I Couldn’t Go On

I wanted this baby, but I couldn’t go on. By J.S. My fourth pregnancy was a surprise. (All four were surprises of different degrees. I think we only “tried” once.) Not an unwelcome one. My first pregnancy was followed by two miscarriages. We wanted a...

The Worst Day of My Life

I sobbed, rubbed my stomach, said prayers, apologized to my unborn child and professed my love. By M.V. I am 37 years old and have a healthy 22 month old boy at home. My first pregnancy was a breeze, and I assumed my second one would be as well. At my 12-week...

Nova, our shining star

Nova was our baby’s unofficial name, our shining star. You have big dreams for your baby, before he or she ever graces this earth with their presence. By A.N. Pregnancy is supposed to be a joyous experience. With a history of two prior miscarriages, we waited...

I Terminated a Planned Pregnancy

Once in a while someone will say, “I had a miscarriage, I know what you are going through.” That sort of comment makes me cringe. By Sara Garafalo I always wanted to be a mom. But after my (now 5 year old) daughter was born, I began to realize all that was...