends you hugs and kisses all the time. My little Anastasia, you will always be my baby, you will just be with God instead of me. I will always always have you in my heart. I prayed every day that the doctors were wrong and that you would be here with us but that just wasn’t meant to be. I love you and I will always cherish the few minutes that I had the chance to hold you.

Love you always,
Mommy, Daddy and Mikayla

Trinity Rose Kirkland

March 28, 2002
Acrania, Trisomy 18

Baby Girl, I treasured every day we were together and miss you being with me more than words can say. You were our precious first baby and we were so excited; now there is an empty space in our life that will remain until we meet again. I try to take comfort in knowing you are happy and healthy in heaven. Daddy and I love you bunches!

In my heart forever,
Mommy

Haddon Jacob Akerley

April 4, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Skeletal Dysplasia

Our sweet little boy, how we miss you every minute of every day. We made the most difficult decision of our lives to spare you pain and suffering. We love you with all of our hearts and we cannot wait to be with you again. Rest in peace, our beautiful son. You are constantly in our thoughts.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Kelley

Elisabeth

April 5, 2002 ~ 24 weeks
Trisomy 21

Sweet Elisabeth, we will think of you every day. Your spirit is very much alive in us and your big sister. You are the brightest star.

Love,
Mom, Dad and Big Sister

Baby Casas

April 9, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

Although we only had the chance to know you for five months, you have been given a lifetime of love. We all miss you very very much and we wish we had the chance to meet you in August. Seeing you on the ultrasound for the first time and finding out that you were a girl was the happiest moment of my life and letting you go has been the hardest. You will always be our little girl. You will always be loved and will never, ever be forgotten. We love you so much.

Danielle Anne Frehe

April 10, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 21

To our sweet Danielle, our first child. We will meet again, angel.

We love you forever,
Mummy & Daddy

Jose Angel

April 13, 2002
Anencephaly

We love you and miss you. I’m sorry for the choice we had to make for you. All I have are you footprints in a frame and memories. I know one day I will hug and kiss you mi angelito.

Love,
Mom, Dad and big brother, Sebastian

Mary Audrey

April 15, 2002
Hydrops, Severe Anemia, Severe Brain Damage

Our first baby! Making this decision to let you go was the hardest thing Mommy and Daddy had to do. Mary we wanted you to have a quality of life without pain and suffering. Daddy and I are grateful for the time we had to hold you, rock you and touch you. I have your sweet picture with your Daddy in a locket I wear every day. You will be safe with Grandma Mary and Grandma Audrey. We love you so much and miss you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Kegan Mitchell Wells

April 17, 2002 ~ 20 Weeks
Due September 9, 2002
Trisomy 21 and Cystic Hygroma

I miss you with all my heart my little angel. Please wait for us up in heaven we will be there soon to love and hold you. I am sorry for what we had done to you. Please forgive me.

Love,
Mom and Dad and lil’ Jen and Robbie

Noah Alexander

April 19, 2002
Trisomy 18

You were our first born son and we miss you so much. We love you and hope you know how much we do. We know you are in a better place now. We will never forget you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Baby Brennan

April 20, 2002 ~ 19 Weeks
Anencephaly

You were a dream that your daddy and I shared. We love you with everything we are.

Mommy, Daddy & sister Dale

Ava Mercedes Luna

Died April 23, 2002 ~ Stillborn April 25, 2002 ~ 29 Weeks
Multiple Anomalies

Ava, I think of you every day and wish you were here with us. Daddy and I miss you very much and are very sad about the decision we had to make. We hope you know we will always love you and you will always be in our hearts. You are in heaven now, free from pain. We love you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Brother Alexander

Samaya Ann

April 30, 2002
Trisomy 21

Samaya was my joy and my life, my family. I love her and always will. I will never forget her touch and movement during our pregnancy. It was her/our way of communicating. I prayed for Samaya desperately. She, even though for a short while, was and still is a blessing from God. Just a note from your Mom Samaya, that I love you very much.

We love you,
Mom, Dad, Sean and Shayla

Angelo Lucio

April 30, 2002
Potter Syndrome

Our loving angel, we miss you so much in our lives. Mommy prays every day that we will meet again someday in heaven. Then I will be able to hold you in my arms again and forever. Your Daddy and big brother Vincent miss you too. The hardest decision I ever made in my life was to let you go to heaven. Even though you were in my womb for only 22 weeks, you left a big mark on our lives. Our world has not been the same since that day, but we pray to God we’ll be with you some day.

Love you always my little Angelo!
Mamita

Kaitlyn Elizabeth

May 12, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Anencephaly

To my little angel Kaitlyn. You were such a blessing for the little while that I and your father had you. We miss you very much and think of you always. We will keep you in our hearts.

Love you,
Mom, Dad & Big Brother Dakota

Margaret Mary

May 14, 2002
Trisomy 21

As we hold you in our hearts, just one beat away – a breath away is not far to where you are.

Loving you always,
Mom, Dad, & Big Brother

Christine

May 15, 2002 ~ 19.5 weeks
Trisomy 18 and Holoprosencephaly

We will always love you and miss you dearly, our little angel.

Love,
Mom and Dad

Jasmine Faith

with God on May 16, 2002
Anencephaly

We miss you and love you so much and are so sad that we’ve lost you. We know that you are one of God’s angels and you will remain in our hearts always. Until we meet again in Heaven, we love you.

Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Evan

Baby May

May 19, 2002
Trisomy 21 and Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Dear May, we feel your presence in our lives every day. We love you and will always cherish the few moments we were given with you. Now you can go and do what God had planned for you. You will forever remain in our hearts.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy and Clare

Seth Martin

May 21, 2002
Klinefelter’s Syndrome

We love you so much Seth and think of you daily. We miss you, but know that you are with Jesus and in no pain. We look forward to being with you one day.

Love,
Mom, Dad, Jake and Shane

John Avery Alexander

May 30, 2002 ~ Born at 11:36 p.m. and Died at 11:41 p.m.
Anencephaly

I miss you so much, I love you so much. I will always wonder if I made the right choice in letting you go early after we found out. I wish I knew why this happened and what to do.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Tyler and Levi

Melenna Elizabeth

June 2, 2002 ~ 21 Weeks
Turner Syndrome

Melenna, we wanted you so much. You had been gone a month before your passing was discovered and the silence was the worst sound we had ever heard. We know you will be with us again and anxiously await that day.

Love,
Daddy, Mommy and Katiana

Esabella Josephine

June 4, 2002 ~ 16 weeks
Anencephaly

You are our first child. We will deeply miss you and all the wonderful dreams and hopes that we had for you. I am so sorry that you were never able to be here with us but God has called you to him. I miss you so much and will forever carry you in my heart and soul.

Always,
Mommy and Daddy

Leah Fox

June 7, 2002 Trisomy 13

Joshua Dawson Hoitsma

June 7, 2002
Trisomy 18 and Acrania

We love you and miss you and will never forget you. A moment in our arms, forever in our hearts. We will see you again in heaven some day!

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Anthony Paris

June 12,2002
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

I wish so much to have met you, my little angel. just know, I love you so much and I know I will see you one day. You will always be in my heart and soul. Love you, baby.

Love,
Mommy

Posey Novielli

June 13,2002
Thantophoric Dysplasia II

Not a day passes that my heart feels your touch. I will always feel empty inside until we meet again. I love and cherish you.

Joshua William Putnam

June 24, 2002 ~ 21 Weeks
Anencephaly

I will never forget the hour and a half God allowed me and Daddy to have with you. I will never forget feeling you within me. I miss you so much. I await the day we will be together again. Until then son, you are always in my heart.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Cheyanne and Justin

Hannah Noel Drews

June 26, 2002 ~ 20 Weeks
Trisomy 21

To our “Princess-Ballerina,” you are always in our thoughts. Not a moment goes by that we don’t wish you were with us. Fly with the angels our “lil’ one.”

We love you so very much,
Mommy and Daddy

Alexander Primo Rillo

July 2, 2002 ~ 22 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

We had to make the most heartbreaking decision of our lives because we love you so very much. You are forever in our hearts and in our prayers. One day we will meet again and it will be for eternity. Take care our precious angel.

Love always,
Mummy, Daddy, Stephanie and Izabella

Baby Girl Huskiewicz

July 2, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome and Multiple Anomalies

To our beautiful baby girl, we love and miss you so much and are so sad that you are not here. I know that you’re in heaven now to be Mommy and Daddy’s angel and you will feel no pain. You will always be peaceful and happy. One day I will be able to hold you again. You will always be in my heart and I will never forget you.

Love always and forever,
Mommy and Daddy

Maia Hamilton

July 10, 2002 ~ 12 weeks
Trisomy 21

Our baby girl, always. Your Mum Habie, Dad Simon, sister Kate and all your huge family loved you and celebrate your three months of life so much. Thank you for what you gave us. Rest in peace, little one.

Kyra Jorita

July 10, 2002 ~ 17.5 weeks
Anencephaly

Our Beloved Angel, we miss you so much. Every second that you were with us was truly a blessing. We get great comfort in knowing that you are no longer sick, but are in heaven with God. We cannot wait to see you again. Please know that you are the best thing that ever happened to me and I would have given my life for you to be healthy and here with us. We love you so much, sweetheart.

Mommy, Daddy, Auntie Shauna & the entire family

Emma

July 17, 2002 ~ 18 Weeks
11q-, Multiple Cardiac Anomalies

We wanted you to have a beautiful life in a better place. Watch over your twin sister who will soon be here and will be because of you. Not a day goes by that you don’t touch my heart.

