I Just Wasn’t Expecting This

I just wasn’t expecting this. I hadn’t had time to do any research. I couldn’t think of any questions even though my mind was racing and my hands were shaking. By Stefanie   A difficult beginning I’m 39 and had three previous miscarriages (no living...

Giving Sorrow Words

Though the act of scheduling the termination—and the thought of actually showing up voluntarily to have it done—felt impossible to me, I didn’t ever really doubt our decision. I knew what we had to do, even though the thought of doing of it broke me in a way I didn’t...

My World Ended With That Call

I began to love this little baby inside me. And I was sure it was a girl—I even came up with a name. By Anonymous I am 34 years old. I’m originally from Russia and I just got my U.S. citizenship. I am married (it’s my second marriage) and I have a wonderful...

But I Did Everything Right

I did everything “right” with my pregnancy: ate healthy foods, avoided caffeine, drugs, drinking, and smoking By Caleb’s Mother I was 23 and didn’t even know I was pregnant at first. I’d told my doctor I was really tired and I was having...

Lethal Anomalies

When the doctor began to speak, I knew something was very wrong. By Marie In June of 2014, my husband and I found that our baby had a condition that was incompatible with life: arthrogryposis multiples congenita. This website helped me feel less alone during the weeks...