XOXOXO,
Mommy and Daddy

Colin Wayne Swanson

July 19, 2002
Trisomy 13

How very softly you tiptoed into my world. Almost silently, only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your footsteps have left upon my heart. –Dorothy Ferguson–
Colin, we love you with all our hearts and you will remain there eternally.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Chris

Precious Klya

April 23, 2002 ~ July 19, 2002
Triploidy

Sierra

July 23, 2002
Trisomy 18

To our sweet little Sierra, we know you came into our daughter’s life and Yuriy’s life for special reasons. They have not taken your life, but gave you your freedom. You are a little angel and we know you were created to fill a very special purpose in your short life that God will reveal to us in His timing. We love you and always will. We will never forget you, sweet Sierra.

Gramy and Pop Pendleton

Aubrey Danielle

July 24, 2002
Trisomy 18

My dearest Aubrey,
You gave us so much joy the short 24 weeks of your life. May you always know the endless love we share for you. Our beautiful daughter, we love you so much!

Blessing Trinder Barrett

July 25, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Anencephaly

We love our precious daughter Blessing so much. She was so wanted. We long for the day when we can hold her in our arms again. We love you Blessing! Anyone can have a baby, but not all can have Angels. Blessing, you will always be in our hearts and mind. XXXXX!

Ashley Nicole

July 31, 2002
Trisomy 18

Your mommy, daddy and big sister all miss you and wanted you. We will never forget you.

Love,
Mommy Daddy and Aundrea

Baby Payton

August 3, 2002
Dandy-Walker Syndrome

Our precious baby boy. I will hold you in my arms one day and sing sweet lullabies in your ear. I miss you dearly!

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy, Pierce and Parker

Mikayla Catherine

August 7, 2002
Multicystic Kidney Disease

We Will Miss You and Love You Forever!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Katelynn

Baby Keaton

August 7, 2002 ~ 23 weeks
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

Baby Aubrey

August 7, 2002
Severe Heart Abnormality

We had many hopes and dreams for you, our little girl. You were loved from the moment we conceived and will be loved ’til we meet again. A day does not go by without thoughts of our special angel.

Love forever,
Mommy, Daddy and Family

Virginia Grace

August 8, 2002
Trisomy 8

Ashley Linda

August 9, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 18

Dearest baby daughter, I never have and I never will, cherish four minutes the way I did when your heartbeat on my little finger from 7:20 to 7:24 when you got your pink baby angel wings. Your tiny nose, your tiny feet and the sweet way you were sleeping on your elbow. I think about you every second of every day. I know Grandma Ma is taking good care of you. You are simply the most fussed over angel in heaven! If you love something, let it go. I held you until the last possible second I could, if only it had been for a lifetime. T18-free in heaven and growing up in God’s nursery.

I love you so much,
Mommy

Baby Grace Donovan

August 15, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 13

I miss you every day. My heart aches to hold you in my arms. No one will ever know the pain I have endured since I lost you.
Daddy and I wanted you so much, and were so sorry to lose you. You must be so loved up there with Granddad and Nana, I know how well they’’re taking care of you. Please know how much we love and miss you. Until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Jessica-Lily

August 16, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Spina Bifida and Arnold-Chiari Malformation

We love you eternally and long to feel you in our arms again. Our sweet, precious and beautiful baby girl safe and happy in heaven. You are always in our thoughts.

Mummy and Daddy xxx

Ashlee Liv

August 22, 2002 ~ 18/19 weeks
Anencephaly

Ashlee, my angel, I think of you night and day. It has been a year since we lost you and I question my choice all the time. I want you to know I did it for love. I didn’t want to make you suffer. If I could turn back time, I would have held you, I would have kissed you, I would have told you that you mean the world to me. Now all I can do is pray to you and visit you in my dreams. My sweet angel, you were just too perfect for such an imperfect world. Daddy and I love you so much and in such a short time you have changed our lives forever. You are our Guardian Angel. We look forward to holding you in our arms and spending eternity with you, until then, may you find peace and comfort in God’s arms.

XOXOX,
Mommy & Daddy

Lena Rösgen

August 26, 2002
Body Stalk Anomaly

Hello sweet one, we miss you you each day and will never forget.
In your twin sister you live on.

Lena Rösgen, geb. 26.08.2002, verstorben 26.08.2002 an Body stalk Anomalie.
Hallo Süße, wir vermissen Dich jeden Tag und wir werden Dich niemals vergessen.
In Deiner Zwillingsschwester lebst Du weiter. Wir lieben Dich.

We love you,
Your mummy, dad and two sisters.
Deine Mama,Papa und deine zwei Schwestern.

Jessa Machado Almario

April 27, 2002 ~ August 28, 2002

Our short time together will eternally be cherished and remembered. Daddy and Mommy made a painful decision to let our baby girl go, but find comfort in knowing you are in God’s care where there is no pain, illness, or suffering. You will always be kept close to our hearts and in our prayers. We miss and love you very much! We were blessed by your existence.

Daddy, Mommy, Joal and Bryce

Adam Page

August 29, 2002
Potter Syndrome

Mommy and Daddy will always remember you and love you. Know that you were wanted and loved.

Katie Murray

August 29, 2002 ~ 22 weeks
Bilateral Multicystic Dyplastic Kidneys

In loving memory of the most beautiful little girl we could ever have the pleasure of knowing. Those 22 weeks were the best days of our lives. Go and fly little butterfly, go fly with Poppy and you baby brother/sister (August 01). Forever in our hearts and mind.

XXX Love to you always,
Mummy and Daddy

My Little Angel

September 6, 2002
Preterm Premature Rupture of Membranes (PPROM), Oligohydramnios

Thank you for choosing me to be your Mommy. Those 17 weeks we spent together were truly a blessing. I will miss you every moment of the day until we meet again. You are my little angel. I know your great grandma and your big brother were anxiously waiting for you with open arms.

I will love you always and forever,
Mommy and Daddy

Blake Botbyl

September 7, 2002 ~ 21 Weeks
Trisomy 21

Our first baby you have touched and changed our lives forever. Because of you, we now know a love that never existed before. Our love for you is always growing stronger and we are heartened in knowing that each passing day brings us closer to the time we will be together once again. We will forever hold a very special place in our hearts for you and only you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Gabriel John Jones

September 10, 2002
Trisomy 21

To my dear sweet baby, Gabriel, please always know that you were conceived in love; you were loved when you were here; you were loved when we let you go you are loved now and you will always be loved.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Kyle

Georgia Elizabeth

September 11, 2002
CDH and Apert’s Syndrome

Baby Windsor

26 September, 2002
Anencephaly

Baby we love and miss you so much. We keep you in our hearts and thoughts all the time.

With all our Love,
Mummy, Daddy and your brother and sisters Daniel, Sammy and Nicole XXXX

Christina Lynn

September 27, 2002 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 18

Brooke Elizabeth

September 29, 2002 ~ 19 weeks
Trisomy 13, Holoprosencephaly

It has been almost five years since we were told we had to make the hardest decision a parent will ever have to make. I wanted to carry you until nature said it was time, but my body would not allow it. So it was to be that on September 27, 2002 I was induced and on September 29, 2002 you were born to Heaven.

You were born so small … 7 7/8″ long, weighing in at only 4.8 oz. But to your daddy and me you were beautiful. Not what they told us to expect at all. We were able to see you and hold you. I saw your last breath you took and I will remember it always.

On the day of your memorial service we sent 19 pink balloons in the air as we sang ‘Jesus Loves Me.’ Your ashes were laid next to your great-grandfather who has watched over you in Heaven where we will see you again someday.

Please know that we loved you from the moment we knew you were coming to be with us. I think of you often and visit you as well. We were blessed with your sister in 2004, so God has given back what he had taken home.

We love you and miss you,
Mommy, Daddy, your brothers and sister

Lucy Ella

2 October, 2002
Major Brain and Heart Abnormalities

Lucy, You are the brightest star up in heaven. Our little girl. You were so wanted. We all love you and miss you so very much. You are in our thoughts every day and in our hearts always. Sweet dreams, precious Lucy.

Your loving family,
Mummy, Daddy and your big brothers Dan, Jack and Oliver.

Logan Trinity

Born into Heaven October 4, 2002
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephaly

Logan, we love you more than words can say. Letting go of you was the hardest thing that we will ever face. I so hoped for a little girl (and so did Grandma) and never imagined that you would be so ill. You are such a special angel that God called you back to heaven to sit on his lap. We miss you here on earth, but are happy that you are our angel in Heaven that will never feel the pain and suffering that you would here with us. Watch down on us and guide us through life, especially your big brother Caden. Until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of his hand.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Caden

Melody June

October 4, 2002
Trisomy 13

Our precious baby girl, losing you has to be the hardest thing we will ever go through. With God’s strength and knowing you are now a perfect little angel, we will carry on. You will always be in our hearts and we will never forget you.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Case

Grace

October 4, 2002 ~ 22 weeks
Heart Defects

An angel in the book of life wrote in Grace’s birth, then whispered as she closed the book … too beautiful for this earth.
Our baby girl Grace, the hardest decision was letting you go. Always in our thoughts and our hearts. Watch over us until we meet again.

Forever loved … Forever longed for …
Mummy & Daddy

Ristana Margaret

October 9, 2002
Trisomy 21 with complications

Our precious baby girl that we’ve always wanted. You are in our hearts forever.

Reece Wyatt

October 9, 2002
Trisomy 21

Mommy and Daddy love and miss you, Reece. We were so excited to have you for the short time that we did. We wanted you more than ever, but heaven needed you more than we did. We love you.

Alexandra

October 18, 2002 ~ 31 Weeks
Terminal deletion of the long arm 15q bands 26.1 through 26.3

Our dearest Alexandra, it’s hard to know where to start. We want you to know first and foremost that we love you with all our hearts and we pray that we made the right choice for you. We miss you every minute of every day. It’s so hard without you. We had every expectation of getting to hold you, love you and be with you in just nine weeks. It was pure hell for us, letting go of you, but we had to because we love you too much to watch you suffer or die slowly. I hope you can forgive us if we made the worst mistake of our lives, we didn’t mean too if we did. We’ll never be the same people we once were after going through all of this with you. I personally, Alex, will try to remember all of the joy you gave me in your short life. Like the time I had an ultrasound of you around the 28 week and I saw you yawn! It was the most beautiful thing to me. That made me smile and laugh out loud. When your grandmother and I held you we thought you were so pretty. Your tiny hands and blonde hair will always stick out in my mind. To me you will always be perfect, no matter what the tests say. Please be happy and without any pain or suffering for us sweetie. I know heaven has to be better that earth. We shall meet again one day and be together always. We love you so much and will always remember you. Alex, I also want to thank you for saving my life. I quit smoking because of you and I promise you I will never smoke again. Goodbye our sweet angel baby. We love you.

Hugs, kisses and lots of Love,
Mommy, Daddy, & big sis, Kylee

Blake Julian

October 23, 2002
Cystic Hygroma, Hydrops, Agenesis of Corpus Callusom, Dandy-Walker

Although I only held you inside of me for a short 20 weeks, I will always treasure that time together. I struggle with our decision every day but know that you are suffering no more. Please know that we love you so much and wanted you in our lives so badly. I know that someday we will be together again. We love and miss you so much.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your big sister, Chloe Isabella

Matthew Charles

Born and died Oct. 24 2002
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

My sweet perfect angel. You were a wish come true for your sister and for us. We had you such a brief time, but what a lifetime’s impact you have made. We know you are at peace with Grampy and Winnie.

All our Love,
Mama, Daddy and Sydney XOXOXOXO

Sydney Frances

Born and died Oct. 24, 2002
Cystic Fibrosis

Keira Alexandra

Went to be with the Lord on Oct. 25 2002
Cystic Hygroma and Fetal Hydrops

This was the hardest choice I have ever made in my life. She joins in heaven her big sister Alexandra who has lived in peace since 1991. Knowing they are together makes me smile and knowing I will one day get to see and hold them for eternity is comforting. I love you both so much and miss you forever.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Zach

Uriel

October 30, 2002 ~ 21 Weeks
Trisomy 18

It has been one year since we said goodbye to you. As we look back upon the most difficult year that we have faced, we wonder what life would have been like had we not had to let you go. Family events, holidays, and of course mundane daily life would have been so different had you been able to stay with us. When we lost you, we also lost our happiness, innocence, and our youth. But in its place we have gained a deep sensitivity, wisdom and maturity that we otherwise would have never known. Thank you Uriel for coming to this world and teaching us these life lessons that we could have learned no other way. We will love you and miss you always. You remain in our hearts forever.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Taylor Stouffer

November 1, 2002 ~ 21 Weeks
Dandy-Walker Syndrome

We love you, we wanted you, we wanted you to deserve more than this.

Daddy, Mommy, Amelia and Erika; and your big brother Chuck, who preceded you to heaven because of Dandy-Walker

Baby Timothy

July 2 – November 5, 2002
Trisomy 18

I am so sorry this happened to all of us. We were so excited when we found out you were on the way and so heartbroken when we found out we couldn’t have you. We think about you every day and know that someday we will all be together. Great Grandma Maria and Great Grandma Lucille will play with you until we get there. Daddy and I love you so much. We’re thankful that you will never have to experience the pain we now feel. God bless you my sweet angel.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Casey, Nanna, Poppi, Grandma, Grandpa, Uncle Adrian, Aunt Kim, Uncle Robbie and Auntie Amy

(November 5, 2004) Sweet boy, I cannot believe it has been two years since we gave you to God. Last year we were blessed to have a healthy baby girl, your little sister Julia. She has such a personality and love of life that I can’t help but wonder if she has a part of your spirit in her. Please continue to watch over us. My arms still ache to hold you, my lips still long to kiss you, my heart still cries out for you. You will always be loved, our angel baby.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and baby Julia

Timothy D’Alto

November 5, 2002

Baby Timothy, it has been five years since we gave you back to God. I wish I could say that the pain has gone in that time, but it hasn’t. It is a different kind of pain. It hurts my heart when I try to imagine what you look like, or what your personality would have been like. You have another little sister now, Sophia. She was born in 2005. Your little sisters are lucky to have their big brother as a guardian angel. Although I never got to hold you, or see your face, you will always have a place in my heart, my mind and my soul. Please know how much we love you and miss you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Julia, Sophia and Casey

Noah David

November 7, 2002
Fatal Heart Abnormality

We miss him each and every day and will always love and cherish the very short time we had with him.

Dawn Elizabeth

November 10, 2002
Trisomy 18

Carried and nurtured for 19 weeks by her loving mother Kimberly Ann. Adored and anticipated by her loving brother and father Daniel, Jr. and Daniel, Sr. You will be sorely missed and always loved.

Baby Salkin

November 11, 2002
Spina Bifida

To our sweet little girl,
Thank you for the 20 weeks of hope and joy that you gave us. It’s only been a few days since you left us and we already miss you terribly. May you always know how much we love you and that you’ll live on in our hearts forever.

All our love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Abby

Gabriel

November 13, 2002 ~ 19 weeks
Triploidy

You will always have a special place in our hearts.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Peanut Bayly

November 14, 2002 ~ 14 Weeks
Turner Syndrome and Cystic Hygroma

It broke our hearts to let you go when we had only seen you for the first time and fallen in love with you two weeks before. We will always love you and miss you sweetheart.

Love and hugs forever,
Mummy and Daddy.

Baby Wayne

November 16, 2002 ~ 22 Weeks
Multiple Anomalies

Dear sweet baby boy, not a day goes by that you are not on our minds. We miss you so much. You will always be so special to us. You are the most beautiful little baby ever born into heaven. We all love you and can’t wait to see you again.

Mommy, Daddy and your big brothers

Madilyn Hope

November 19, 2002 ~ 10″, 8oz.
Returned to heaven free of Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

I miss feeling your footprints inside my tummy.

Love forever,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Kelsey

Baby Naylor

November 22, 2002 ~ 17.2 weeks
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Hydrops, Fetal Ascites and Oligiohydramniosis

Our sweet baby girl, we hoped and prayed for you for many months and finally we got the news. We’re having a baby! We heard your heart beat, we saw you waving to us on the ultrasound and we fell madly in love with you. It broke our hearts to learn that we could not hold you and protect you here in this world and now it is you who watches over us and protects us. You are our angel and forever our little girl. Until the day we meet in heaven, know that Mommy and Daddy love you dearly.

Calissa Grace

November 29, 2002 12:49 a.m. ~ 8:45 a.m.
Trisomy 13

Our precious little angel. You fought so hard for us to see you alive. We loved you from the moment you entered our lives and will never forget you.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Jacob

Cyan Faith

December 3, 2002 ~ 19 weeks
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

To my angel,
You made me so happy when you were in my tummy. I could not wait for the day that you would arrive, so I could hold you in my arms and whisper lullabies in your ear. To look into your eyes and tell you I love you. Mommy will feel like a part of her is missing until I can be near you again. I am sorry you could not be here with me and your daddy, but God needed you near him. I love you and miss you and I will see you in heaven my sweet little angel.

Love,
Mommy

Sarah Nicole

December 10, 2002
Anencephaly

My sweet, sweet Sarah, I wanted you so badly. I finally had my baby girl. Even if it was just for five short months, you have changed my life. You have made me a better person, I now take nothing for granted and appreciate every moment. Please look over us from heaven and take care of your brother Zachary. As fearless as he is, he will probably need a guardian angel. You will always be with us, every moment of every day, and you will never be forgotten. We love you more than you will ever know. I can’t wait until the day I will see you again. Thank you for being part of our family even if it is only from heaven. I cherish the moments that we had together. I love you Sarah. I miss you, baby.

Your Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Zachary. xoxoxox

Kody Lee Reeves

December 11, 2002

Dear Kody,
Losing you was one of the hardest things I ever had to deal with. I loved you so much and wanted so much for you to be born. I remember how close I felt to you when I held you in my arms. I let you go so you would not suffer. That’s how much I love you. There is not a day goes by that I don’t think about you and miss you and wonder what you would have been like. I can’t wait for the day we will meet again. You are my angel! I know you are watching over your sisters Jessie and Savannah, and Daddy and me.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy, Jessie & Savannah

Paige Elizabeth

December 13, 2002
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

S.B. Frey

December 13, 2002
Polydactyly of hands and foot

You will always be a part of us. We will always be a part of you.

We love and miss you.

We are not far away,
Mommy, Daddy and brothers.

Allan Michael

December 13, 2002
Trisomy 13, Diaphragmatic Hernia, Multiple Anomalies

You will always be with me in my heart! The time we had shared together was very short but I know that you are safe with your great grandma and grandpas and someday we will meet again! I love you my little angel!

Love,
Mommy

Makenna Leigh

December 22, 2002
Full Trisomy 18

Even if a day should go by when we don’t say “I love you,” may never a moment go by without you knowing we do. Gone but not forgotten. You were here with us for only 23 weeks, but you will live in our hearts forever. We miss you so much, little one, and we love you more than anything. Please don’t ever forget that.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Faith Marie

December 22, 2002 ~ 20 weeks
Kidney Agenesis, no bladder, immature lungs

Our precious Faith, how we miss you every single moment of every single day. The day I found out that you were not meant to be with us here on earth was the most horrible day of my life. We chose to end your suffering and send you to be with God. I know we will meet again, and I will hold you. Please watch over us and the new baby that is growing in Mommy’s belly–which I know you had something to do with. You are so special. Never forget how much Mommy and Daddy and Sissy love you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Sarah

Starr

December 23, 2002
Triploidy

There is not a day that goes by the we do not think of you! My heart is crushed and will never mend.

We will always love you,
Mommy, Daddy, Sissy, Kimmi & Mackenzie

Michael Harrison

December 26, 2002
Trisomy 21

Sweetie, from your perch in Heaven, please know that our decision to free you from the potential health problems you faced was the hardest of our lives. Mommy and Daddy love you:— you know this, because you see how we hug your urn every day and you know how we miss you more than words could possibly express. Your loss has touched us all, but the fact that you existed in the first place is what we most celebrate and always will. You will forever be cherished, missed and remembered. We will always love you. That’s why we did what we did.

Our EWP Babies 2001

Ashlen Isabella Wright

January 3, 2001 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 21

You’ll always be in our hearts, little one

Faith Lin LaFave

January 5, 2001
Anencephaly

You have touched many hearts. You will never be forgotten. We miss you so very much.

We love you!
Mom, Dad and families

Georgia May Silke

January 5, 2001
Cleft Palate, Liver Disease

You were our first child, who was wanted very much. I carried you for a short time, you were taken way too soon. But God wanted you to be an angel in heaven, you are now with Nonna Caporale who no doubt loves you very much. My broken heart aches as I miss you dearly. My empty arms feel heavy as I long to hold you. May you rest with God, my little Angel.

Love,
Mummy, Daddy and your big furry brother, Cheeko.

Sage

January 10, 2001

You are loved by your Mommy forever.

Baby Gonzales

January 13, 2001
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephaly

You will never be forgotten. We love you and we will think about you every day, we will see each other one of these days. You are in many people’s hearts. I will always love you.

Love you and God bless you,
Your mom and dad.

Thomas Robert Jr.

January 13, 2001
Severe Hydrops

Our beloved son, we will never forget you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Jamie & Dana

Baby Carvalho

January 20, 2001 ~ 20 Weeks
Spina Bifida

We will never forget you. You brought us immense joy and hope for five months. We will forever love you and keep you in our hearts. May you be in peace in heaven.

Grace Welsh

January 24, 2001 ~ 21 Weeks
Anencephaly

A brief moment in time is all that we shared. A child hoped for, a soul to cherish forever. Oh Lord, I am thankful for that brief moment in time.

We will always love you,
Mommy & Daddy

Jackson Thomas Walters

January 24, 2001 ~ 20 weeks
Down Syndrome

You were a wanted first baby. You will be in my heart forever and loved always.

Love,
Mommy

Elliot Bevins

January 25 2001 ~ 17 Weeks
Spina Bifida

I held your tiny perfect hand just one time; I live for the day I will hold it again.

Mummy

Dèjá J’nai Greaves

February 1, 2001 5:02am ~ 24 Weeks
Trisomy 21

You were all that I hoped for and I miss you every single moment of my day. There isn’t a second that I don’t think of you. Your two brothers, your dad and I love you so much. We will never ever forget you. You are our personal little angel.

Hug & kisses ’til infinity

Twin B Urso-Nosseir

February 1, 2001 ~ 22 Weeks
Sirenomelia

Twin A Urso-Nosseir

February 12, 2001 ~ 24 Weeks
Unknown causes

We miss you terribly and you will always be our first children. We know in our hearts that you are together and have each other.

Love always,
Mommie and Daddie

Tobias Brock

February 2, 2001
Anencephaly

You were our first and we miss you so much! You will be in our hearts forever.

Anna Elizabeth

February 5, 2001
Spina Bifida

Le pido al Senor me de la oportunidad de encontrarte al final de mi camino, y darte el beso que estoy guardando para ti.

Te quiero,
tu mama

Adam

February 6, 2001
Trisomy 21

Our sweet little son, how we love you so much. You are healthy, safe and at peace in heaven. Always know how much we wanted you and how much you are a part of our hearts and our lives. You are with us always. Every day that we ache in sorrow for missing you, we have comfort knowing that you are not suffering, that you are with Jesus and that we will be together again one day. We miss you more than any words could possibly say. We set you free, dear son …

Love, love, love,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Sister

Eliza Rose

February 7, 2001
Trisomy 13, Heart Defects, Dandy-Walker

Unto us a child was born; we don’t pretend to understand, but to only accept and to love. It brings us comfort to know that you are in God’s hands now and at peace.

You will forever be in our hearts,
Mommy and Daddy love you

Aidan Christopher Smyth

February 8, 2001
Severe Hydrocephalus

Somewhere or Other
Somewhere or other there must surely be The face not seen, the voice not heard, The heart that not yet — never yet — ah me! Made answer to my word.
Somewhere or other, may be near or far; Past land or sea, clean out of sight; Beyond the wandering moon, beyond the star That tracks him night by night.
Somewhere or other, may be far or near; With just a wall, a hedge, between; With just the last leaves of the dying year Fallen on a turf grown green.
We will always love you, our little angel.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and little sis, Madeline

Erica Charlene

February 9, 2001 ~ 21 Weeks
Deletion on Chromosome 1

Just when the caterpillar thought her world was over, she became a butterfly. My precious baby girl, I will always love and remember you. Until it’s my turn to become a butterfly …

I send you my love always,
Mommy

Baby Lind

February 14, 2001 ~ 19 1/2 Weeks
Meckel-Gruber Syndrome

Although you were with us for only four months, you will be in our hearts forever. Thank you for the hope and joy you brought to our lives.

Bryn Keely Jenkins

February 14, 2001
Encephalocele

We miss you so baby girl. Even years later this hole in my heart aches for you. We’ll be together again in heaven … keep calling my name at night. I hear you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Keir and your new sister, Kyla

Patrick James Sullivan

February 16, 2001 ~ 24 weeks
Wolf-Hirschorn Syndrome

You’ll always be in our hearts and never forgotten.

Love,
Mummy & Daddy

Mitchell Ellis

February 16, 2001 ~ 22 Weeks
Trisomy 18

Missed dearly every day.

Mommy

Adria Angelina

February 17, 2001 ~ 22 Weeks
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephaly

To our unknown angel, we love you and are calmed knowing the time we spent together was at peace. We know Marilyn is taking care of you and we’ll see you again at another time in another place.

Love,
Mom, Dad, Grandma and Grandpa

Lindsey Nicole Coyle

February 20, 2001
Turner Syndrome, Severe Heart Defects

Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you and wonder what you would be like today. You were like a comet that touched our lives and left way too soon. We love you, Lindsey.

Your Mom and Dad

Baby Bennie

February 26, 2001 ~ 18 Weeks

You were here for such a short time and yet I think of you every day. Your life has left a deep imprint and I will always love you.

Mom

Megan Griffiths

28 February 2001 ~ 19 Weeks

A much wanted first baby. You are forever in our hearts and thoughts.

Mummy and Daddy will love you always.

Emily Caroline

March 1, 2001
Spina Bifida

Our sweet baby girl, someday we will hold you in our arms and our hearts will beat together once again. We love and miss you deeply.

Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Hannah Kate

Emily Robinson de Bomford

Sent to the stars March 1, 2001,
Stillborn at the birth of her sister Sarah
May 20, 2001
Non-Chromosomal Syndrome

Our precious Emily, when we look at your twin Sarah we wonder if you would have looked in any way alike or if you would have looked like one of your two older sisters. We love you like we love your sisters and you will remain in our hearts forever, darling.

Love always,
Mummy, Daddy, Eliza, Kate and your non-identical twin sister, Sarah

Riley Elizabeth

March 1, 2001

Our littlest angel, not a day goes by when we do not miss you.

Mommy, Daddy, Samantha & Nicholas

Tayla Pagie Bellchambers

6 March 2001 ~ 19 weeks
Anencephaly

We will see you in our dreams. We will hold you in our hearts. An angel you are now.

Love,
Dad, Mum and Madison

Elaina Rose Martin

Heaven bound on March 6, 2001
Anencephaly

Annie

March 9, 2001 ~ 14 Weeks
Trisomy 18

Annie you will always be my angel named after your great grandmother. I am so sorry that the doctors and I had to send you and your soul to heaven so soon, although you are now in a safer and pain-free place with God. I will always miss you and look forward to holding you someday in heaven.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy.

Jared Cole Imler

“Born to Angels” March 9, 2001 ~ 30 Weeks
Poly Cystic Kidney, Heart Abnormalities, Chromosome 17 Deletion (Smith-Magenis Syndrome)

For a short time I had your body in my body; I carried your belly in my belly. And now, though I have your heart in my heart and feel your soul in my soul, I won’t have your hand in my hand until we meet in Heaven. We miss you life in our lives. We will always love you!

Mom, Dad and big brother, Justin Ty (2).

Chloe Dorr-Smith

March 12, 2001
Anencephaly

Let your spirit guide Mommy through this ’til we meet again. You are an unforgotten miracle!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and brother Daemon

Francine Marie Duquella

March 13, 2001
Spina Bifida and Severe Heart Defect

We love you and miss you dearly.

Mommy and Daddy

Little Star

March 14, 2001 Trisomy 21

You came from the Stars and returned to the Stars … just too quickly … We miss you so much baby girl … Just know that we love you and will always remember you, and that one day, we will be together again … and finally hug you …

Forever in our hearts,
Your mommy & daddy.

Caressa Marie

Stillborn March 15, 2001
Anencephaly

My only little one, how my heart wishes I could have been taken instead but God needed you for one of his angels and I know you are not suffering anymore. So rest in peace my little angel, and happy birthday. We all miss you and love you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Logan and Alexander

Colton Chance

March 16, 2001 ~ 22 Weeks
Thanatophoric Dysplasia

He is deeply missed by his mom and dad. He brought so much joy to us in the five months that he was here, more than anyone will ever know. We miss him more than words can say.

Cameron Scott Brogues

March 18 ~ 22.5 Weeks

I treasured every moment I had with you. You were the boy that the whole family waited for. You will be in our hearts forever.

With love forever,
Mommy, Daddy & big sister, Lauren

Eamonn Rory McCaul Thibodeau

Born March 18, 2001
Trisomy 18

We miss and love you more than words can say, mommy cries almost every day, we wanted you with us in the worst way, but knew it would be selfish to make you stay.

All Our Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Conn (3)

Joshua Mark Mackenzie

22 March 2001 ~ 2:55 p.m.
23 weeks and 5 days
Meckel-Gruber Syndrome

~ Flying free with ~

Angel Mackenzie

4 October 2000 at 6:15 p.m.
11 weeks and 5 days
Demise in utero, cause unknown

Do not stand at our graves and weep, for we’re not there, we do not sleep. We are a thousand winds that blow, we are the diamond glints on snow. We are the sunlight on ripened grain, we are the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning, hush, for we’re the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight, we are the brightest stars that shine at night. So do not stand at our graves and cry, for we’re not there we have not died.
Mummy and Daddy feel you both each and every day in many different ways. Be free sweet Angel and precious Joshy bear, we will love you always eternally.

xx wrapped in hugs and kisses xx.

Jessica McCoy

March 23, 2001 ~ 22 Weeks
Trisomy 21, Severe Heart Defect

My darling daughter although you were only on this earth for five and a half months you will be in our hearts for the rest of our lives. I look for the day I will be able to hold you in heaven.

We love you so very much,
Mama and Daddy

Emma Isabel

March 23, 2001
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephaly

We miss you and love you our sweet baby angel.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Sara and Jenna

William Scully

March 24, 2001 ~ 18 Weeks, 4 Days
Trisomy 18

Our little baby boy, you were our hopes and dreams and we couldn’t wait for your arrival. It was so hard to place you back in God’s hands before we ever got the chance to show you our love. We loved holding you in our hands and want to thank you for bringing us a lifetime of joy in an instant. Fly away little angel and please remember we will always love you.

Wait for us in heaven,
Mommy & Daddy

Baby Boy Loh

March 28, 2001 ~ 19 Weeks
Trisomy 21

Your brother, father and I will be grateful every day for your creation, we will forever hold you in our hearts. Grandmom Joan will love you well. We will be together again one day. God is truly a rich soul to have you now.

Timothy Mitchell Evans

March 28, 2001 ~ 23 weeks
Dandy-Walker Syndrome

We will love you forever!

Mom, Dad and Ali

Liam Eynon

29 of March 2001 ~ 17 Weeks
Anencephaly

Our little son who will always have a special place in our hearts.

Alexandria Faith O’Reilly

March 29, 2001 ~ 4:30 pm ~ 20 Weeks, 5 days
Rupture of membranes due to a car accident

Alexandria Faith will always be an angel in our eyes, and a beautiful blessing from God taken ever too soon.

We love you Alexandria!
Mommy, Daddy and Miranda

Matthew Michael McGovern

April 1, 2001
Open Neural Tube Defect

Shawn Patrick McGovern

January 1, 1999
Spina Bifida

Our little sons were going to be the ones to carry on our names, but we are here left behind to carry on yours … Yes we made the decision to return you both home to God, but our arms are empty and our hearts are heavy … we are still searching for the reasons why … can’t find any … and all we do is sit and cry … time has come, and time has gone …We love you both so very much. We hope you both know.

Very sadly missed by
Mommy, Daddy, Tricia, Nicholas and Grace

Belle Nelson

April 7, 2001 ~ 22 Weeks
Water on the brain and heart defects

My sweet Belle, Mommy misses you so very much and thinks about you every day. I love you and in my dreams hold you. Goodnight, sweet Belle.

Love,
Mommy

Lev Jones

April 7, 2001 ~ 20 Weeks
Trisomy 18

Your name means heart and you will live in my heart forever.

I love you,
Mommy

Raymond George

Given up to God on April 8, 2001
Potter Syndrome, Trisomy 13

You were our son, Shae’s little brother and so very, very wanted. We pray you are in God’s loving arms and those of your Grandpa’s in heaven, even as you must know how very much you are loved and missed by us here on earth. Mommy and Daddy will forever miss the feeling of holding you and raising you to be a strong young man, but we know we will see you again one day. Please watch over your sister Shae and your newest sister, Jordyn. I promise that they will know who you are as they grow.

We love you baby boy,
Mommy, Daddy, Shae & Jordyn

Anne Marie

April 10, 2001 ~ 13 Weeks
Down Syndrome

Not a day goes by that your sister and I don’t think of you.

We will love you forever,
Mommy and Katie

Charli

April 12, 2001

You will always be our most precious firstborn. We wanted you so much but in our hearts we know that you are now our little guardian angel in heaven. I will always treasure holding you close to me, and know that one day we’ll be together again.

Love always,
Mummy, Daddy and all your extended family

Baby Seth

April 23, 2001 ~ 19 Weeks
Trisomy 21

A first wanted baby and longed for. You are always loved and forever in my heart …

Mummy

Baby Ervin

April 24, 2001 ~ 6 Weeks

The implantation of our baby was life threatening to the mother. Our baby had implanted in scar tissue in the uterus. The doctors said I could have hemorrhaged, lost my uterus and/or died from the hemorrhage. They said that if I hemorrhaged, I could bleed to death in 10 minutes. They said the scar tissue was too weak to have a good outcome. They had seen only two cases and neither had good outcomes. Our baby was wanted and loved.

Keshia Ann Billings

April 29, 2001 ~ 21 Weeks 5 Days
Trisomy 18, Spina Bifida, Hydrocephaly

You were the little girl I always wanted. I loved you and did not want to let you go but, I knew I had too. I had to let you go to Heaven and be with Jesus and at peace without me. You were a part of me. I will always miss you and think about you. I am very thankful for the small amount of time we had together before you left to go home to Heaven. You are loved very much!

XOXOXOXO, Lots and lots of Love,
Mom

Levi Collie

May 2, 2001 ~ 22 Weeks
Severe Hydrops with Cystic Hygomas

We only had you for a short time, 22 weeks to watch you grow in Momma’s belly. Most of us did not get to see you or hold you, but you were real. And our hopes and dreams for you were real. When we lost you, we cried and we continue to cry because we lost you and a future with you. We’ll miss holding you and cuddling you, watching you take your first steps and teaching you how to swim, spell words and ride a bike. You were our special little boy with a sweet little face, and we loved you all of your life.

Mom, Dad and brother, Sam

William Raphael Swanson

May 4, 2001 ~ 17 Weeks
Trisomy 21

We miss you every day and think of you with love. I know you’re with your grandparents and great-grandparents who are holding you since we can’t.

Love,
Your Mom, Dad and Sisters

Baby Girl Donaldson

May 4, 2001
Trisomy 21, Cystic Hygroma

We love you and will always hold you close in our hearts.

Love,
Daddy, Mommy, Noah and Jack

Joseph Moran

May 10, 2001
Trisomy 4p

Our little Joseph, our angel. We’ll keep a part of you with us and everywhere we go, there you’ll be. We love you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Sonny Rosenthal

May 10, 2001
Hydrocephalacy and Agensis of the Corpus Callosum

We miss our little angel. He is always in our hearts.

Marc John & Matthew Philip Tyrrell

May 15, 2001
Conjoined Twins, Congenital Heart Problems, Spina Bifida

I loved you boys more that words can show, My angels are in heaven while I have been left all alone. One day we will meet I will hold you in my arms. I will try not to cry when I think of you. Take care of them God, and hold their hands tell them mommy loves them and knows they’re safe.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Sister

Sophie Elizabeth Scott

May 18, 2001 ~ 19 weeks
Turner Syndrome with 46xy/45x mosaicism

We love you, our little angel.

Baby Boy K

May 18, 2001 ~ 18 weeks
Spina Bifida, Arnold-Chiari Malformation

Our firstborn, you will forever be in our hearts. We love and miss you so much. Know that Grandma & Grandpa are taking care of you now ~ until we meet in heaven!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your Dingoes

Harley Elsie Senna

May 18, 2001
Trisomy 18 with Major Complications

To our precious angel, you will live in our hearts and memories forever.

We love you,
Mommy and Daddy

Chari Cheryl Barnett

May 22, 2001 ~ 18 Weeks
Trisomy 18 and Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Baby Valenzuela

May 24, 2001
Potter Syndrome

Aunque solo estuviste conmigo por 5 meses te recordare toda la vida, fuiste lo mas importante y lo mas esperado en mi vida. Espero que el señor nos permita un dia volver a estar juntos y que tus Abuelitos Jose, Juanita, Consuelo, Fernando, Salvador y Angelita esten velando por ti.

Te ama,
Tu Mami

Shannon Marie

May 26, 2001
Trisomy 21

We wanted you so much. You were our first. I grieve your loss profoundly yet remember you for all of your gifts of wisdom and love. I will never forget you.

Mommy

Alexandra Warland

May 26, 2001 ~ 18 Weeks
Anencephaly

A darling daughter and sister, forever in our thoughts, forever in our hearts. We love you. We think of you playing in the fairy garden we made for you. Night night, our little angel.

Elizabeth Grace

June 6, 2001
Neural Tube Defect

Our precious baby, always in our hearts. Wished we held you longer, sang you more lullabies, We wished …

Love,
Mom and Dad

Hope Elizabeth O’Neil
and
Joy Elizabeth O’Neil

June 7, 2001 ~ 19 Weeks
Conjoined Twins

We are so glad that we had the chance to say “hello,” to hold you close and to kiss you gently good-bye. Although we only had you for a brief moment in time, we are grateful for every part of it. The peace that we now find is by knowing that you are together forever, with God’s loving arms around you to keep you safe and warm. So until we can once again hold you close and kiss you gently hello, know that we all miss you and love you endlessly.

Hugs and kisses,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Devon

Natalie Ruth

June 12, 2001
Turner Syndrome

To our precious first baby – our arms are empty now, but our hearts will always be filled with the wonderful memories you gave us. You will never be forgotten.

Baby Lackey

June 13, 2001 ~ 18 Weeks
Trisomy 18

Although your time with us was brief, we will always love and cherish you, our first child.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Morgan Diann Garner

June 14, 2001
Anencephaly and Spina Bifida

We love you! You are always in our thoughts. We miss you dearly and will one day be reunited. You have touched all of us and we can’t wait to hold you in heaven. We will never forget you, Morgan!

Love you always,
Mommy & Daddy

Elizabeth

June 14, 2001 ~ 21 Weeks
Anencephaly

Our little angel, we love you and miss you so much. Not a day goes by that you are not on our minds. You will always been in our hearts, precious one.

Love,
Daddy, Mommy and big sister Dylan

Baby Angel Wicks

June 20, 2001
Spina Bifida

We will forever love you and long to see you again!

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Rep Archie Greenwood

June 23, 2001 ~ 24 1/2 weeks
Down Syndrome with Cardiac Defects

My Little Archie,
I look at your picture often. You are so beautiful. I visit your grave seldom. For I know you are not there. You live with our Savior! If I had done what was best for me, I would be holding you in my arms. My soul longs for your presence. But I could not be selfish. I chose for my heart to suffer so yours would not. You now soar on the wings of angels. But oh how I miss you my perfect child! You remain in my heart forever! “Mama loves!”

Baby Boy Currier

June 26, 2001
Multiple Heart Defects

You are in our hearts forever. We love you. Have fun playing in heaven ’til we meet again.

Amar Padakandla

June 28, 2001
Multiple Congenital Heart Defects

We wanted you so much. Even though you can’t be with us physically, you will be in our thoughts and our hearts forever. We love you, sweet Baby Amar.

Love,
Amma, Anna and Big Brother Aakash

Celeste Hanson

July 14, 2001 ~ 22 Weeks
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Severe Hydrops

We know you’re with God now and that you aren’t suffering any more. We will always love you and know that you will forever be an angel watching over us. Take flight our little one and know that we will always be there to hold your hand.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Cort and Brooks

Julianna Rose Belisario

July 13, 2001 ~ 22 Weeks
Cytomegalovirus (CMV)

Our beautiful “Little Flower” Julianna Rose, we will forever sing your song of Love,
hope and strength. May you blossom and spread your wings in heaven and shower us with your sunshine until the day that we’re together. We will hold you forever in our hearts with the same Love, devotion and tenderness that we felt when Mommy and Daddy first held you in our proud arms.

Love no end,
Mommy, Daddy, Leilani, Chanel and Jasmin

Baby Girl Williams

July 19, 2001 ~ 21 Weeks
Trisomy 21 and other complications

To our precious baby girl … we will love you forever and dream of the days when we can hold you in our arms. May you live in peace and continue to smile at us from above.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Brothers Aaron & Ryan

Alexandra Juliette Yazalina

July 19, 2001 ~ 22 1/2 Weeks
Trisomy 21

She is so loved and missed by her mommy and daddy. May she rest in God’s arms until she can be in ours. We love you with all our hearts.

Elle Kitten Garvey

June 8, 2001 ~ 28 weeks
Trisomy 21

Mommy, Sunny, Daddy and Brent, miss her so much

Sophia Rose Bianco

July 24, 2001
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

My heart aches for you. You will never be forgotten.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your big sister Montana

Cory Michael Van Meter

July 25, 2001
Potter Syndrome

We love and miss you very much baby boy! You will be in our hearts forever.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Christopher and Cody

Frankie Cannizzaro

July 27, 2001
Meglocystis

To our firstborn … We waited for the day we would hold you and now we will never be able to. To us you will always be our firstborn. We love you, our angel.

Tommy Handley

July 28, 2001 ~ 29 Weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

He is sadly missed by Mummy, Daddy and sister Leonie

Baby Elliott-Hammond

August 5, 2001
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

“Love, like starlight, never dies”

Brenna Ashley

August 7, 2001
Anencephaly

Our beautiful angel lives in Heaven with the other angels. All she’ll ever know is love,
comfort and happiness. God loved her so much he took her right to home. My sweet Brenna, we’ll always love you and forever keep you in our hearts, for you are truly alive and perfect in heaven.

Jacek Anglewicz

August 9, 2001 ~ 21 Weeks
Anencephaly

You will forever be in our hearts, our precious Jacek. You were our first child and wanted and loved more than anything we had ever known. We know that you are in a much better place and have a beautiful, healthy body in heaven. We miss you desperately and will love you always.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

David Hunter Brown and Danielle Nichole Brown

August 10, 2001

Lord, today I sent my babies to you, please give them wings so they can fly. They are new at this so take it slow, and let them flutter by. We will miss them oh so much and will never know their smile. But you need them and they are yours, they were only ours for a little while. They will never feel pain and never know fear, for I know you will keep them safe, and every night hold them near. And now … I close my eyes to say goodbye and watch them fly to you. Please keep them Lord and love them, ’til we get our wings too.
We love and miss you both so much.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Francesca

August 17, 2001
Down Syndrome

I will love you forever.

Mommy

Twin Boys Horton

August 18, 2001 ~ 20 Weeks
Trisomy 21

Mommy loved you both with all my heart.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Sister

Weston Adam Kight

August 20, 2001 ~ 21 weeks
Limb Body Wall Defect

Our precious son, the one we longed for, our first baby boy, We love and miss you! You will always be in our thoughts and we will always remember seeing your sweet little face and touching your cute little feet. We know your in heaven with God and we can only wait for that day to see your precious face and heaven and to know you are not suffering anymore. We love you!

Mommy and Daddy

Rajko Miletic

August 21, 2001 ~ 20 weeks
Cystic Hygoma and Fetal Hydrops

We didn’t want to believe it, and still cannot believe that we had to lose you.

Love forever,
your Mommy and Daddy

Briana Patricia Murphy

August 24, 2001 ~ 21 weeks
Skeletal Dysplasia

We will always love and miss you, our little one.

Love,
Mama, Dada and your big brother Zachary

Taylor Josephine Ketchum

August 26, 2001 ~ 21 Weeks
Type 1 Thanatophoric Dysplasia

You are our first and much wanted child, but God had bigger plans for you. Aunt Jo needed her namesake niece in heaven to keep her company. We miss you dearly and you will live in our hearts forever.

Mommy, Daddy, Boodies and family

Mallory Ann Bourke

August 28, 2001
Trisomy 18

Mallory Ann, we love and miss you very much little angel. You have touched our lives in such a wonderful way. You will always be in our hearts, Mallory. We dream of you and hold you close, never to let you go, you will live in our hearts forever. Baby girl, always remember that Mommy and Daddy love you to no end.

Calijah Mary-Ellen Bruce Pearce

August 28, 2001 ~ 14 Weeks
Anencephaly

I see you dancing and singing in the sky with all the other fairy princesses … Mummy loves you and will hold you in her arms one day.

Sonita Trust Graham

August 30, 2001 ~ 20 Weeks
Incompetent Cervix

It was by God’s grace and all things through Christ Jesus that you were brought to us. We loved you very much and wanted you here with us. Thank you for the joy you brought to our world. Your spirit will live forever in our hearts.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your Big Sister Danielle

Isabella Grace

August 30, 2001
Trisomy 18

My little angel, there is never a day that I do not feel you near me. You are a part of heart and my soul forever. I miss you, darling.

Kaylie Elizabeth Kurth

September 3, 2001 ~ 18 1/2 Weeks
Dandy-Walker Syndrome

How softly you came into our lives, but what a mark your tiny footprints have made on our hearts.

With all of our love,
Mommy and Daddy

Tristen

September 6, 2001 ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 21

It’s a comfort to know you have lots of playmates in heaven! You are in a place where there’s no such thing as pain, disability, or broken dreams. Dance with the angels, little one! They will care for you until I am able to meet up with you on the other side.

Your loving Mommy forever & ever, Daddy & big Sister

Baby Lundgren

September 7, 2001 ~ 20 Weeks
Trisomy 21

You are greatly loved and greatly missed. May you live in joy, peace and happiness in heaven as God’s special angel. You will never be forgotten and one day we will all be together. I miss you so much.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your sister, Michelle

Elijah Hunter

September 7, 2001 ~ 29 weeks
Alobar Holoprosencephaly

Our little boy, for every tear you will never cry, we shed two.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Hallee

Kezia Lynn

September 8, 2001
Anencephaly

You are my firstborn, forever in my heart. I miss you so much baby girl. I hope that we make you proud now as you look down on us from above with Jesus by your side.

With all my love,
Mommy

Baby Austin

September 11, 2001
Severe Heart Defects

Although you were only with us for a brief time, we will miss and love you forever. I miss feeling you and your daddy misses sleeping with his hand on my tummy so that he could feel close to you. You are a beautiful boy and we feel comfort in knowing exactly where you are right now. When I see a sunset, or the bright stars on a clear night, I know that you are seeing it too from a place more beautiful than we can imagine. Until we meet again in that beautiful place.

Love,
Momma, Daddy and your puppy, Elvis

Katie

September 15, 2001
Down Syndrome

We made a choice, you went to God on September 15 2002. I will always wish different. I love you my beautiful daughter, held you for a few brief moments. I pray I see you again.

Love,
Mummy XX

Nathan Monroe

September 16, 2001 ~ 16 weeks
Uterine Infection

Nathan, Mommie loves you. I can’t wait for the day that I can see you again.

I love you, son,
Mommie

Paige Marilee Rock

September 19, 2001 ~ 16 weeks
Fragile X

Goodbye darling, we feel so blessed by the time you spent with us. Please know how very much we love you. I miss you every day and feel your spirit with me still. I pray that you are safe somewhere still growing and being loved. Forgive us for what we’ve done. I will try to give the love I have for you to other children who need it so much in the hope that you will feel it through them. You will always be with me.

Celeste Joy DiMaggio

September 20, 2001 ~ 20 Weeks
Trisomy 18, 3-chambered heart

I held you in my hands, searing the memory of your sweet, peaceful little face into my memory forever through tears of great sorrow. I feel your spirit around me in an almost physical sense and talk to you often. We miss you and love you more than words can express. I am thankful for the pictures and footprints I have to remind me of your brief presence here on earth. “Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same. But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again.”

Love,
Mama, Daddy and big sister, Evie

Randin Robert Hachiro Hasegawa

September 26, 2001
Missing a significant piece of Chromosome 6

Sweetheart, you will forever be my little butterfly. You were too fragile, too delicate, too special for this world. You are now free to fly as high as you can, to play with the angels, to watch over us, to know that you will be forever loved. Please know that you will always be in my heart and I look forward to the day that we will be united in eternity. God bless you little angel.

Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Kyrie

Baby Hanna

September 26, 2001
Anencephaly

Your brief stay with us brought us so much joy that we will focus on that and not that you are now gone. We can’t wait to see you in heaven.

We will always love you little one,
Momma and Daddy

Precious Delanie Smith

September 27, 2001 ~ 18 Weeks
Anencephaly

We miss you Precious, and think of you every day. One day we will be together again and I will hold you forever, we hope you know how much we love you and miss you so much. You are now our special angel.

Mommy Crystal, Daddy Pete and big brother, Christian

Elijah Mullins

September 27, 2001
Polycystic Kidney Disease, No Stomach, Severe Cleft Palate, Blocked Intestines

We miss you so much, our precious baby boy. We know you are in heaven, an angel that watches over us. We think about you every day and we always will until the day we finally meet and get to hold your hand.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Sister

Baby Boy Hurley

October 5, 2001
Heart Deformation

Although we have never met, Mommy and Daddy love and miss you. You are our angel in heaven.

Alexander Richard Marcel Gosselin

October 5, 2001 ~ 4:07 p.m. ~ 22 weeks
Spina Bifida, Hydrocephalus, Damaged Cerebellum

Our little angel
You are loved
You are missed.

Mom, Dad and Andre

Morgan Kaye

October 8, 2001
Down Syndrome

My darling girl, we miss you so much but believe you are with Grampy now and being well taken care of. You will always be in our hearts and we’ll love you forever.

Mommy, Daddy and Madison

Rachel Birdsong

October 16, 2001
Trisomy 18

Dear daughter, our first daughter, second EWP, and third baby in heaven. I am so sorry you were so sick that you were already dying when we met you via ultrasound. We will love you always.

Mommy and Daddy

Baby Angel Senecal

October 18, 2001

We never got to see you … and never got to hold you or say goodbye. But you are with the angels that will take care of you forever, so fly my baby, fly. We’ll never say goodbye …

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Amy Rose Gregson-Brown-Land

October 21, 2001
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

Amy Rose,
Our only source of comfort is our memory and the love. You will shine forever like the brightest star above. A flame that burns eternally so strong it lights the sky. And even through our darkest days that flame will never die.

Mummy, Daddy and big brother Samuel love you very much, and will always have you close to our hearts. xxx

Pumpkin

October 22, 2001
Trisomy 21

To our beloved Pumpkin with gratitude for your short life.

Abigail Hare

October 23, 2001 ~ 21 Weeks

Abby, you can’t possibly know how much you were wanted, our precious little girl and how we miss you. We know, however, that there are people in heaven who love you and are taking care of you until we see you and get to hold you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Robert

Paul Montgomery Wang

October 25, 2001
Trisomy 18 and Alobar Holoprosencephaly

Never meant for this world. Forever part of our family. We’ll love you always!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brothers James and Adam

Zachary Taylor Meade

October 30, 2001
Anencephaly

No loss of a loved one is ever easy. We weren’t prepared to lose our second child, a precious baby boy, but now we’ve got one more thing to go to heaven for than we had yesterday. We’re very glad we had the chance to hold and kiss our angel good-bye.

Greatly missed by Mommy, Daddy, brother Braden, Nana and Pa-Pa

Baby Sosa

October 30, 2001
Triploidy

You are missed by your Mommy and Daddy and loved ones that were there to see you. I am so glad I got to see your face. You looked just like your Daddy when he sleeps.We love you and never will forget you. God Bless You Baby Sosa.

Jacob David

November 2, 2001
Trisomy 21, severe heart and lung defects

We never got to hold you but you are very much loved. You will always be our first.

Ellisa Ranae Jones

Born into the arms of the angels, 9 Nov 2001
Triploidy

Always cherished by her parents Jodie and Malcolm, big sister Rachael, grandparents, step grandparents, great grandparents, aunties, uncles, cousins and friends

Isabella Marie

November 29, 2001 ~ 19 1/2 Weeks
Amniotic Banding Syndrome, Turner Syndrome/severe heart defects

You will remain in our minds and our hearts for as long as we live.

Mommy and Daddy

Bryan Lee Carman

November 29, 2001
Rupture of membranes due to a weak cervix

You were our firstborn son. You were so very much wanted. You are now with God, who will grant you your wings. You are in heaven with your family now, God must have had a much better plan for you than Mommy and Daddy. There is not a day that goes by that we don’t think of you. Mommy and Daddy will be with you in heaven when it is our time. Until then sweetheart, always know that we love you.

Love Always,
Mommy,Daddy, Nana and Pop-Pop

Holly Noel

December 6, 2001 ~ 20 weeks
Turner Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Hydrops

Holly, we miss you so much. You are in our thoughts and heart every day.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Jada jani anneasha Mclaurin

December 11, 2001 ~ 3:45 a.m.
Chromosomal problems

It seems like there’s something missing in my life all the time. I miss you a lot and you’ll be in my heart forever.

Love,
Mommy

Valona Lyann Ounephengsy

December 11, 2001 ~ 3 weeks old
Trisomy 13/multiple heart defects

When you came into this world, into our lives, it was a blessing. You changed our lives every second of the day that we were with you.You will be deeply missed and you are deeply loved. You are at a better place now. You will not suffer and will not have pain, all you will have is happiness. You are forever loved and forever missed.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Andrew and family

Zackary Nolan and Zane Michael Sheets

December 12, 2001 ~ 27 weeks
Hydrocephalus and several other problems

Zack and Zane you both are loved and missed so much. Until we meet again remember you are our little angels! We love you with all of our hearts!

Love,
Mama, Daddy, Big sister Jennifer and Big brother Ricky

Jane Lucy Allen

December 14, 2001
Spina Bifida

You will always be in our hearts. We will always look at the night sky and know our Jane star is shining bright.

Baby Jack

December 18, 2001
Down Syndrome – Trisomy 21

Jack, you were born to be an angel. You will be with us forever. We all love you and miss you. You will always be William’s little brother.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Em, Maddy and William

Jessica Makenzie Lyall-Spice

December 20, 2001
Spina Bifida

Jesse, you will forever be in our hearts. We miss you so much sweetie. We love you with all our hearts.

Love and miss you,
Mummy and Daddy

Baby Amanda

December 22, 2001 ~ 21 Weeks
Trisomy 18

Our dear Baby Amanda, we miss you so very much, there is not a day that goes by that we do not think of you. You will live forever in our hearts and until we meet again. We love you.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Baby Ford

December 28, 2001 ~ 24 Weeks
Trisomy 21

We miss you baby boy-our first son-our first child. We loved you from the first second of your life. I pray that you are being held in the arms of God.

Love,
your Mommy and Daddy

Nicholas Donald Springer

December 28, 2001 ~ 18 ½ Weeks
Trisomy 18

Our EWP Babies 2012

Andrew

January 4, 2000
Skeletal Dysplasia

We miss and love you oh so much little Andrew. Be happy in Heaven my dear Son, and we will meet you there someday.

Caleb Richard Schneider

January 6, 2000
Spina Bifida with Hydrocephaly

Your stay with us was brief, but the gifts you gave us will last forever.

We love you and miss you every day,
Mommy and Daddy

Henry Charles Guarino

January 13, 2000
Anencephaly

He’s in our hearts … with us forever

Noah Thomas Taylor

January 13, 2000
Trisomy 18

We love you and miss you terribly.

Mom, Dad and Brother Grant

Elliott David Beaumont

Born sleeping January 14, 2000
Potter Syndrome

“Cradled for moments, Loved forever, Always cherished. Forgotten? Never!”

All our love,
Mummy, Daddy, Chloe and Phoebe

Kristine Marie Balmes

January 16, 2000
Thanatophoric Dysplasia type 1

You are and will be in our hearts forever. We miss you so.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Zachary

Peyton Lee Brown

January 19, 2000
Trisomy 21

You are forever in our hearts. Mommy and Daddy miss and love you always, our firstborn. Watch over your sibling in heaven and your brother and new sister-to-be on earth.

Kai Anthony Wong

January 20, 2000
Trisomy 21, Heart Defect, Hydrocephalus, RH Factor

We love and miss him very much.

Jacob Albright Yost

January 27, 2000
Trisomy 21

Our dear sweet Jake, we miss you and love you. I hope you are enjoying your wings and watching us from Heaven. Until we meet again …

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Hannah.

Vendela

February 3, 2000
Anencephaly

Our beloved daughter, forever in our hearts.

Mom and Dad

Leo David

February 14, 2000 ~ 20 Weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome, Trisomy 21

And now my bitter hands
cradle broken glass
of what was everything.
All the pictures have
all been washed in black,
tattooed everything.
All the love gone bad,
turned my world to black
tattooed all I see,
all that I am,
all I’ll ever be. ~ E.V.

You’re forever my little heartbreaker,
Love,
Mommy

Sophie Katherine

February 16, 2000
Trisomy 21

And in a twinkling of an eye this little one came into our hearts. She came and went in an instant, taking with her a lifetime of hopes and dreams we had for her. We will hold you in our hearts forever.

We love you,
Mommy & Daddy

Benjamin Thomas

February 16, 2000 ~ 24 ½ Weeks
Severe Spina Bifida with Hydrocephaly

My dear Thomas, you brought such joy and love to me, being my one and only child
that I will never forget. Even though my heart is broken I will be eternally grateful for the
short time you were a part of me. Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. Mommy and Daddy
love you so much, and long for the day that we will be able to hold our angel in our arms. Until then …

We love and miss you!
Mommy and Daddy

Mackenzie Nichole Rossetti

February 17, 2000
Turner Syndrome

Forever in our hearts

Madison Stein

March 1, 2000
Trisomy 21

You are forever in our hearts.

Bailey Miller

March 4, 2000
Fatal Heart Malformation

God opened his arms and welcomed you home.

Love, your mummy and daddy xxoo

Jory Doherty

March 5, 2000
Hydrocephalus

In memory of our little boy who is always with us in spirit. We love you so much and wish every day that things could have been different. One day Mommy will join you in heaven and we will be able to chase butterflies in beautiful gardens.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy and your two little sisters xxxxoooo

Christopher Michael Fusco

March 8, 2000, ~ 21 Weeks
Trisomy 13

Our little angel, although your body was only temporary, your spirit will live forever in our hearts. Until we meet again, walk with the angels and be happy for we will meet again someday. We love you very much.

Love,
Dad, Mom, and Big Sister Alyssa

Baby Boy Upright

March 10, 2000
Severe Hydrops

To our son, we love and miss you dearly!

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Jevon & Jedrek Prusansky

March 10, 2000
Anencephaly

We had you for only a short time but will miss you for the rest of our days.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy & big sis, Kait

Sarah Jenni McCarthy

March 10, 2000
Cystic Hygroma & Hydrops

Much loved baby girl and always remembered by us all.

Jessica Lynn Knott

March 16, 2000
Turner Syndrome

We hold you close within our hearts and there you shall remain to be with us throughout our lives until we meet again, little angel.

Alex Michael

April 6, 2000
Trisomy 21

You will always be loved and held closely in our hearts.

Mom, Dad and Josh

Rebecca

April 6,2000
Turner Syndrome

To our sweet baby girl, you will forever be in our hearts and minds. We love you and will always love you … forever.

Jack

April 10, 2000
Trisomy 21

You will be in our hearts forever and ever. We love you so very much.

Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Marisa.

Baby Smith

April 7, 2000
Anencephaly

Our darling angel in the arms of our Mother Mary, know that you are forever in our hearts, ’til we meet again, my precious, forgive me for the decisions that I made.

I love and miss you, mind body and soul,
Mummy Bev

Devin William Wilson

April 13, 2000
Severe Genetic Anomalies and Bone Malformations

Our precious angel will always be here in our hearts and memories.

With all of our love,
Mommy and Daddy

Christina Mackney

April 13, 2000
Trisomy 21

Safe in the arms of Jesus and forever in our hearts. Rest in peace little angel.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Joseph Valentine Shoester

April 15, 2000
Anencephaly

A moment in our lives, forever in our hearts. We truly are now one heart, one spirit.

Isabella Ann Stephens

April 18, 2000
Trisomy 21

and

Sydney Ann Stephens

July 3, 1997
Trisomy 21

Sisters together forever. Mommy misses her sweet babies.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy & Emmy

Julia Kiyono Boonin

April 20, 2000
Skeletal Dysplasia

May our love make your brief life eternal.

Nicholas Williams

Became an angel on April 20, 2000
Trisomy 21

I wish mommy could hold you my precious boy! Your sisters, Abby, Shelby and Kelsey are too young to understand our loss. Mommy will hold you once again in heaven! Please watch over us and protect us!

Hope Bailee

April 25, 2000
Trisomy 21, Major Heart Defects, Cystic Hygroma

Loving and missing you today and always, Mommy, Daddy, and Zackary ~ We will always be blessed for having you in our lives, if only for such a short time.

Jessica Lyn Hoffman

April 28, 2000
Anencephaly

An angel who passed so quickly through our lives. We will always love you …

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Mikayla and Aleena.

Vincent Michael DePinto

April 28, 2000
Congenital Hypermylenateling Peripheral Neuropathy

For our firstborn child, Vincent: You are forever in our hearts …

Love,
Mom and Dad

My sweet angel nephew I will never forget you …

Love, Aunt Cheri

Nathan Thomas

May 2, 2000 ~ 19 ½ Weeks
Trisomy 21

Our dearly wanted baby boy … Your soul was set free to a healthy body. You are loved, very much missed, and in our hearts forever.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Sierra and Savanna

May 3, 2000
Twin-to-Twin Transfusion Syndrome, Hydrops, Pleural Effusion, Ascides

You are and always will be our two sparrows, soaring as eagles in heaven.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Grandma and Grandpa

Kade Angel Hopkins

May 5, 2000
Renal Agenesis

To Our Darling Daughter Kade,
You taught us the meaning of love and life, stay near us sweet Angel, until we hold you in our arms for all eternity.

Love,
Mammy, Daddy, Jodie and Kyle

Jeannette

May 11, 2000
Dandy-Walker Malformation

To our little angel. Forever in our hearts. We love and miss you very much.

Loving you always,
Mommy and Daddy

Davis Luke Manus

May 18, 2000
Severe Congenital Heart Defect

I hope your heart beats in heaven. We miss you, son. You were our first child, and always will be.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

Isaiah Richards

May 18, 2000
Trisomy 21

Forever etched in our memories, our dear Isaiah. We love and miss you so much. You will forever be in our hearts.

Love,
Mom & Dad

Meredith Linville

May 19, 2000
Alobar Holoprosencephaly

You will always be our daughter. You are precious to us.

Mom and Dad

Love Sammut

May 20, 2000
Holoprosencephaly

We love you and miss you very much we will never forget you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Angel Jasmine Abery-Franssen

May 21, 2000
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

You were with us but a short time, but have touched our hearts forever.

Mummy, Daddy & Jessie

Baby Baylis

May 25, 2000
Down Syndrome

You will never feel my loving touch or a kiss upon you brow. But never for a moment believe I did not love you. Please forgive me for my decision. I will take you with me through every step of my life. I will love you and miss you every day of my life. Rest in peace, my angel.

Mommy

Kiran Louise Michel

May 25, 2000
Cystic Hygroma

Never would I trade this pain, if it meant there had not been you. You know I love you always.

Mommy

Leah Kimmel

May 26, 2000
Hydrocephaly and Agenesis of the Corpus Callosum

Darling angel, we will love you forever and you will always be in our hearts.

Mommy and Daddy

Ann Marie McKay Thompson

May 26, 2000
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

To a very precious daughter: You continually beat in my heart. I miss you darling.

Stephen William Hefner

May 26, 2000
Encephalocele

My precious son, Stephen, no one will ever know how hard it was to let you go. I wanted you
so badly but the doctors said you could not survive in this world. I am sorry you never got the
chance to experience life but I know that being in the presence of God is far better than any
life you could have had on Earth. Just know that Mommy loves you more than life itself and is
anxiously awaiting the day I get to hold you again. You are everything to me. I miss you so.
Your spirit is ever present in me and through me, you will live forever.

Stephen Birdsong

May 27, 2000
Trisomy 21

Joined by baby Leslie 12/4/00 ~ who died at 9 weeks gestation of an unknown trisomy
When Grandma was in hospice, she said the one thing she would miss is getting to know her grandchildren.
Now she gets to meet you sooner than expected.